hi
I want to be you
bye

should I care? I don't even know.

I got rejected from Northwestern. All those fucking APs were for nothing.

My audition at BU wasn't so hot, but who knows what will actually happen. I have moved on with my life. Northwestern is in 5 days and that is a little scary. I feel ready but I am nervous. I need to breathe and concentrate. I'm trying to think positively but it's so difficult.

 I don't think my parents are capable of making me feel better about things that happen.

deja vu

 The third movement of Rachmaninov's Second Symphony in E minor is probably the most beautiful piece of music I have ever heard.

IF/WHEN I GET ACCEPTED AT THE CURTIS INSTITUTE OF MUSIC AND/OR NORTHWESTERN UNIVERSITY, I WILL BE GETTING A TATTOO OF BEETHOVEN WEARING SUNGLASSES ON THE BACK OF MY LEG.

I feel like something has to happen for me to get a tat, so there we go.

sea ohh: I am going to send you the convo I just had with Devin ( Read more... )

on saturday on the train some random youngish woman said to Duncan and I that she was really impressed by the maturity of our conversations.  we are sophisticates.

band is over, horrah..............I want break to come.