Meme-age...stolen from mutster101
1. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
I wont answer if i dont want to....
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Furnival. Although i wouldnt change my surname because i think its an outdated practice (oh how ive changed from when i was actually married!)
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
A bit - i had a lie-in for once ;)
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Clare, last night. It was much needed and appreciated.
5. What are you excited for?
Nothing much at the moment...
6. What were you doing yesterday?
Going to counselling, meeting up with mutster101, mrhig and rougeforever for lunch. Trying to avoid listening to them sing The Safety Dance....
7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Clare, last night.
8. Last meal?
Pate on wholemeal toast. Its my last day of eating before going on the space food diet so am making the most of it. Mushroom rissotto (sp?) for dinner later nom nom nom
9. Have a best friend?
Yep. Well more than one. Funny how when you are younger you think you can only have one 'best friend'. Personally i count Clare, highwaylass, vix_da_vixen urshulgi, staticgirl, juxtimon and Lauren as my very closeset friends but there are a handful of others who are up there too....
10. Are you scared to fall in love?
Im in love now. And it scares me because i havent got a fucking clue whats going on or how it will turn out :/
11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Yes. Although feelings are different at different times in your life. Having been a teenager when i got married i would always ask teenagers to think very carefully about committing themselves so young.
12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
Someone who starbright_girl described as having a face like an elderly porn star's vagina after a scat gang bang.... ;)
13. What time is it right this second?
12:31
14. What do you want right now?
To find the motivation to get dressed and look for floor tiles for my conservatory....
15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Well i was with mutster101 yesterday when he was taking photos of St Martins...last one i was in? Last weekend with urshulgi. I looked SHIT. Hence diet.
16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
Confused.
17. When was the last time you cried?
Last night on the phone talking to Clare. Had a bit of a crying day yesterday seeing as i was at counselling earlier too.
18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yeah. Im a Daddy's Girl totally. And my relationship with my Mum has got better over the years. Counselling helped me understand where she was coming from...
19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
I trust too easily.
20. How fast does your mind change?
It takes me a while to make my mind up about things. I like to mull things over in my head usually. As ive got older i am cursed with seeing things from both sides far more often than many other people anyway...
21. I bet you miss somebody right now.
Very much so :(
22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I have amazing friends and they are helping me get there xx
23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
Until recently i was very set against anyone cheating. And i think in 99% of cases you shouldnt. But having been put in a very difficult position myself i can understand why sometimes its the only thing to do.
24. Tell me what's on your mind?
A certain person.
25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Zombie Club. A visit from Clare. Seeing Sheila. staticgirl & juxtimon's wedding.
26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yeah.
27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
See above. I dont have a Number One Top Friend
28. When is your next road trip?
Does going to Sheldon to look for floor tiles count??
29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Yeah.
30. How's your heart?
Its a bit battered and bruised right now :(
31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
All the time. We ARENT important in the grand scheme of things.
32. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
I know people love me. I hope someone remembers that he is in love with me when he gets the time to do so.
33. What are you planning on doing after this?
Floor tiles (bored with that now thanks...)
34. Next time you will kiss someone?
Friendly kisses...well all the time. The other type i have no idea :(
35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Nope. Although i should probably have said so to Ky (my nephew) as ive been talking to him on MSN.
36. Who do you not get along with?
Racists. Bigots. People who make their mind up about other people without even knowing them.
37. What does your 3rd recent text say?
From urshulgi about how rock and roll we were being on a Saturday night (not)
38. What are you wearing right now?
My dressing gown. Yes i know! I NEED to get dressed!!!
39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
Im going to take that as a 'friendly kiss' question as i dont want to go down the other route. It was rougeforever so we would be having an uber great time thanks!
40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Not for ages.
41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
Girl - Emily Grace. Boy - none really....Jack, Charlie, Sam....
42. How did you feel when you woke up?
Glad id slept lots. Bit sad and lonely. I miss Sunday mornings with S more than i can explain.
43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Nope.
44. Do you crack your knuckles?
Never. Its bad for you, dont you know that?
45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Lying in bed watching The Inbetweeners.
46. What are your LEGAL initials?
ELC
47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
Becky Bowers
48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Really hard?? Probably with rougeforever at Shitelight last week.
49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
One of my best friends, Clare, once did this. It was hard at the time but sometimes you have to let people go because im a great believer that friends are with you for some of the journey - very few are there for the whole of it. im really glad that Clare is back in my life though.
50. Explain your last awkward moment?
I cant remember. Oh yes i can. I inadvertantly mentioned something at work that wasnt supposed to be common knowledge. The person i was speaking to already knew *phew*
51. Are you afraid of the dark?
Not unless ive been watching scary films. Which i try not to do...
52. Do you have good vision?
Yeah i think so...
53. Have you ever tripped someone?
I must have done at some point!
54. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes.
55. Are you Irish?
Im 1/16th Irish.....they get everywhere though....
56. Do you use chap stick?
Sometimes
57. Do you have any scars?
Yes. I get keloid scarring so my scars are not pretty.
58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
I think you can never say that you wont forgive someone as experience teaches us to be more understanding every day. I find it very hard to forgive myself though.
59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
No
60. Name the last person to text you?
Owen
61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
I did. Mike was 10 years older then me. It didnt last. But that wasnt down to his age.
62. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Erm...i have to?!?
63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A?
Yes.
64. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
If im sleeping with someone, the left. Usually its ALL MINE!!!
65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
God knows.
66. Do you fall for people easily?
It depends.
67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
yep.
68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
Oh this can be read on many levels. Thinking about one particular thing..yes, more than anything in the world right now.
69. Song you're thinking of right now?
Im listening to Testament by VNV Nation
70. Want someone back in your life?
Yes. Nuff said.
71. Will tomorrow be better than today?
No idea.
72. What’s the color of the shirt you are wearing?
Am not wearing one...dressing gown, remember?
73. Who was the first friend that you had?
The first friend i remember is Catherine Burke up in Yorkshire.
74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
If its a big lie then YES.
75. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
People try to. But im not sure anyone really understands because its so complicated.
76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
Yeah im usually a pretty damn happy person.
77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
See previous answer....
78. What do you wear when you sleep?
Nothing usually, Whats the point?
79. Are you obsessed with something right now?
No. Well, maybe Amanda Palmer.
80. The first person you loved is?
The first person i really loved? Love is such a weird thing. I dont think that i really loved my ex-husband or Dan. The first, and only, person that i had that love at first sight feeling was Jason. The only person i have ever really been myself with in a relationship is S.
81. Something terrible happened with you?
Yes. Some stuff that happened with my sister a long time ago.
82. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens?
We would finally be spending time together?? Fuck - it would be fantastic!!!
83. If you could wish something, what would it be?
Oh i think thats obvious.
84. Ever forced someone to do something?
I dont think you should force people - but im very good at influencing - i have to be in my job :)
85. When you are alone, what do you think about?
At the momnent im trying not to think. My counsellor says i have very advanced distraction techniques ;)
86. How was your first kiss?
Oh TERRIBLE!
87. What's your favorite music genre?
Hmmm i dont think i could say just one....
88. Are you going to tag people to do this?
No.
I wont answer if i dont want to....
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
Furnival. Although i wouldnt change my surname because i think its an outdated practice (oh how ive changed from when i was actually married!)
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
A bit - i had a lie-in for once ;)
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Clare, last night. It was much needed and appreciated.
5. What are you excited for?
Nothing much at the moment...
6. What were you doing yesterday?
Going to counselling, meeting up with mutster101, mrhig and rougeforever for lunch. Trying to avoid listening to them sing The Safety Dance....
7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Clare, last night.
8. Last meal?
Pate on wholemeal toast. Its my last day of eating before going on the space food diet so am making the most of it. Mushroom rissotto (sp?) for dinner later nom nom nom
9. Have a best friend?
Yep. Well more than one. Funny how when you are younger you think you can only have one 'best friend'. Personally i count Clare, highwaylass, vix_da_vixen urshulgi, staticgirl, juxtimon and Lauren as my very closeset friends but there are a handful of others who are up there too....
10. Are you scared to fall in love?
Im in love now. And it scares me because i havent got a fucking clue whats going on or how it will turn out :/
11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Yes. Although feelings are different at different times in your life. Having been a teenager when i got married i would always ask teenagers to think very carefully about committing themselves so young.
12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
Someone who starbright_girl described as having a face like an elderly porn star's vagina after a scat gang bang.... ;)
13. What time is it right this second?
12:31
14. What do you want right now?
To find the motivation to get dressed and look for floor tiles for my conservatory....
15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Well i was with mutster101 yesterday when he was taking photos of St Martins...last one i was in? Last weekend with urshulgi. I looked SHIT. Hence diet.
16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
Confused.
17. When was the last time you cried?
Last night on the phone talking to Clare. Had a bit of a crying day yesterday seeing as i was at counselling earlier too.
18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yeah. Im a Daddy's Girl totally. And my relationship with my Mum has got better over the years. Counselling helped me understand where she was coming from...
19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
I trust too easily.
20. How fast does your mind change?
It takes me a while to make my mind up about things. I like to mull things over in my head usually. As ive got older i am cursed with seeing things from both sides far more often than many other people anyway...
21. I bet you miss somebody right now.
Very much so :(
22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I have amazing friends and they are helping me get there xx
23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
Until recently i was very set against anyone cheating. And i think in 99% of cases you shouldnt. But having been put in a very difficult position myself i can understand why sometimes its the only thing to do.
24. Tell me what's on your mind?
A certain person.
25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Zombie Club. A visit from Clare. Seeing Sheila. staticgirl & juxtimon's wedding.
26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yeah.
27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
See above. I dont have a Number One Top Friend
28. When is your next road trip?
Does going to Sheldon to look for floor tiles count??
29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Yeah.
30. How's your heart?
Its a bit battered and bruised right now :(
31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
All the time. We ARENT important in the grand scheme of things.
32. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
I know people love me. I hope someone remembers that he is in love with me when he gets the time to do so.
33. What are you planning on doing after this?
Floor tiles (bored with that now thanks...)
34. Next time you will kiss someone?
Friendly kisses...well all the time. The other type i have no idea :(
35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Nope. Although i should probably have said so to Ky (my nephew) as ive been talking to him on MSN.
36. Who do you not get along with?
Racists. Bigots. People who make their mind up about other people without even knowing them.
37. What does your 3rd recent text say?
From urshulgi about how rock and roll we were being on a Saturday night (not)
38. What are you wearing right now?
My dressing gown. Yes i know! I NEED to get dressed!!!
39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
Im going to take that as a 'friendly kiss' question as i dont want to go down the other route. It was rougeforever so we would be having an uber great time thanks!
40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Not for ages.
41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
Girl - Emily Grace. Boy - none really....Jack, Charlie, Sam....
42. How did you feel when you woke up?
Glad id slept lots. Bit sad and lonely. I miss Sunday mornings with S more than i can explain.
43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
Nope.
44. Do you crack your knuckles?
Never. Its bad for you, dont you know that?
45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Lying in bed watching The Inbetweeners.
46. What are your LEGAL initials?
ELC
47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
Becky Bowers
48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Really hard?? Probably with rougeforever at Shitelight last week.
49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
One of my best friends, Clare, once did this. It was hard at the time but sometimes you have to let people go because im a great believer that friends are with you for some of the journey - very few are there for the whole of it. im really glad that Clare is back in my life though.
50. Explain your last awkward moment?
I cant remember. Oh yes i can. I inadvertantly mentioned something at work that wasnt supposed to be common knowledge. The person i was speaking to already knew *phew*
51. Are you afraid of the dark?
Not unless ive been watching scary films. Which i try not to do...
52. Do you have good vision?
Yeah i think so...
53. Have you ever tripped someone?
I must have done at some point!
54. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes.
55. Are you Irish?
Im 1/16th Irish.....they get everywhere though....
56. Do you use chap stick?
Sometimes
57. Do you have any scars?
Yes. I get keloid scarring so my scars are not pretty.
58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
I think you can never say that you wont forgive someone as experience teaches us to be more understanding every day. I find it very hard to forgive myself though.
59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
No
60. Name the last person to text you?
Owen
61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
I did. Mike was 10 years older then me. It didnt last. But that wasnt down to his age.
62. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Erm...i have to?!?
63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A?
Yes.
64. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
If im sleeping with someone, the left. Usually its ALL MINE!!!
65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
God knows.
66. Do you fall for people easily?
It depends.
67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
yep.
68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
Oh this can be read on many levels. Thinking about one particular thing..yes, more than anything in the world right now.
69. Song you're thinking of right now?
Im listening to Testament by VNV Nation
70. Want someone back in your life?
Yes. Nuff said.
71. Will tomorrow be better than today?
No idea.
72. What’s the color of the shirt you are wearing?
Am not wearing one...dressing gown, remember?
73. Who was the first friend that you had?
The first friend i remember is Catherine Burke up in Yorkshire.
74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
If its a big lie then YES.
75. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
People try to. But im not sure anyone really understands because its so complicated.
76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
Yeah im usually a pretty damn happy person.
77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
See previous answer....
78. What do you wear when you sleep?
Nothing usually, Whats the point?
79. Are you obsessed with something right now?
No. Well, maybe Amanda Palmer.
80. The first person you loved is?
The first person i really loved? Love is such a weird thing. I dont think that i really loved my ex-husband or Dan. The first, and only, person that i had that love at first sight feeling was Jason. The only person i have ever really been myself with in a relationship is S.
81. Something terrible happened with you?
Yes. Some stuff that happened with my sister a long time ago.
82. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens?
We would finally be spending time together?? Fuck - it would be fantastic!!!
83. If you could wish something, what would it be?
Oh i think thats obvious.
84. Ever forced someone to do something?
I dont think you should force people - but im very good at influencing - i have to be in my job :)
85. When you are alone, what do you think about?
At the momnent im trying not to think. My counsellor says i have very advanced distraction techniques ;)
86. How was your first kiss?
Oh TERRIBLE!
87. What's your favorite music genre?
Hmmm i dont think i could say just one....
88. Are you going to tag people to do this?
No.