David, one of my friends (Co-worker/Engineering Manager) passed away this morning from cancer. The entire office is very depressed. I have never been in this kind of a work situation before...things are very sad. I asked my boss (Jen) a stupid question this morning, "what should I do with the calls that are for David?", she sadly said, "he is no ( Read more... )

I had the craziest dream last night it was a killer! I don’t know why, but some reason I couldn’t play a show with my band. It was a really huge show in a big venue, so they played it without me. I was like, its cool I will just sit in the audience and watch. So they started playing and I realized I didn’t recognize any of the songs…it kinda ( Read more... )

After a mandatory break I am finally going back to school! Laura and I registered for Ohlone and are waiting for our scheduled day to sign up for classes. We can only afford 2 classes each, but hey that’s a start. We need to apply for financial aid and if that goes through, which I am sure it will, then we can afford to be full time students. For ( Read more... )

Well I shaved my mustache off last night…well more like I asked Laura to shave it…LOL. The fact is I was too scared to do it myself…soooo scared that I blindfolded myself while it was happening, so I wouldn’t back out. I have had a mustache ever since I could have one, so I think I look very different. I don’t like it, but I am getting used to it. ( Read more... )

ARRGGG!! I AM SO FRUSTRATED!!!! *Rips off face and eats it with a spoon full of sugar ( Read more... )

I think my name should be changed to “Casper the Friendly Ghost”. Can you guess why?

As some of you might already know, it is my birthday on the 19 this month and I am turning 21. I just want to make one thing clear. I don’t want any of my friends to give me anything for my birthday at all! Nothing, Nada, Zilch, nil, Zero, Rien, Nichts, Non niente ( Read more... )

I havent written in here for a while cuz i couldent find my hands. Little did i know they were off cheating on me with that bitch Work. So, I am back again to send you into an early grave from bordom. Lets start it off with a friends quiz:

Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
( See eminadem's results. )

If Broken Winter is permanently labeled "Screamo" I suggest we change our name. Don't get me wrong I like "screamo" music, but not only are we not "screamo" but I didn’t want to be in that kind of band. Our new music and our future music is moving even farther away from that category. I don’t think we have been permanently labeled yet, I just don’t ( Read more... )

Well I decided I am finally sick of my long hair. I am annoyed with tying it back at work all day, and it’s hard to manage. I am sure nobody thinks it looks good on my anyway, and says shit behind my back. It’s never the way I want it to be! I never waited for the sides of my hair to grow out, so I have just been shaving it. Now I want the sides to ( Read more... )

I am very disappointed in my guitar playing abilities. It seems like I am forever stuck being an average or less guitar player. Now don’t get me wrong, I am not trying to get down on myself, it’s just that whenever I compare myself to other guitarists I feel like shit. For example, I was watching Don Reynolds from Minus Vince the other day and was ( Read more... )