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wow i havent written in here in FOREVER. just havent thought about it, i guess.  a lot has happened though.  i have been talking to HIM on and off like five times in the past couple of months. geez. i dont know where we are right now. kind of inbetween two extremes. whatever. i always accused him of never making up his mind, but now that i think of ( Read more... )

the song "do you realize?" by the flaming lips brings me close to tears every time i listen to it. i know, im a dork haha. but seriously. it really makes me think. it says something like ( Read more... )

man its cold in this house. iiittss ccoollldddd. but yeah, soccer started. i like it more than i thought i would, even though im INCREDIBLY out of shape. i could barely run 1 full lap around the football field. man thats sad. whateva, itll get better. ohhh im kinda "talking" to this guy jon i think. hes pretty cute, and hes really nice. and funny. ( Read more... )

what a weekend. lets see...friday casey and i went to the gym, then burger king, then the bx. it makes me feel good that i was able to help her on friday night. she deserves soo much better treatment than she receives from "her". she deserves the absolute best.. in the WORLD! saturday casey and i drove to a movie to meet ty, chris, eric, and his gf ( Read more... )

my tummy-wummy hurts. HAHA. casey and i ate too many animal crackers. and then i accidentally put like half the box of splenda into my tea. it was kinda sickening. and i read her journal from about a year ago, while she was going through her akward depressed stage. and it was really sad, thinking about how i pretty much JUST got out of mine. lol. ( Read more... )

YAY im at caseys house tonight. today was fun. we went to my house first and watched oprah. and the news. and full house. then we went to the coffee shop and met up with chris, ty, and kaila. CASEY IS GOING OUT WITH TY awwwwww its sooo cute. theyre perfect together. new words we got from them: hot like grease, i LOVE it, pound it!, unit! grarr i ( Read more... )

boys are weird. they change their minds too easily. and too quickly. grrr. i guess i do have to admit that im a little lonely in the male species department. but oh well, i will meet the right guy when the time comes. hopefully thats sometime soon, but WHATEVA! as i told casey, im just too ghetto to have a boyfriend. they just want me for my hot ( Read more... )

wow...i can truly, honestly say that this is the first time that ive been completely 100% happy since ive been in south carolina. even though certain things have happened to me lately that otherwise wouldnt be great, i feel like its nothing. i can only imagine myself a year ago if these things happened, being a total mess. i think im much stronger ( Read more... )

wow casey met the cutest guy. its one of chris's friends named ty. and he REALLY likes casey, its sooo cute. i hope they hook up cuz they look really cute together. ty, chris, casey, andrea, caleb, kaila, and i were supposed to hang out somewhere tonight...but i think casey got in trouble. it really sucks grr cuz i dont think ill be able to hang ( Read more... )