wow today im actually going to eat breakfast. ive been staaaaaaaaarving lately, but then i eat two bites and get full. all year long ive been making sure i walk 3-4 times a week just to stay healthy. i stopped doing that about a month ago...and suddenly lost like 7 pounds and i dont know why. my metabolism has sped up MAJORLY. i dont really ( Read more... )

is there anything worth looking for? worth loving for? worth lying for? is there anything worth waiting for? worth living for? worth dying for?

emily(to erica): is there??
erica: yes
emily: then what's the answer?
erica: life
emily: no, nites like tonite.

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im off to the beach. people keep telling me not to get sunburnt, im going at nite duhhhhhhhhhhh. aaron, on the other hand, knows what's up...cos he's a mother fuxxing p-i-m-p:

xXtofuninjaXx: have fun getting moonburnt

----------------------let's hope tonite cheers me up!

i declare, that september is the official month of melancholy and the infinite sadness. and im not talking about the smashing pumpkins here, just thought it would make for a good description. i just got a call saying i didn't get the job, wasn't meant to be ofcourse...but still....when will i get my break? patience never comes easily. never. how ( Read more... )

i had a job interview today. it was really weird....they didn't even tell me about the job that much........she seemed impressed with me, but i still don't know what's up..it is really hard to explain. i was like hmmm did that just happen? i don't know what the salary is or benefits, i have a strange feeling that their salary wouldn't even come ( Read more... )

achy body, congestion, soar throat, pounding head ( Read more... )

HOPE

misunderstandings, mistakes, worries, fear...a risk. a success. a game.

life is a relationship.

relationships are life.

stop, go...slow down, stop, go...

some slip away, others stay true.

your heart beats, FAST-love causes such a way, whether the origin comes from good or bad. love controls all.

i believe in you.

ever since it got to be cooler out, everything in my life has seemed to be going down the drain. i can't tell if it's all in my head or what. i hate everything. 2 weeks ago, it was HOT, life was amazing...i didn't think it would change so fast, so suddenly...my mind that is. in the 23 years i have gone through the seasons changing, i can't remember ( Read more... )

last nite bobby told me as he was driving home he listened to michelle branch and almost cried because he missed me so much. awwwwww-we adore michelle ( Read more... )

kissesandsxe: do u still write in ur livejournal ( Read more... )