Indulgence
Alright, here I go...
Don't click on the link unless you are ready to hear some crap.
So I'm like, really into this guy. Really into him. I haven't felt this stupid in a long time. You know what I mean by stupid? I mean, opeb, embarassable, emotional, silly girly, boy-crazy, moniscient... You can keep going. He is super cute, and I've been seeing him for less than a week. Tonight's like, the first night we've really been apart. AAAAAAAAAA.
He keeps telling me how cute I am, how fun, how funny, how amazed he is I like him. Like, cheese town shit.
And I haven't seen him in 13 hours.
And I'm dying.
I'm literally dying.
And of course, when I was all complainy about being lonely, I packed my Valentine's day with shit to do. Now I have no time for him. AAAAAA. And for the last hour I've been looking up the compatibility between Scorpio and Capricorn. OH MY GOD GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF EMILY. I can hear my self annoying people with my cutesy talk. All I want to do is talk about him. I . Like . A . Boy. I have dated ... I don't know... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7... maybe 8 people, some of them twice... at least 8... since college started.
I don't know the exact number.
Anyway. too many. And it's always been. "Eh. i suppose I could like them in the future." It's so not like that right now. It's hard, too, because this could all come crashing down at any second. ANY SECOND. And that scares me more than enything. that I've been prattling my ass off, and tomorrow, he would leave me, and I would seem a simp. Oh God. I'll see him tomorrow night.
Oh. But there is the thing that the person that introduced us, (the way I met him was he is a friend of a friend) quote " doesn't approve " end quote. And for no particular reason. And refuses to be happy for us, and tell s me repeatedly that it won't work. Fuck you, dude. Fuck you.
But things are looking up. So far 2008 has been bomb.com/awesome.html
Don't click on the link unless you are ready to hear some crap.
So I'm like, really into this guy. Really into him. I haven't felt this stupid in a long time. You know what I mean by stupid? I mean, opeb, embarassable, emotional, silly girly, boy-crazy, moniscient... You can keep going. He is super cute, and I've been seeing him for less than a week. Tonight's like, the first night we've really been apart. AAAAAAAAAA.
He keeps telling me how cute I am, how fun, how funny, how amazed he is I like him. Like, cheese town shit.
And I haven't seen him in 13 hours.
And I'm dying.
I'm literally dying.
And of course, when I was all complainy about being lonely, I packed my Valentine's day with shit to do. Now I have no time for him. AAAAAA. And for the last hour I've been looking up the compatibility between Scorpio and Capricorn. OH MY GOD GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF EMILY. I can hear my self annoying people with my cutesy talk. All I want to do is talk about him. I . Like . A . Boy. I have dated ... I don't know... 1,2,3,4,5,6,7... maybe 8 people, some of them twice... at least 8... since college started.
I don't know the exact number.
Anyway. too many. And it's always been. "Eh. i suppose I could like them in the future." It's so not like that right now. It's hard, too, because this could all come crashing down at any second. ANY SECOND. And that scares me more than enything. that I've been prattling my ass off, and tomorrow, he would leave me, and I would seem a simp. Oh God. I'll see him tomorrow night.
Oh. But there is the thing that the person that introduced us, (the way I met him was he is a friend of a friend) quote " doesn't approve " end quote. And for no particular reason. And refuses to be happy for us, and tell s me repeatedly that it won't work. Fuck you, dude. Fuck you.
But things are looking up. So far 2008 has been bomb.com/awesome.html