Okay, I absolutely suck at updating ( Read more... )

Fade in, start the scene ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this in a while. Things have been ..I don't know. There's no way to describe it, really. I haven't been sure of what to say. I haven't been sure of a lot of things lately, actually. Everything I've been saying has been coming out really wrong. Only not really. I have bad ways of dealing with things. At least I'm not trying to kill ( Read more... )

Fuck you. Why is it that if you're not happy, no one else can be, either? Why do you have to fuck up my life? Why can't you just leave me alone like I try to do with you? Stop making up shit about me. I never did anything with Chris. We're just friends, and nothing more. Yeah, we dated. Back in grade nine! And it didn't last long either, because we ( Read more... )

Life's been hectic these past couple of weeks, but things are getting better. Slowly, but surely. Sean and I fought, but I'm sure that was obvious. We fought, and then we made up. Fought again, and made up. But everything's alright now. And the make up sex is always the best.We're probably going up to Wasaga sometime next month. Sean's mom wants to ( Read more... )

Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall downThis wasn't the way it was supposed to be. Stop making me feel like this. You always do this to me and I can't do anything to ( Read more... )

It kind of makes me wonder how much you've lied to me. I can't believe you listened and let me apologize to you for yelling at you for something that supposedly wasn't true in the first place. You told me it was okay; you forgave me. You were going to let yourself get away with it. Because what I don't know, won't kill me, right? You could've just ( Read more... )

What. The. Fuck.

This is stupid. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I miss you.

We haven't talked in almost three days and it's driving me insane. I didn't realize how bad I hurt him. I didn't mean to, I didn't. It was supposed to be a nice night and I screwed it up.

I'm sorry.

Long time no update, eh? I've been busy. Riley is amazing. Everything I could ever ask for and more. It's surreal. I have a daughter. Words can't even describe how I felt when I first saw her, or now, even. All I know is that I love her and she's the best thing that's ever happened to me ( Read more... )