Ultraviolet (Chapter Nine)
Title: Ultraviolet
Author: emilyglh
Pairings: Yoosu, a dash of Yunjae & mischievous Min
Length: Chaptered (Chapter Nine)
Genre: Romance, Drama, Fluff, Angst (A little bit of everything)
Rating: NC-17/ R for this chapter
A/N: Inspired by a love story between two people from different worlds. Set in A/U
Summary: Yoochun and Junsu are two different people, with different backgrounds, attending two different schools, living in two different neighborhoods in the same time. Against all odds, the two falls in love and begins a beautiful relationship.
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A/N: Sorry it took so long for me to update. Been really busy. As promised, this is the smut chapter so you know what to do. Thanks for reading and commenting and I apologize for not being able to respond to your comment individually.
Forgive my typo and grammar errors and I will update Chapter Ten by this weekend!
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Its been two months since Junsu had left home. He’s never been happier, but there’s always a part of him that misses home. Especially his mother; being the only son, his mother had dote and pampered him heavily. And she would always be the one to step out and protect him from his father’s rage. Even though his father may be harsh, strict and demanding at times but Junsu would not deny the fact that Mr. Kim was a responsible and great father and had only wanted Junsu to be the best he could be. Junsu knows and he understands.
But there’s only so much pressure a person could take and he yearns for a much needed break. Eunhyuk had kept him updated about things at home, his parents had denied the questioning neighbors saying that Junsu had gone for a special course overseas. His mother would always seem so sad and gloomy while his father showed no emotions except for a glimmer of disappointment in his eyes every time Eunkhyuk sees them.
On the other hand, the band had been nothing but great to him; they were caring, warm and loving to Junsu. Staying with Yoochun and Jaejoong had of course brought them closer. He had learnt a few recipes from Jaejoong and the lead singer had even taught him how to ride his Kawasaki which had Yoochun grim. Jaejoong had opened up and told Junsu about how he and Yoochun met. Unlike Yoochun, Jaejoong had never knew love or family, his mother had left him in the doorstep of the orphanage ever since he was a baby and had no clue whatsoever of his family identity. Jaejoong had even admitted his envy of his other classmates being him who was the only one that was growing up in the orphanage. When Yoochun had came, it made his life a little less lonely and they remained best friends till today. Sometimes they were even closer than brothers and knew each other like the back of their hands. Junsu had felt a pang of jealousy towards Jaejoong, he had also wanted to know and understand Yoochun like the elder did. He had admired and envied the bond that they both shared.
Then Yunho had taught him a few defense moves and also introduced Junsu to his gang. Junsu had never met mafias in his life before and they were surely intimidating, they weren’t like the television had portrayed them to be; no tattoos, no bats around their hands, no wild hairstyles or hair color. Yunho had laughed and told Junsu that they dress like any other normal being. Yunho had then told Junsu of his reluctance to help his family’s underground business in the future but he had no other choice having to think about the livelihoods of the members to their large organized underground association. Yunho had also expressed worry towards Jaejoong; his involvement in the illegal business had endangered his lover’s life a number of times but Jaejoong had remained loyal and stayed by his side. Yunho was grateful for having someone like Jaejoong and had even told Junsu to appreciate Yoochun.
Changmin on the other hand had introduced him to his parents and they had hired him immediately. Changmin and Junsu had bonded through working in Liquid together. He was grateful that the drummer had taught him so many things; from dealing with angry and difficult customers to making a few shots himself to even opening and closing the bar all by himself. The mischievous drummer had also brought him clubbing and lets just say Yoochun wasn’t too pleased after that. His first ever pay was spent treating the band to dinner at his favorite restaurant downtown. Junsu had also dropped out of school completely and is working full time in Liquid now. He had enjoyed all the new experiences the band had showed and teach him for the past two months.
Yoochun had also taught him how to play more instruments like the drums, bass and his favorite; the piano. Junsu had also learnt a few of Yoochun‘s habit the past two months he had been living with his boyfriend; like how the elder likes to compose at night, how he likes to cuddle close and breath into Junsu’s neck when he sleeps at night, how Yoochun would wake up the next morning with a very blur but cute expression on his face, then there was Yoochun’s extreme tolerance with the cold, his slow and gentle pace of kissing, the list goes on.
But one of Yoochun’s most prominent habit was giving surprises. And this was exactly what they were doing now. The composer had only told him to take the day off and the rest was kept in the dark. Even after much prodding and questions which ended up in total failure because Yoochun had resort in distracting him with his lips.
Damn those lips.
So now they were off Yoochun’s bike, and Junsu had turned around for a better look of his surroundings as he removed his helmet. He could roughly guess they were at the graveyard, judging by the neatly lined headstones and green grassy plane.
Junsu’s confused eyes turned to meet Yoochun’s amused one.
The latter had only smiled and as he laced their fingers together and lead the younger deeper into the graveyard. Yoochun had kept his smile as they walked deeper into the graveyard in comfortable silence. They stopped after a while, Yoochun approached the headstone on the far left end, he then kneeled down carefully placing his bouquet of flowers on cemented surface.
There were two headstone lined impossibly closed together and a slightly smaller one separated by a thin gap between the left side of the twin headstone.
Junsu’s heart skipped a beat.
“Junsu-yah, I want you to meet my parents” Yoochun signaled the paired headstone and pointed to the smaller one by its side “and this is my brother, Yoohwan”
Junsu was silent as he bowed towards the said headstones with politeness, afraid that he’ll ruin the moment when Yoochun was staring at his family so intently. He was surprised that his boyfriend would want him to meet his family; though they aren’t any much alive. He smiled cutely at how sensitive and sentimental the elder was.
“He’s really important to me. So I brought him here to meet you guys” Yoochun laced their hands together again as he spoke to the headstone with warm smile on his face. Junsu had found that his smile was different; his face was relax, his soft brown eyes sparkle from the tears he was trying so hard to hold in, and his smile, the smile formed from his irresistible soft lips.
Junsu shifted shyly as more of those thoughts crept up on him; lately, Junsu had begun responding to the older man’s kisses and touches. What started out as an innocent kiss would always escalate into hot fiery passion that Junsu himself didn’t know existed, sometimes, their hot kisses would always leave him gasping for air and would always end with a very painful throb in his pants.
Once, Changmin had caught them one night, on the far end of the coach; bodies intimately closed together, with Junsu’s arms around the elder’s neck and the other on his waist, his chest vastly exposed through his buttoned shirt. Changmin had never stopped teasing since then, the drummer had enjoyed it even more when he caught a glimpse of Junsu’s very red neck the very next day.
“Su?” the composer had noticed the unfamiliar silence in his boyfriend.
“I’m really glad you brought me here Chunnie” Junsu tried to shift the subject and his very preoccupied mind away from sex. He’s been feeling very hot lately, and anxious, even excited sometimes when Yoochun touches him. It scares him, especially when the pain in his groin won’t go away and his desire to jump Yoochun after that.
“I don’t’ come here often. Only when I have something special to tell them” the elder hinted. Junsu embraced the elder giving the elder silent comfort and support. He was beginning to feel guilty for being distracted when Yoochun’s opening up to him. More so when he’s visiting Yoochun’s family. He wanted very much to bang his head on the wall.
“I’m fine Junsu-yah. Its been a long time anyway. I just want you to meet them” Yoochun then leans in to kiss his forehead “cause you’re my family now Su. Forever and always”
Junsu froze and turned up to look at Yoochun, his heart swelled with love and adoration for the elder. He then circled his arms around the elder’s neck and pulling him in for a chaste kiss.
“Thank you for everything Chunnie”
Yoochun was startled from Junsu’s own initiated kiss but recovered with a big silly grin on his face, they had been together for more than two months. Through that time, Yoochun had grow to understand, care, and love for the younger even more. Yoochun also couldn’t help but notice at how shy Junsu was when it comes to showing his affections and loves him all the more for it.
“Come on babe. We still have to head to Liquid for rehearsal, its Changmin’s last gig tonight. And the talent scouts would be there too” Yoochun who was already ahead offered his hand to Junsu who took it without hesitance.
Yoochun and Junsu walked hand in hand as they headed back towards his bike at the entrance.
Although it was painful to speak of his family, but the composer had realized that by embracing and accepting the present, he was able to let go of the past.
Because Junsu is the present that matters now.
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“Thanks for coming everyone! We would also like to congratulate Max for his confirmed scholarship in Yale and all the best in New Haven!” Yunho explained; out of breath from the night’s gig into the microphone as they crowd cheered enthusiastically.
The band had shared a toast with the crowd before exiting gracefully backstage. After two months of playing in Liquid, Junsu had gotten used to the atmosphere and the butterflies in his stomach had ceased to exist anymore. He had learn the feeling of enjoying himself on stage as he played and let music take over his soul automatically.
Junsu saw Changmin sitting at the corner of backstage, staring at his drumsticks as his fingers expertly turned them around.
He walked towards the drummer and offered him a bottle of water, Changmin muttered a silent thank-you and gulped the contents hurriedly.
“I’m gonna miss this. Miss the band, and miss playing of course” the younger of the two confessed.
“Can you help keep an eye on my parents for me Junsu hyung? When I leave, they’ll be alone, I need to get them a guardian angel” Changmin grinned at his pun.
Junsu nodded; of course he would. Changmin’s parents had been nothing but kind and caring to him the past months he’s been working in Liquid. Sometimes, they had even treated Junsu like their own son.
Junsu then caught sight of something in his line of vision, Changmin brought it nearer “this is for you hyung. Thanks for being a great friend and for making Yoochun hyung so happy. Heck you make the whole band happy!”
Junsu took the violet colored pick as the drummer pulled him for a hug.
“Minnie-ah! What are you still doing there? Come up to the bar, we need to celebrate!” Jaejoong yelled happily as his head peaked out through the curtains.
“Coming hyung! Come on Junsu-hyung, time to get shit drunk!” Changmin grinned slyly as he stuffed his drumsticks back into his gear bag.
Junsu examined the guitar pick carefully, it was violet in color and on it was Xiah Junsu printed and lightly carved with a loose silver lining. He could tell it was custom made and he held it tightly in his hand.
He was going to miss Changmin terribly; despite his nasty and sarcastic remarks and the way he made fun of the rest of the band members. But he was a core part them, in music; he brings the beat and tapping rhythm to the song. In life; he was the mischievous young boy that the band had grew to love and dote on.
As Junsu stepped out of the backstage with Changmin, he caught a glimpse of Yoochun and the rest of the band at the private bar. Yunho seemed to be in a deep conversation with two person that Junsu had never seen in town.
“They are the talent scouts from the record company. I hoped they liked our performance. It could mean a breakthrough for Yoochun hyung and Jaejoong hyung” Changmin had answered Junsu’s silent question. They waded themselves through the sea of people on the dance floor and made their way for the private bar.
“This is Shim Changmin, our drummer. And Kim Junsu, our lead vocalist and guitarist” Changmin, Junsu and the two talent scouts politely exchanged handshakes.
“I like his voice” Junsu heard the man who’s hair tied into a ponytail told the woman as she nodded in agreement.
“Well then, it was nice hearing you guys play. We shall get back to you as soon as possible” the lady told Yunho politely.
The man smiled as he shook Yunho’s hand “I know it’s a little too early, but welcome to SM records”
As the talent scouts took their leave, Jaejoong immediately reach for the bottles of alcohol behind the bar counter.
“This calls for a double celebration!” Jaejoong cheered excitedly as he turned around to do a member check only to find Yoochun and Junsu missing.
He then spotted them immediately at the bar counter; Junsu sitting on the tall bar stool while Yoochun hugged the younger from behind. They seemed to be in a deep conversation with Yoochun occasionally whispering to the younger’s ear making him giggle and smile cutely.
Jaejoong felt his heart grow warm and tingly for his best friend “Yo! Guys, its Minnie’s last night here! You have all the time in the world later tonight!”
Thankfully for Junsu, they were in a bar with rowdy customers and extremely loud beat and fast pumping music. So no one except for Yoochun and the band heard the lead singer. The whole group gathered the round table as Jaejoong raised his glass with the others in sync.
“A toast for Minnie! May he graduated from Yale with flying colors!”
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“Ahh!” Junsu screamed his dolphin squeal randomly as leaned on Yoochun for support. He was beginning to sway and stagger his way home.
“Look Chunnie! I’m flying! Wee!!” Yoochun had managed to wrap his arms around his boyfriend before Junsu could leap off the flight of stairs down their apartment. Yoochun had painstakingly carried the younger up and there was no way Junsu’s going back down again. Especially not when Junsu wakes up with bruises all over his body the next morning.
“No flying baby!” Yoochun melts when he sees Junsu pout. His face beet red from the alcohol and heat running all over his body.
He then decides to drag Junsu into the house before the latter could think of flying again or doing anything else that he might regret the next morning.
After making sure that Junsu is safely snuggled on the couch, Yoochun heads to the kitchen to make his boyfriend a little tea to help sober him up.
“Su baby” Junsu hears a deep voice cooing his name and smiles immediately.
“Chunnie” he mumbles incoherently as he snuggles closer to the familiar warmth he recognize as his boyfriend.
“Drink up babe. You’ll feel better”
“I miss home” Yoochun frowned as soon as those words escaped Junsu’s lips. It was his fault Junsu was in this mess in the first place, and he had wanted the younger to appreciate and love his still living family. Because he didn’t have the chance to.
“Drink up and we’ll go to bed”
Junsu cringed and made a noise of annoyance but drank the cup pushed in front of him obediently.
Yoochun sighed when he caught sight of Junsu sleeping soundlessly on the couch after washing up the empty mug in the kitchen. He kneeled beside the couch, slowing taking in all the features of the younger. Yoochun had fell deeply in love with Junsu, a part of him is worried that when Junsu leaves, he won’t be able to breathe again. Because he knows that the past two months was a brief taste of heaven. It will have to stop soon.
With another sigh, he gently lifted Junsu up from the couch to his bedroom.
He concluded that Junsu wasn’t wholly asleep as the younger had latched his arms tightly around his neck and was now pulling Yoochun to lie above him.
“Junsu” was all he could say as Junsu was now pulling him for a heated kiss. Yoochun resisted for all two seconds before giving in and was now kissing the younger back with equal fire.
Their tongues battled and dance eliciting an excited moan from Junsu as he arched up towards the elder. When Yoochun had started to trace his jaw, his hands automatically slide under the elder’s shirt and was now tracing his back sensually.
Yoochun had pulled back immediately when he felt Junsu’s hold on his waist tightens as he grinded his hips against Yoochun‘s.
“Junsu, you’re drunk” as much as he wanted this, he still respected he fact that Junsu was under the influence of alcohol and may regret the next morning.
Junsu smiled as he tugged Yoochun for another loving kiss “I want this Chunnie. I want you to be my first”
Yoochun cupped his boyfriend’s face, gazing deeply into his chocolate orbs “Are you sure?”
Junsu nodded and smiled cutely at the man on top of him “make love to me Chunnie”
Yoochun didn’t need to be told twice as he dived in to ravish the younger’s mouth; licking, sucking and nipping traces all over Junsu’s jaw, neck and collarbone. Junsu can only tilt his head back as he let his senses overtake his control allowing the composer more access to his neck.
As soon as his t-shirt and sweater were off, butterfly kisses were dropped randomly all over his chest making the younger relax and giggle. Junsu gasped when he felt Yoochun’s lips brush against his nipple, his tongue flicking the sensitive bud before nipping it gently while his thumb grazed sensually over the other.
Junsu could feel more blood rushing down south when Yoochun began to like his navel, blowing the thin line of hair below it in a teasing manner, the younger moaned bucking his hips up. He was desperate for any type of friction to relief the urgent pain in his groin. The elder had sensed Junsu’s frustration and straddled his hips to keep him from squirming.
He then moved back up for another steamy kiss from Junsu’s lips which the younger responded eagerly, fueled violently by lust.
Yoochun’s torso was immediately exposed when Junsu hurriedly unbuttoned his shirt and his hands were now running all over the place, worshipping the lean body above him. The elder could only moan in pleasure as he gave in to the heated touch.
They shared another kiss before Yoochun decided to continue his ministration on his boyfriend’s lower body. Junsu felt cold air greeting his erection as soon as Yoochun pulled his pants and underwear away.
Junsu shifted shyly as he felt the elder’s eyes feasting his body hungrily. He was feeling self conscious immediately as he was a person that was normally uncomfortable with showing his body.
Yoochun gave him an assuring peck and felt his heart flutter at the compliment “you’re beautiful baby”
Junsu let out a low sound and purred when he felt Yoochun teasing him with light strokes. The elder kissed his shoulder blades affectionately while Junsu buried his head, nuzzling into Yoochun’s shoulder while Yoochun increased his pace.
Junsu screamed in pleasure as he felt Yoochun kissed his erection before lapping the head gently with his tongue. He kept his hands on the younger’s waist as he bucked violently when Junsu felt Yoochun’s wet warm mouth engulfing his whole length. He’d managed to hold on tightly to Yoochun’s broad shoulders before losing his sanity and it didn’t help when the elder grazed his thumb in a circular motion on his hipbones in effort to comfort Junsu turning the younger on even more.
“Chunnie, I…I’m coming” Junsu warned shakily. His breath was coming out short and he couldn’t help but let out a frustrated groan when Yoochun’s mouth left his erection but the elder comforted him by giving him a chaste kiss on his lips.
“I need you now… please” Yoochun couldn’t stand seeing the younger plead and resorts to finding his lube in his drawer. Jaejoong had gave him a tube the night Junsu had moved in telling him it might come in handy later.
Now is certainly the time.
Junsu tensed when he felt the first digit piercing through “relax babe” Yoochun gave more comforting kisses to his boyfriend.
Then Yoochun had added the second and third stretching the younger completely.
“I’m going to enter you now okay baby? Just tell me when to stop if it hurts”
Junsu’s heart swelled as he heard Yoochun’s gentle and concerned tone. He nodded and closed his eyes as he felt the tip of Yoochun’s length prodding against his entrance. A surge of pain ran through his body as Yoochun pushed in slowly.
The elder let out a hiss of pleasure and had to channel all his strength to refrained himself from going rough. He didn’t want to hurt Junsu. Junsu let out a whimpered cry as he felt himself stretched beyond his limits.
“Are you okay Su?” Want me to stop?”
“Just kiss me” his hold around Yoochun’s neck tightens desperately, he needed something to distract himself from the immense pain which the elder obliged to immediately.
The elder then slowly pulled back out before thrusting in deeply again earning a choked moan from Junsu.
“Ahh! Again…” Junsu didn’t know what had happened but Yoochun’s tip had nudged something inside of him, sending shockwaves of pure pleasure all over his body.
With his lips never leaving Junsu’s, the composer began picking up his rhythm as he thrusted into his boyfriend with languid waves. Junsu could only moan and mewl in pleasure while his hands traveled lower teasing Yoochun’s sweaty back and gripping his ass urging him to pick up his pace and to fill Junsu up to the very core.
As his pace increases and he was now practically slamming into his boyfriend making Junsu hold on to his back with his nails digging into Yoochun’s skin while the younger’s legs locked tightly around his waist.
Junsu could feel himself tipping over the edge; with Yoochun brushing and nudging against his sweet spot with every thrust and the grinding of their sweat slicked stomach providing frictional relief to his aching sex.
“I love you Chunnie” was all he managed to say before orgasm took over his body and mind.
Yoochun watched the younger; how his pants had stop and resulted in a scream as his face scrunched up in pleasure which only the purity of orgasm can bring. He had looked beautiful that moment.
He panted and grunted with every thrust the moment Junsu came; wrapping Yoochun tightly and had managed to muffle his cries of pleasure into Junsu’s neck as he came into the younger long and hard.
They both stayed like that for a while, until the heat had completely subside from their body; with Junsu wrapping his arms around Yoochun who had just collapsed on top of him with the elder occasionally dropping random loveable kisses to his forehead, nose and lips.
“I love you too baby” Yoochun was beginning to feel lethargic and his limbs were too tired to move and he barely managed to pull out of Junsu and covered them both with the sheets. Junsu had fell asleep immediately due to his fatigue, Yoochun chuckled at Junsu’s adorable sleeping expression as he gently brushed the wet fringe away from the younger’s forehead.
He then spooned Junsu lovingly and soon gave in to his exhaustion, falling asleep with a contended heart and a warm smile on his face. He would just like to hold on to this piece of happiness for as long as he could.
Author: emilyglh
Pairings: Yoosu, a dash of Yunjae & mischievous Min
Length: Chaptered (Chapter Nine)
Genre: Romance, Drama, Fluff, Angst (A little bit of everything)
Rating: NC-17/ R for this chapter
A/N: Inspired by a love story between two people from different worlds. Set in A/U
Summary: Yoochun and Junsu are two different people, with different backgrounds, attending two different schools, living in two different neighborhoods in the same time. Against all odds, the two falls in love and begins a beautiful relationship.
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A/N: Sorry it took so long for me to update. Been really busy. As promised, this is the smut chapter so you know what to do. Thanks for reading and commenting and I apologize for not being able to respond to your comment individually.
Forgive my typo and grammar errors and I will update Chapter Ten by this weekend!
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Its been two months since Junsu had left home. He’s never been happier, but there’s always a part of him that misses home. Especially his mother; being the only son, his mother had dote and pampered him heavily. And she would always be the one to step out and protect him from his father’s rage. Even though his father may be harsh, strict and demanding at times but Junsu would not deny the fact that Mr. Kim was a responsible and great father and had only wanted Junsu to be the best he could be. Junsu knows and he understands.
But there’s only so much pressure a person could take and he yearns for a much needed break. Eunhyuk had kept him updated about things at home, his parents had denied the questioning neighbors saying that Junsu had gone for a special course overseas. His mother would always seem so sad and gloomy while his father showed no emotions except for a glimmer of disappointment in his eyes every time Eunkhyuk sees them.
On the other hand, the band had been nothing but great to him; they were caring, warm and loving to Junsu. Staying with Yoochun and Jaejoong had of course brought them closer. He had learnt a few recipes from Jaejoong and the lead singer had even taught him how to ride his Kawasaki which had Yoochun grim. Jaejoong had opened up and told Junsu about how he and Yoochun met. Unlike Yoochun, Jaejoong had never knew love or family, his mother had left him in the doorstep of the orphanage ever since he was a baby and had no clue whatsoever of his family identity. Jaejoong had even admitted his envy of his other classmates being him who was the only one that was growing up in the orphanage. When Yoochun had came, it made his life a little less lonely and they remained best friends till today. Sometimes they were even closer than brothers and knew each other like the back of their hands. Junsu had felt a pang of jealousy towards Jaejoong, he had also wanted to know and understand Yoochun like the elder did. He had admired and envied the bond that they both shared.
Then Yunho had taught him a few defense moves and also introduced Junsu to his gang. Junsu had never met mafias in his life before and they were surely intimidating, they weren’t like the television had portrayed them to be; no tattoos, no bats around their hands, no wild hairstyles or hair color. Yunho had laughed and told Junsu that they dress like any other normal being. Yunho had then told Junsu of his reluctance to help his family’s underground business in the future but he had no other choice having to think about the livelihoods of the members to their large organized underground association. Yunho had also expressed worry towards Jaejoong; his involvement in the illegal business had endangered his lover’s life a number of times but Jaejoong had remained loyal and stayed by his side. Yunho was grateful for having someone like Jaejoong and had even told Junsu to appreciate Yoochun.
Changmin on the other hand had introduced him to his parents and they had hired him immediately. Changmin and Junsu had bonded through working in Liquid together. He was grateful that the drummer had taught him so many things; from dealing with angry and difficult customers to making a few shots himself to even opening and closing the bar all by himself. The mischievous drummer had also brought him clubbing and lets just say Yoochun wasn’t too pleased after that. His first ever pay was spent treating the band to dinner at his favorite restaurant downtown. Junsu had also dropped out of school completely and is working full time in Liquid now. He had enjoyed all the new experiences the band had showed and teach him for the past two months.
Yoochun had also taught him how to play more instruments like the drums, bass and his favorite; the piano. Junsu had also learnt a few of Yoochun‘s habit the past two months he had been living with his boyfriend; like how the elder likes to compose at night, how he likes to cuddle close and breath into Junsu’s neck when he sleeps at night, how Yoochun would wake up the next morning with a very blur but cute expression on his face, then there was Yoochun’s extreme tolerance with the cold, his slow and gentle pace of kissing, the list goes on.
But one of Yoochun’s most prominent habit was giving surprises. And this was exactly what they were doing now. The composer had only told him to take the day off and the rest was kept in the dark. Even after much prodding and questions which ended up in total failure because Yoochun had resort in distracting him with his lips.
Damn those lips.
So now they were off Yoochun’s bike, and Junsu had turned around for a better look of his surroundings as he removed his helmet. He could roughly guess they were at the graveyard, judging by the neatly lined headstones and green grassy plane.
Junsu’s confused eyes turned to meet Yoochun’s amused one.
The latter had only smiled and as he laced their fingers together and lead the younger deeper into the graveyard. Yoochun had kept his smile as they walked deeper into the graveyard in comfortable silence. They stopped after a while, Yoochun approached the headstone on the far left end, he then kneeled down carefully placing his bouquet of flowers on cemented surface.
There were two headstone lined impossibly closed together and a slightly smaller one separated by a thin gap between the left side of the twin headstone.
Junsu’s heart skipped a beat.
“Junsu-yah, I want you to meet my parents” Yoochun signaled the paired headstone and pointed to the smaller one by its side “and this is my brother, Yoohwan”
Junsu was silent as he bowed towards the said headstones with politeness, afraid that he’ll ruin the moment when Yoochun was staring at his family so intently. He was surprised that his boyfriend would want him to meet his family; though they aren’t any much alive. He smiled cutely at how sensitive and sentimental the elder was.
“He’s really important to me. So I brought him here to meet you guys” Yoochun laced their hands together again as he spoke to the headstone with warm smile on his face. Junsu had found that his smile was different; his face was relax, his soft brown eyes sparkle from the tears he was trying so hard to hold in, and his smile, the smile formed from his irresistible soft lips.
Junsu shifted shyly as more of those thoughts crept up on him; lately, Junsu had begun responding to the older man’s kisses and touches. What started out as an innocent kiss would always escalate into hot fiery passion that Junsu himself didn’t know existed, sometimes, their hot kisses would always leave him gasping for air and would always end with a very painful throb in his pants.
Once, Changmin had caught them one night, on the far end of the coach; bodies intimately closed together, with Junsu’s arms around the elder’s neck and the other on his waist, his chest vastly exposed through his buttoned shirt. Changmin had never stopped teasing since then, the drummer had enjoyed it even more when he caught a glimpse of Junsu’s very red neck the very next day.
“Su?” the composer had noticed the unfamiliar silence in his boyfriend.
“I’m really glad you brought me here Chunnie” Junsu tried to shift the subject and his very preoccupied mind away from sex. He’s been feeling very hot lately, and anxious, even excited sometimes when Yoochun touches him. It scares him, especially when the pain in his groin won’t go away and his desire to jump Yoochun after that.
“I don’t’ come here often. Only when I have something special to tell them” the elder hinted. Junsu embraced the elder giving the elder silent comfort and support. He was beginning to feel guilty for being distracted when Yoochun’s opening up to him. More so when he’s visiting Yoochun’s family. He wanted very much to bang his head on the wall.
“I’m fine Junsu-yah. Its been a long time anyway. I just want you to meet them” Yoochun then leans in to kiss his forehead “cause you’re my family now Su. Forever and always”
Junsu froze and turned up to look at Yoochun, his heart swelled with love and adoration for the elder. He then circled his arms around the elder’s neck and pulling him in for a chaste kiss.
“Thank you for everything Chunnie”
Yoochun was startled from Junsu’s own initiated kiss but recovered with a big silly grin on his face, they had been together for more than two months. Through that time, Yoochun had grow to understand, care, and love for the younger even more. Yoochun also couldn’t help but notice at how shy Junsu was when it comes to showing his affections and loves him all the more for it.
“Come on babe. We still have to head to Liquid for rehearsal, its Changmin’s last gig tonight. And the talent scouts would be there too” Yoochun who was already ahead offered his hand to Junsu who took it without hesitance.
Yoochun and Junsu walked hand in hand as they headed back towards his bike at the entrance.
Although it was painful to speak of his family, but the composer had realized that by embracing and accepting the present, he was able to let go of the past.
Because Junsu is the present that matters now.
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“Thanks for coming everyone! We would also like to congratulate Max for his confirmed scholarship in Yale and all the best in New Haven!” Yunho explained; out of breath from the night’s gig into the microphone as they crowd cheered enthusiastically.
The band had shared a toast with the crowd before exiting gracefully backstage. After two months of playing in Liquid, Junsu had gotten used to the atmosphere and the butterflies in his stomach had ceased to exist anymore. He had learn the feeling of enjoying himself on stage as he played and let music take over his soul automatically.
Junsu saw Changmin sitting at the corner of backstage, staring at his drumsticks as his fingers expertly turned them around.
He walked towards the drummer and offered him a bottle of water, Changmin muttered a silent thank-you and gulped the contents hurriedly.
“I’m gonna miss this. Miss the band, and miss playing of course” the younger of the two confessed.
“Can you help keep an eye on my parents for me Junsu hyung? When I leave, they’ll be alone, I need to get them a guardian angel” Changmin grinned at his pun.
Junsu nodded; of course he would. Changmin’s parents had been nothing but kind and caring to him the past months he’s been working in Liquid. Sometimes, they had even treated Junsu like their own son.
Junsu then caught sight of something in his line of vision, Changmin brought it nearer “this is for you hyung. Thanks for being a great friend and for making Yoochun hyung so happy. Heck you make the whole band happy!”
Junsu took the violet colored pick as the drummer pulled him for a hug.
“Minnie-ah! What are you still doing there? Come up to the bar, we need to celebrate!” Jaejoong yelled happily as his head peaked out through the curtains.
“Coming hyung! Come on Junsu-hyung, time to get shit drunk!” Changmin grinned slyly as he stuffed his drumsticks back into his gear bag.
Junsu examined the guitar pick carefully, it was violet in color and on it was Xiah Junsu printed and lightly carved with a loose silver lining. He could tell it was custom made and he held it tightly in his hand.
He was going to miss Changmin terribly; despite his nasty and sarcastic remarks and the way he made fun of the rest of the band members. But he was a core part them, in music; he brings the beat and tapping rhythm to the song. In life; he was the mischievous young boy that the band had grew to love and dote on.
As Junsu stepped out of the backstage with Changmin, he caught a glimpse of Yoochun and the rest of the band at the private bar. Yunho seemed to be in a deep conversation with two person that Junsu had never seen in town.
“They are the talent scouts from the record company. I hoped they liked our performance. It could mean a breakthrough for Yoochun hyung and Jaejoong hyung” Changmin had answered Junsu’s silent question. They waded themselves through the sea of people on the dance floor and made their way for the private bar.
“This is Shim Changmin, our drummer. And Kim Junsu, our lead vocalist and guitarist” Changmin, Junsu and the two talent scouts politely exchanged handshakes.
“I like his voice” Junsu heard the man who’s hair tied into a ponytail told the woman as she nodded in agreement.
“Well then, it was nice hearing you guys play. We shall get back to you as soon as possible” the lady told Yunho politely.
The man smiled as he shook Yunho’s hand “I know it’s a little too early, but welcome to SM records”
As the talent scouts took their leave, Jaejoong immediately reach for the bottles of alcohol behind the bar counter.
“This calls for a double celebration!” Jaejoong cheered excitedly as he turned around to do a member check only to find Yoochun and Junsu missing.
He then spotted them immediately at the bar counter; Junsu sitting on the tall bar stool while Yoochun hugged the younger from behind. They seemed to be in a deep conversation with Yoochun occasionally whispering to the younger’s ear making him giggle and smile cutely.
Jaejoong felt his heart grow warm and tingly for his best friend “Yo! Guys, its Minnie’s last night here! You have all the time in the world later tonight!”
Thankfully for Junsu, they were in a bar with rowdy customers and extremely loud beat and fast pumping music. So no one except for Yoochun and the band heard the lead singer. The whole group gathered the round table as Jaejoong raised his glass with the others in sync.
“A toast for Minnie! May he graduated from Yale with flying colors!”
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“Ahh!” Junsu screamed his dolphin squeal randomly as leaned on Yoochun for support. He was beginning to sway and stagger his way home.
“Look Chunnie! I’m flying! Wee!!” Yoochun had managed to wrap his arms around his boyfriend before Junsu could leap off the flight of stairs down their apartment. Yoochun had painstakingly carried the younger up and there was no way Junsu’s going back down again. Especially not when Junsu wakes up with bruises all over his body the next morning.
“No flying baby!” Yoochun melts when he sees Junsu pout. His face beet red from the alcohol and heat running all over his body.
He then decides to drag Junsu into the house before the latter could think of flying again or doing anything else that he might regret the next morning.
After making sure that Junsu is safely snuggled on the couch, Yoochun heads to the kitchen to make his boyfriend a little tea to help sober him up.
“Su baby” Junsu hears a deep voice cooing his name and smiles immediately.
“Chunnie” he mumbles incoherently as he snuggles closer to the familiar warmth he recognize as his boyfriend.
“Drink up babe. You’ll feel better”
“I miss home” Yoochun frowned as soon as those words escaped Junsu’s lips. It was his fault Junsu was in this mess in the first place, and he had wanted the younger to appreciate and love his still living family. Because he didn’t have the chance to.
“Drink up and we’ll go to bed”
Junsu cringed and made a noise of annoyance but drank the cup pushed in front of him obediently.
Yoochun sighed when he caught sight of Junsu sleeping soundlessly on the couch after washing up the empty mug in the kitchen. He kneeled beside the couch, slowing taking in all the features of the younger. Yoochun had fell deeply in love with Junsu, a part of him is worried that when Junsu leaves, he won’t be able to breathe again. Because he knows that the past two months was a brief taste of heaven. It will have to stop soon.
With another sigh, he gently lifted Junsu up from the couch to his bedroom.
He concluded that Junsu wasn’t wholly asleep as the younger had latched his arms tightly around his neck and was now pulling Yoochun to lie above him.
“Junsu” was all he could say as Junsu was now pulling him for a heated kiss. Yoochun resisted for all two seconds before giving in and was now kissing the younger back with equal fire.
Their tongues battled and dance eliciting an excited moan from Junsu as he arched up towards the elder. When Yoochun had started to trace his jaw, his hands automatically slide under the elder’s shirt and was now tracing his back sensually.
Yoochun had pulled back immediately when he felt Junsu’s hold on his waist tightens as he grinded his hips against Yoochun‘s.
“Junsu, you’re drunk” as much as he wanted this, he still respected he fact that Junsu was under the influence of alcohol and may regret the next morning.
Junsu smiled as he tugged Yoochun for another loving kiss “I want this Chunnie. I want you to be my first”
Yoochun cupped his boyfriend’s face, gazing deeply into his chocolate orbs “Are you sure?”
Junsu nodded and smiled cutely at the man on top of him “make love to me Chunnie”
Yoochun didn’t need to be told twice as he dived in to ravish the younger’s mouth; licking, sucking and nipping traces all over Junsu’s jaw, neck and collarbone. Junsu can only tilt his head back as he let his senses overtake his control allowing the composer more access to his neck.
As soon as his t-shirt and sweater were off, butterfly kisses were dropped randomly all over his chest making the younger relax and giggle. Junsu gasped when he felt Yoochun’s lips brush against his nipple, his tongue flicking the sensitive bud before nipping it gently while his thumb grazed sensually over the other.
Junsu could feel more blood rushing down south when Yoochun began to like his navel, blowing the thin line of hair below it in a teasing manner, the younger moaned bucking his hips up. He was desperate for any type of friction to relief the urgent pain in his groin. The elder had sensed Junsu’s frustration and straddled his hips to keep him from squirming.
He then moved back up for another steamy kiss from Junsu’s lips which the younger responded eagerly, fueled violently by lust.
Yoochun’s torso was immediately exposed when Junsu hurriedly unbuttoned his shirt and his hands were now running all over the place, worshipping the lean body above him. The elder could only moan in pleasure as he gave in to the heated touch.
They shared another kiss before Yoochun decided to continue his ministration on his boyfriend’s lower body. Junsu felt cold air greeting his erection as soon as Yoochun pulled his pants and underwear away.
Junsu shifted shyly as he felt the elder’s eyes feasting his body hungrily. He was feeling self conscious immediately as he was a person that was normally uncomfortable with showing his body.
Yoochun gave him an assuring peck and felt his heart flutter at the compliment “you’re beautiful baby”
Junsu let out a low sound and purred when he felt Yoochun teasing him with light strokes. The elder kissed his shoulder blades affectionately while Junsu buried his head, nuzzling into Yoochun’s shoulder while Yoochun increased his pace.
Junsu screamed in pleasure as he felt Yoochun kissed his erection before lapping the head gently with his tongue. He kept his hands on the younger’s waist as he bucked violently when Junsu felt Yoochun’s wet warm mouth engulfing his whole length. He’d managed to hold on tightly to Yoochun’s broad shoulders before losing his sanity and it didn’t help when the elder grazed his thumb in a circular motion on his hipbones in effort to comfort Junsu turning the younger on even more.
“Chunnie, I…I’m coming” Junsu warned shakily. His breath was coming out short and he couldn’t help but let out a frustrated groan when Yoochun’s mouth left his erection but the elder comforted him by giving him a chaste kiss on his lips.
“I need you now… please” Yoochun couldn’t stand seeing the younger plead and resorts to finding his lube in his drawer. Jaejoong had gave him a tube the night Junsu had moved in telling him it might come in handy later.
Now is certainly the time.
Junsu tensed when he felt the first digit piercing through “relax babe” Yoochun gave more comforting kisses to his boyfriend.
Then Yoochun had added the second and third stretching the younger completely.
“I’m going to enter you now okay baby? Just tell me when to stop if it hurts”
Junsu’s heart swelled as he heard Yoochun’s gentle and concerned tone. He nodded and closed his eyes as he felt the tip of Yoochun’s length prodding against his entrance. A surge of pain ran through his body as Yoochun pushed in slowly.
The elder let out a hiss of pleasure and had to channel all his strength to refrained himself from going rough. He didn’t want to hurt Junsu. Junsu let out a whimpered cry as he felt himself stretched beyond his limits.
“Are you okay Su?” Want me to stop?”
“Just kiss me” his hold around Yoochun’s neck tightens desperately, he needed something to distract himself from the immense pain which the elder obliged to immediately.
The elder then slowly pulled back out before thrusting in deeply again earning a choked moan from Junsu.
“Ahh! Again…” Junsu didn’t know what had happened but Yoochun’s tip had nudged something inside of him, sending shockwaves of pure pleasure all over his body.
With his lips never leaving Junsu’s, the composer began picking up his rhythm as he thrusted into his boyfriend with languid waves. Junsu could only moan and mewl in pleasure while his hands traveled lower teasing Yoochun’s sweaty back and gripping his ass urging him to pick up his pace and to fill Junsu up to the very core.
As his pace increases and he was now practically slamming into his boyfriend making Junsu hold on to his back with his nails digging into Yoochun’s skin while the younger’s legs locked tightly around his waist.
Junsu could feel himself tipping over the edge; with Yoochun brushing and nudging against his sweet spot with every thrust and the grinding of their sweat slicked stomach providing frictional relief to his aching sex.
“I love you Chunnie” was all he managed to say before orgasm took over his body and mind.
Yoochun watched the younger; how his pants had stop and resulted in a scream as his face scrunched up in pleasure which only the purity of orgasm can bring. He had looked beautiful that moment.
He panted and grunted with every thrust the moment Junsu came; wrapping Yoochun tightly and had managed to muffle his cries of pleasure into Junsu’s neck as he came into the younger long and hard.
They both stayed like that for a while, until the heat had completely subside from their body; with Junsu wrapping his arms around Yoochun who had just collapsed on top of him with the elder occasionally dropping random loveable kisses to his forehead, nose and lips.
“I love you too baby” Yoochun was beginning to feel lethargic and his limbs were too tired to move and he barely managed to pull out of Junsu and covered them both with the sheets. Junsu had fell asleep immediately due to his fatigue, Yoochun chuckled at Junsu’s adorable sleeping expression as he gently brushed the wet fringe away from the younger’s forehead.
He then spooned Junsu lovingly and soon gave in to his exhaustion, falling asleep with a contended heart and a warm smile on his face. He would just like to hold on to this piece of happiness for as long as he could.