One Mistake

Jun 04, 2010 15:46

Authoremmachase
Requested by: No One
Title: One Mistake
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Absolute SMUT/ REALLY Angst/Tragedy
Pairing: Inoo/Hikaru (HikaNoo)
Summary: Hikaru makes a mistake.... but it has dire consequences.
Notes: This fic is COMPLETELY angst driven.... so do not read if you are uncomfortable with these.
Warnings: RAPE. This fic is ABSOLUTE SMUT, don't read if you are offended or are disturbed by theses.



“Hikaru… are you…. Sure you should be drinking that much?”
“Leave me alone!”
“Hikaru!? Whats the matter!?”
“Yabu! LEAVE me ALONE!”

The eldest in JUMP looked worried as his best friend downed cup after cup of the strongest smelling drink he had ever seen.

“Hi-Hikaru… it wont work….” Daiki said as he tried to pry the bottle from his friend’s hands only to receive a rough shove that sent him sprawling on the ground.

“G-Go AWAY!” Hikaru shouted in a drunken rage.
“Hikaru… what do you hope to accomplish by doing this to yourself?”

“…..”
“Just because… Inoo-chan broke up with you…. Doesn't mean you should act this way!” Takaki shouted back, trying to pull Hikaru from the bar’s stool.

“He… He left me… he left me…. how could he leave me!?” Hikaru shouted again, his voice grew louder still.
“Hikaru….” Yabu tried to comfort the boy again.
“I messed up… once…. I messed up… ONCE….j-just once…” The boys watched in fear as Hikaru began to cry and slam his fists into the table. He felt like crying in frustration, and at the same time he hated himself for being so stupid.

“Hikaru… please… don't… do this.. talk to us…”
“I.. love him… I love him so much… w-why didn't he love me….?”
“Hikaru…”
“Just.. just once… just once… that… that other boy meant nothing… I was so far gone… I didn't know…. I didn't know!”

No one knew just what to say to the broken down boy, they could only nod along and hope that by listening, they lightened the load on Hikaru’s heart.

They had remembered the day that Inoo had come home to find another boy, completely naked and unconscious in the bed that he had Hikaru had so lovingly picked out sheets for. They remembered the way that Inoo came down the stairs, his eyes showed pure shock, but as he reached the bottom, they were full of tears. The sadness that covered his entire expression made everyone in the house uneasy. Without a word he walked out of the house and into the pouring rain. No matter who called to him, he would just turn to look at them from his place outside, the tears that everyone knew were flowing down his cheeks merged with the rain, and the screams became one with the thunder.

Alone in the bitter and harrowing storm, Kei drowned in grief…

And now…. Hikaru was drowning himself…

“Hikaru…. Let us take you home…” Daiki tried again to pull the older boy away, but found himself shoved to the ground again, this time, slamming his back against the cemented pole that held the bar stool in place.

“D-Dai-chan! Are you okay!?” The other boys rushed to their fallen friend’s side. As they tended to him, Hikaru slipped out the door, stumbling his way to the place where only his heart knew.

Five years ago, he and Inoo had come to this small place hidden behind a brush of an overgrown tree. It was an extension of the university arts building, but no one ever came to it now. After they had cleaned it up, they replaced the bulbs and made it their own little space on campus. Whenever Hikaru wanted to see Inoo, they would meet there and read or watch TV. There were so many times that they had fallen asleep together in each others arms….. there were so many times that he would sit on the small bed they had managed to sneak in and watch as Kei worked and slaved over his homework… but now…. All that vanished before Hikaru’s eyes.

That day was burned into his head. Just a week ago, he had awoken to find some strange boy calling himself Shuichi in his bed, and a message on his phone. It said simply. “Goodbye…” and from that moment on, Inoo never returned a single message, he never came home, he never came to any events, only telling the director that he was “sick.”

It was a sickness…. That he had brought upon Kei, and he knew it. He had hurt him…. and Hikaru could barely live with himself.

Now, he shoved the door open to the small little room he and Inoo had created. He found the boy he loved laying in a crumpled heap on the bed, the small stain on the pillowcase showing where he had cried himself to sleep for the last week. Even now, Hikaru could see it, that face that he promised Kei he would never have to show again.

He felt angry with himself again, but as the alcohol in his system began to crawl deeper and deeper, just who he was angry with began to get foggier and foggier.

Hikaru stormed ahead to the bed and plopped himself down beside Kei’s form. He ran a hand across the cheek that he so lovingly stroked just a week before.

“Mnnh…” Kei moaned as his eyes winced at being disturbed.

“H-Hikaru…” Inoo’s eyes opened wide as he jerked awake at the realization of who was sitting beside him.

“Inoo… Inoo… Kei…” Hikaru leaned forward, the alcohol on his breath made Inoo gag and cough.

Before he could react he felt Hikaru’s entire body press against his and the hands that had caressed his bare skin were now tearing away at his clothes.

“n-No!”Kei squirmed, pushing Hikaru away, but his tired muscles were no match for the other boy’s drunken rage.
“Kei.. you’re mine… you’re mine….”
“NO! NO! Hikaru no!” Inoo shouted as he gave a desperate push and toppled Hikaru onto the floor, he got up and ran for the door, the tears beginning to well up again.
Just as he was about to reach the handle for the door, a rough hand grabbed his collar and pulled him back, turning him until another hand slammed against his chest and pushed him into the wall behind.

“You’re MINE!” Hikaru shouted and almost threw Inoo to the bed.

“Unh… H-Hikaru.. Please… please… don't… don't…” Kei sobbed as he feared the boy he had loved was really gone now. Those rough hands ran across his body again, just as unyielding as before. He felt Hikaru grab his wrists and pin them above his head and he sobbed at Hikaru’s mercy. The boy’s mouth was now kissing his neck, while his hand was busy stripping off Inoo’s shirt, and just as soon as his milky white chest came into view, the hand traced down to the small waistband of his pants.

“Hikaru.. Please… please…. Just… let me go…”
“You’re mine! Why did you go!? I loved you… I loved you! But you left me! Was this all I was to you!?” Hikaru shouted as his hand roughly grabbed Kei’s most private part, making Inoo cry out in surprise.
“Hi…Hikaru…”
“Then let me give you what you wanted… I’ll give you everything you wanted from me…”

Hikaru smashed his lips against Inoo’s, and with the last flicks of his hand, he left Kei’s body naked and open to him. The hands that had been so rough now were busy roaming every inch of his body, and through it all, his tears flowed as he wanted to scream.

“Hikaru….. Please…. S-stop…”

But no words reached the other boy now. One by one, Hikaru laid kisses down the solft silky chest that was before him now. He gently and teasingly bit down on the small budding nipples and made Kei cry out.

“Thisss is all youu wanted isn’t it!?” Hikaru said loudly but he received no answer, only a look from the boy he had pinned down.

Inoo’s body arched as he felt the slender fingers of his ex-boyfriend creeping across his thighs before they split, one hand grasping tightly his now erect member, while the other, viciously dove between his legs and without any ceremony pierced him.

“Annh!” Kei screamed in pain at the sudden intrusion.

“Whats the matter my little Kei… it still hurts so bad?” Hikaru teased angrily. He remembered their first time….. Inoo’s first time… he was too big for the boy and he remembered panicking as just a little bit of blood seeped out, but after Kei assured him he was okay… they had spent the most memorable night of their entire relationship. He even stupidly remembered promising to wait for Kei until he was ready to do it again, but now…….

“H-Hikaaaahhhh!”

The two fingers that were delving deeper into Kei’s body were now roughly joined by a third before they began to piston in and out of him, every time they fully withdrew only to dive back in and penetrate Inoo once more.

By now, the defeated boy was a sobbing mess, he was terrified of what Hikaru might do to him, but he couldn't do anything to protect himself. His eyes only widened as Hikaru stripped himself and revealed the body that Kei had once gazed so lovingly upon. Hikaru straddled his chest now, his massive member proudly before him and he spoke only one word.

“Suck.”

Kei couldn't bring himself to move.

“Now.”

And slowly Inoo’s body moved on its own, somewhere in his heart he still loved Hikaru… his body knew that, even if his mind didn't, on instinct, he knew that Hikaru was only doing this because he loved him, or… because he thought Kei loved him…

As he bent his neck forward and up from the bed, Kei tasted the sweet cock that he had only once before. His tongue traced up and down the monsterous length and he heard Hikaru moan in pleasure as he shoved himself further and further into Kei’s mouth.

Kei’s eyes only looked up at the boy who was about to destroy him, and he couldn't make up his mind if the choking feeling in his heart was love or sorrow. Hikaru’s impressive body stood above him for his eyes to see. The chest that held such firmness, the slender neck and those eyes, the ones that he had come to love were now cold and infuriated.

Roughly now, Hikaru yanked himself out with a pull of his hips and roughly threw up Kei’s legs.

“Hik-Hika…”
“This is all you wanted from me isn’t it!? I thought you loved me… like I loved you! But you left! You should be happy that I’m so generous!” The drunken boy said again as he moved forward and gave Inoo’s puckering entrance a kiss.

“Annngh!” Kei cried out again, his hands flew to his sides and gasped the bed sheets in his fists, his teeth grind together as the most intense sensations ran through him. He could feel Hikaru’s tongue snaking its way inside him, he could feel the warmth of his mouth, the subtle silkyness of his lips, everything.

But just as suddenly as that pleasure came, it went just was quickly. Suddenly Kei’s eyes widened as he felt the mouth dissapear and the familiar feeling of a bulbous head pressed against his petite hole.

“H..Hikaru.. please…d-don't hurt me…please…don't… don't do… th-AHHH!” Inoo screamed again as with one massive thrust, the other boy had impaled him onto his massive length. Kei felt himself tear in half and he writhed around the huge cock that was in him. The blood that so freely flowed from his broken hole slipped along Hikaru’s length adding to the lubrication. In and out…. In and out… Hikaru pistoned like a stallion. His fury, his rage, his sorrow everything changed into sheer energy, and he channeled it into Kei’s body.

Inoo screamed as thrust after thrust invaded him, his body still wasn't used to this… least of all this type of abuse. He arched his back trying to relieve himself from the full length of Hikaru’s cock but to no avail. Pouding after pouding the length slammed into him and he would tremble with every thrust.

“Shut up!” Hikaru grew tired of hearing Inoo’s sobs for mercy and threw his lips onto the other boy’s. As he moved forward, he pushed Kei’s legs further up and open as more of him entered Inoo’s body, making the other boy whimper.

Hungrily, viciously, cruelly…. Hikaru gave thrust after thrust, knowing he was destroying Kei, like he had destroyed his heart. In his mind…. This was all Kei wanted from him…. and this was all he could give. Why had the one person he loved so dearly… left him? It was just one mistake…. Just… one mistake……

Now Inoo felt everything around him go numb, as his nerves were all burnt out. Just the throbbing pain of being torn open by such an invader, and the intense pleasure that came from every time that huge head within him ran into that certain spot…

“Unh! Hi-Hika.Hika…ru…” Inoo was too weak now to do anything, he felt as if his entire body were going to give out at any moment.

They both felt it, the incredible wave of pleasure that was building in their cores, the intense pleasure it gave as it approached. Hikaru’s thrusts became rougher still, coarser and the occasional drunk thrust hit him hard and made Kei wince in pain.

“Ohhnn…” Hikaru moaned as he felt his body begin to tremble, he fell forward, his arms catching himself, and keeping him from falling onto Kei’s body. When he moved forward, Inoo’s legs went with him, still staying in their place on his shoulders, by now Kei was practically folded in half,….

“Unhhh! “ Kei gasped as he felt the dull throbbing pain of being split open suddenly dull in comparison to this… intense pleasure that began to radiate from within.

“AAAAnnnnnnH” Hikaru moaned as he felt the sudden impending waves wash over him, and his body went into a final overdrive, thrusting himself deeper and faster into Kei as his tight hole milked him dry of his essence. Pulse after pulse he felt himself empty deep into Inoo’s body….

“Nnnnnhn.. Nhhn!!!” Kei’s mouth opened and closed awkwardly as he found himself unable to speak, he felt the jets of cum shoot from within him and he moaned as his own climax came full circle. He felt his entire body contract, as his own seed spilled forth and landed upon his chest. He felt Hikaru collapse above him, and the drunk boy’s body fell beside him.

Kei winced a little as he felt Hikaru’s length leave him, and his stretched hole slowly tried to heal.

He wanted to leave… but his body would not permit him to move a single inch, and he felt himself grow weaker.

Hikaru had settled beside him and in his drunkenness he had fallen asleep, his arms wrapping around Kei’s tired and exhausted body. To him… this was the thing that he missed…. This last week… he felt so lonely sleeping in the bed that he and Kei had picked out….. this….. was what he missed…..

Inoo felt Hikaru’s arms encircle him, the same embrace that had brought him so much comfort, it was bitter to him now…. This embrace’s meaning had changed now. As Kei’s eyes grew tired of trying to stay open, his body gave in to this embrace one last time…

-----Hours later-----

Hikaru awoke to find his arms empty, his body still lagged and moves sluggishly and he barely managed to make his head turn to look for Inoo. The headache he had made him wince in pain as he tried to open his eyes against the bright lighting of the room. He opened his eyes slowly to see a body moving away from him, the form stumbled and limped slowly towards the door. As Hikaru’s eyes grew focused, he saw the naked body as Kei’s, the traces of blood and his cum were still leaking down his legs as he walked.

“K-Kei!” Hikaru jumped up only to fall again, his head whirled as he cursed himself for drinking so much. Worriedly, he walked as fast as he could to the boy’s body and when he managed to reach him, Inoo crumpled before him and into his arms.

“O-oi! Kei!? Are you okay!?”

But when he turned Inoo around, he recoiled in horror. His body was so cold, his skin so pale… and then Hikaru saw why….

“Kei! What did you do!?” Hikaru screamed as he saw the huge cut in Inoo’s wrist, the blood that seeped out of it fell to the ground now as Kei’s eyes looked back at Hikaru, they were lifeless already…

“It’s…. all over… Hikaru… its…. All over…”
“Kei.. Kei! I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I didn't mean any of it! I was…. I was…. “
“I loved you Hikaru… I did.. t-that's why it hurt… so much… to find you… like.. that.”
“Kei please.. please hold on! SOMEBODY! Help! Please!”
“And last night… it’s over… that…. was not m-my….Hikaru…”
“Kei Please… I’m …. I’m so sorry!” Hikaru held the boy tightly in his arms he tried his best to stop the bleeding, taking his shirt and binding it around Kei’s arm to staunch the bleeding.

“I see it… in you… the old Hikaru… the one I loved… but… after last night… I don't.. think I can… I don't think… I can…..”
“K-ei!?” Hikaru panicked as Inoo’s eyes closed now.
“I cant… love you…anymore…..”
“No! Please! Please…..please…..” Hikaru sobbed into Inoo’s body now, he rocked back and forth trying to console himself and keep what little warmth there was in Kei’s body alive.

“Without that… Hikaru… I have… nothing.. to live f-for..” Kei’s last words were followed by a soft smile.

“KEIIII!!!!” Hikaru screamed hysterically as he felt the body in his arms go limp and the boy’s peaceful smile was etched into his memory. It was the most haunting thing he would ever see….. and it would be this image that he had to battle with for all eternity.

He had done this….

He had hurt Inoo…

He had killed Inoo….

“Kei….” Hikaru whimpered into Inoo’s chest

“Kei……..”

Hikaru weeped for all the sorrow he had cause, and all the pain he had given, but most of all, he grieved for his love lost, he grieved for the life he had destroyed…

Over one mistake….



author: emmachase, smut, yaotome hikaru, rating: nc-17, pairing: inoo/hikaru, inoo kei, type: one-shot

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