Saw "Series of Unfortunate Events" tonight and enjoyed it very much. Went with Hillary and Jill. Anyway that was fun ( Read more... )

Lately things have been so weird. I feel as if i have no one to really talk to. Maybe i do. But it mostly seems that when i say im there for someone they dont really feel that thats the truth. Well whatever. Ive felt sick to my stomach the past couple of days. I really hate christmas this year. I wish things would all change but they wont. Most ( Read more... )

Dyed my hair for the first time today. Semi-permanent- Im way too pussy to actually do it. Oh well, I like it a lot. I also got a new jacket and its very warm which makes me smile =)... But why on earth cant i ever stay happy? I will tell you why... my mother. She makes me miserable. I am supposedly th root to all of her problems... BULLSHIT and if ( Read more... )

Wish i wasnt at home im so bored.. maybe i will go for a drive.. i Love driving alone at night.. maybe i'm i alittle abnormal for that but i dont care. I think i like to be alone sometimes. Maybe its just me and my muic alone ( Read more... )

I want to meet someone new. someone interesting that wants to know me. I hate being single because i always am.. i hate seeing all the happy couples prancing around finishing eachothers sentences. Cool for them discusting for me. Maybe im just cynical but i dont think theres "that someone for me" and even if there were i would probably fuck them ( Read more... )

Yeah i hate school.. sometimes i want to shoot myself or someone else in the head. People seriously make my crazy. Maybe im just way too messed up. But when you have to deal with somene like say George in every class maybe you'd understand. I cannot stand TAPPING every god damn second in english. Holy shit... he taps every second and ON MY DESK... ( Read more... )

Yeah so borrred.. Today i awoke from weird deam after weird dream.. i had like 3 really weird and sad dreams.. The first was a school shooting and someone right next to me was shot. It was horrible i didnt see who it was but in the dream i was laying next to rachel dowling trying to hide in some bushes. It was fucked up and i hated it. So i woke ( Read more... )

Well now that i thoroughly feel like a complete badass for changing my first tire on my own, i have to remember thats the third tire ive popped this year. Yes i know 3 in one year.. how cool i must be. But the thing is is my dads tires always pop. They just suck. And my tire popping well that was just a freak accident. Yes well back to the fact ( Read more... )

Well i did it yet again. Ruined another holiday, yippy skippy for me. Drinking way too much whiskey the night before and thanksgiving do not mix. I was sick all day and it got me to thinking what is the point. Why do i feel i need to calm myself with some stupid drink.. Its just as bad as smoking weed, which i hate. So why do it anymore. I mean im ( Read more... )

Home alone and its great! not a single person to bug me! i took a shower and napped and no one woke me up. it was wonderful. Now i can listen to music as loud as i want. although sometimes im scared of being alone- right now im really not just thankful. i really wish i could see my brother. But sometimes we dont get everything we want. i do want to ( Read more... )