For some reason, i think that I know how you feel. if you've read past entries, then you already know this. But I saw that you were from sanford and just felt like saying hey. :)
yeah its weird..it just does not feel real. like summer camp. or like my life should be starting soon, that school should be becoming something else, more important..i dont know. its frustrating. ive been hoping that if i get more involved in other activities it will help -- dont lose hope, it'll get better eventually. and at least for now, have fun and attempt to care a little bit about school. haha. you could always go build a house. that can inspire you....
its just that ive never ever done anything in my life that i hae really cared about. and its just now hitting me that i haven't had passion for anything in my life. and i think thats what is missing. passion.
how strangebatizmaru713November 26 2004, 21:47:32 UTC
i've thought the exact same thing before... i still dont care much about anything... but im getting better, so if a lame-O high school kid can do it, then theres hope for you. theres a purpose in everyones life. some guy even wrote a book about that. about finding a purpose for your life, his name is rick warren. the purpose driven life, its a good book, even if you dont buy into it. its insightful... gives you a differnet perspective on things.
i am trying to find passion as well. i'm doing things, going through habitual actions, but nothing really is motivated by anything. i am searching everywhere, trying to find purpose. i just want to be a part of something. i understand completely. hopefully college will help this. -- and hey, i remembered your s/n and added you back :)
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but thanks!
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you could always go build a house. that can inspire you....
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