So as I saw happening, things w/ Ben blew up. We've been hanging out the past couple weeks & on tuesday I get a nasty msg from his GF on facebook- gotta fucking love facebook, right?!?! Anyone can get a hold of anyone on that damn site! IDK who said something or if that even matters at this point, but now Ben won't really talk to me & he also took ( Read more... )

I started staff training today for my internship & I hate it already. We had to learn how to do crisis intervention & it just freaks me out....like restraining ppl & stuff. I know it's a reality, but the whole class just made me uncomfortable. We had to "practice" on eachother which is awkward enough, but in a "real" situation I gaurantee you those ( Read more... )

Why does life have to be so effing complicated?!?!?! First off, on friday I assisted some of the participants going swimming. I'd never gone, but the more eyes on the water the better. I figured if I worked at CDY for 3 years I could handle it. So the one guy w/ us was in a wheelchair & had to be lowered into the water by this this thing he sat on ( Read more... )

My long weekend went way TOO fast & I didn't even do anything worthwhile. :( I hit up the wineries yesterday w/ Mae, the scenery is always really pretty & getting drunk on wine is always a good time. That's the most going out I did all weekend ( Read more... )

At the beginning of august, a girl who was in my graduating class at Carmel was killed in a murder-suicide. They are saying it was her BF that shot her & then shot himself. IDK if any of you knew Emmalee, but I just wanted to ask that you keep her family & friends in your prayers. She was due to start Law School at WashU this semester ( Read more... )

I'm kinda pissed, this is the 2nd night that i've gotten all ready to go out & ppl just bail on me. Turns out Ben felt guilty about seeing me behind his GF's back & just decided to blow me off & not say anything! TOO bad I knew from the start it was a bad idea!!!! He finally txt me today & was like yeah sorry, but I felt guilty. It's like WTF?!??! ( Read more... )

I kinda have this dilemma. My first year down here this guy who is friends w/ my roommate's ex kinda took a liking to me. Actually it was a lot more than that, he was really persistant & called ALL the time. He sent me flowers & a teddy bear on vday & the whole bit. I never really felt that way & I guess I kinda blew him off w/o trying to blow him ( Read more... )

I just finished watching Perfect Stranger w/ Halle Berry, I must say I really liked it. It was definitely dark & twisty. I watched Wild Hogs last night, it was good for some laughs...... I love movies, if I had it my way that'd be all I ever did was watch them ( Read more... )

Classes start tomorrow & I dread it. I just got finished w/ school & it's already starting again....ICK!!!! I start my internship tomorrow, of course i'm kinda nervous. The beginning of things always freak me out cuz I don't know what to expect or what is expected of me. I hope it goes well. I think it's gonna be a lot different than what I was ( Read more... )

It just hit me that my roommate is moving out on thursday & I will be living alone. I've been living w/ her for the past 2 years, so it's gonna be kinda weird/sad not having her around. Unfortunately a lot of stuff in the apartment is hers, so i'm gonna have to dish out some dough (that I don't have) to get some new things like a TV for my living ( Read more... )