Now Everything's Right...
Author: emmachase
Requested by: No One
Title: Now Everything's Right...
Rating: NC-17
Genre: SMUT, with a bit of fluff and romance
Pairing: Primarily Hikanoo, but some early Inoobu
Summary: Hikaru's been watching Inoo lately, he couldn't get over his feelings and one night... and opportunity comes for him to act out his dreams.
Notes: I'm so nervous about this one... it's been such a long time since i've written anything so this one is a test of my skills!
It was a shameful secret… but it was something he couldn’t control!
Hikaru dug his way deeper into his blanket. Until he sorted this all out, he refused to get out of bed. With the blankets wrapped firmly around him, he stared into his self-made cocoon. The soft blue blanket filtered out the light, and what little had managed to piece through, tinted his face blue.
It was a shameful secret… but he couldn’t stop thinking about it!
“Mou! Stop!” Hikaru threw a small tantrum in his bed while at the same time trying to smack the images out of his head. Sighing as he tossed his blanket to the bottom of his bed and laid there, eyes staring up at the ceiling. He hated it.
“Inoo! Get me a drink please!” Yabu called out somewhere in the house, and Hikaru heard the shuffle of feet and what sounded like a glass of water being set upon the small desk in Yabu’s room.
He knew that lately, Inoo and Yabu had gotten pretty serious, they were going out almost every other night, and coming home at all hours of the night. Something else that he noticed though, was that Yabu was growing complacent. He was getting rougher with Inoo, commanding the boy around and telling him to do this or do that. Some night’s he’d hear their “activities” through the wall between his and Yabu’s room. He could hear the pain in Kei’s voice as he… imagined Yabu….
“Aghh!” Hikaru shook his head again, trying to shake the image out of his head.
“Hikaru… are you okay?” A voice came from the doorway, and Hikaru bolted upright.
“U-Un!” He nodded
“O-Okay… I’m going to make dinner now okay? Is there anything you want to eat?” Kei asked
“N-No! Anything you make is fine.” Hikaru nodded eagerly.
Confusedly, Inoo left the room, trying to think of dishes to make. Normally he and Yamada would be in charge of dinner, but with Ryosuke in New York for his PV shooting, he would have to handle JUMP’s dinner menu all by himself.
The moment Hikaru’s door shut, the boy slammed himself onto the bed again as he whimpered to himself. It wasn’t fair. Why did he have to love Kei the way he did? How could he get in between Yabu, his best friend, and his boyfriend, who just happened to be his love interest.
It pained him to watch Yabu abuse Inoo the way he did, whenever Hikaru was around him, he could see the way the oldest boy bossed Kei around and the younger boy merely accepted it.
In all honesty, maybe things wouldn’t be so bad, if he hadn’t found…. that. Maybe he would have been better able to control himself, if he hadn’t found… that.
Hikaru cringed as he thought about it.
It was only a few days ago that he found it, surfing on Yabu’s computer.. He took a glance and in an instant he ran to his room, slamming shut the door and standing there dumbfounded. To this day, Hikaru couldn’t stop thinking about it. Now, after having thought about it for so long, he decided. With Yabu downstairs for dinner…
“Yabu! I need to use your computer for a second! Mine is uh.. downloading a bunch of things and being slow!” Hikaru called and heard a faint “Okaay!”
Quickly, Hikaru dashed over to Yabu’s room, and clicked around the small icon for the folders. He dug in deep until he found the file he was looking for. He plugged in a small flash drive and quickly copied the file over. He finished and quickly closed the windows just as Yabu walked into the room.
“Hey, Kei-Chan said dinner is ready….”
“I-I’ll eat later, I’m not really all that hungry right now..” Hikaru stuttered, yanking the memory key out and running back to his room.
Hkaru shut the door tightly, making sure to lock it, he closed the windows and drew closed the curtains. He put on his headphones and connected the key and his headset to his laptop.
The small file popped up and Hikaru hovered his mouse over it. Heavily he pressed enter and his screen flashed as it opened the video player and Kei appeared on the screen. He was laying in bed, with Yabu who was filming standing over him. Upon closer inspection, you could have seen that Kei was tied up on the bed, his wrists were bound together and his hair was messy.
“Kei-Chan… what do you want me to do to you?” Yabu asked in the tape
“A-A-Anythi-thing…” Kei trembled.
Hikaru gulped as the camera zoomed out and Inoo’s naked body came into view. He recognized Yabu’s hand as it reached out and gently stroked Inoo’s leg, his hand wrapped around the beautiful boy’s long… hard… member and Kei gasped, making Hikaru jump.
“Do you like that?”
“Y-Yes…” Kei squirmed, his arms wouldn’t move,
“Your entire body… is mine…” Yabu repeated as he set the camera on something and joined Kei in the scene.
Hikaru’s eyes glued to the screen as he watched his best friend swarm all over Kei’s body. Yabu’s tongue ran its way down Kei’s chest, gently nibbling upon the boy’s two budding nipples. It curled its way around Kei’s firm but silky white abs and finally..
“A-Anh! Y-Yabuu!” Video Kei moaned loudly, his beautiful torso arched and twisted when the older boy’s mouth finally made contact with Kei’s most vulnerable part.
Hikaru gulped as he watched every small flicker of movement on the screen. He imagined himself doing… those things to Kei, he imagined himself…doing worse things….
“Little Kei-Chan… don’t you want to make me happy?” Yabu asked
“Y-Yes…” Inoo whimpered as he felt Yabu’s warmth leave him
“Show me how much you want me to be happy…” Yabu teased as he straddled the beautiful boy’s chest, letting his own member touch Kei’s lips. For a moment he hesitated as he saw the way Kei was trembling, but in due time, the younger boy’s lips opened to welcome him, and he needed no further coaxing.
“K-Kei…” Hikaru whispered, his eyes grew wider as he watched the sheer look of lust on Inoo’s face. He heard Yabu’s groans and moans as he thrust himself into Kei’s care and slowly pulled himself out. All the while he noticed the way Yabu’s hands ran their way up and down Kei’s arms, and even the small devilish grin he had when he reached the knot that tied them together with the bed.
“Kei-Chan… I can’t wait to be in you…” Yabu said sternly as he picked up some of Inoo’s leaking essence and gently leaned back, curling his hand between Kei’s legs…
With Inoo’s gasp, Hikaru himself jumped as his mind came to terms with what had happened.
“Y-Yabu… p-please… n-not…so rough…”
“But you like it rough… don't you remember?”
“Y-Yes…ahhh!” Kei’s body arched again as Yabu positioned himself now to better devote his attention.
“If you want this to be easier… I think you’re going to need more…” Yabu traced his finger around Kei’s sensitive cockhead, gathering what little liquid was left and ran his finger into the boy’s welcoming body.
Over the course of the next 30 minutes, Hikaru watched in awe, as Yabu brought Inoo to the brink of pleasure so many times, and yet each time, let him drift down to rest. He watched as Yabu teased him with his tongue, with his hands, with his own body. And by the time he was done, the last few minutes, Inoo was crying and begging for release. Hikaru could only imagine the pent up pressure fuming within the boy’s body.
“Yabu! PLEASE! Please.. let me… just let me… please…” Kei cried
And Hikaru wondered what would happen… and in that instant he almost slammed his head into the screen as he watched Yabu pull up Kei’s legs and he positioned his long thick member against the tired and twitching hole. With a single thrust, he shot forward, impaling Kei onto himself and the bound boy screamed his name.
“Y-Yes… please… faster…” Inoo begged, feeling that sensation again, he felt it get closer and closer… but then Yabu began to slow again and he squirmed around in his bounds again as he begged him not to stop.
“Okay… since my little Kei-chan wants it so bad….” The older boy thrust forward again, this time faster, with more determination and in just a few seconds, Kei’s body contorted itself upwards in an arc Hikaru wouldn’t have believed. Shot after shot of Kei’s silvery white seed jumped into the air as Kei cried and screamed Yabu’s name.
Hikaru’s eyes were so glued on the sweat the glistened over Kei’s body, he missed Yabu in the video, only realizing the boy’s presence again when a suddenly very tender Yabu appeared. The same motions repeated, Yabu’s hands ran their way up Kei’s body slowly tracing the delicate curves of his frame up to the rope that tied his hands together. Gently Yabu undid them as Kei’s arms fell to the soft pillows, his entire body exhausted.
“Kei…” Yabu whispered as he curled his arms around the panting boy’s body.
Pulling Inoo closer he held the boy tightly and held him gently as Hikaru saw Kei’s eyes flutter close and his entire body fell into a deep, well-deserved sleep. Yabu had picked up what looked to be a small remote and aimed it at the screen, pressing a button… and the screen went black.
Hikaru’s eyes blinked as he looked down to see a massive stain in his own pants and his own throbbing member strained against the fabric of his shorts. Gulping, he closed the laptop screen and closed his own eyes as he let himself fall back onto his bed and his hands wandered down his body, imagining all the things he had seen… and just as his hands were about to grasp his own….
“Hikaru!?”
Hikaru bolted up, quickly pulling his pants back to his hips.
“Y-Yeah?” He tried to sound casual.
“I made dinner! Didn’t Yabu tell you? Are you coming down?” Kei asked through the door, even now, hearing his voice made Hikaru blush.
“U-uh! I’ll be t-there in a few minutes… I have to…fi-finish something first…”
He heard the footsteps trail away from his room and breathed a sigh of relief. Deciding on taking a cold shower instead, he stripped off his clothes and jumped into his own bathroom, meaning to clean himself and put on a clean pair of…… everything. Hikaru caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror and he stopped to look, would he… be able to do something like that to Inoo? Could he even… pleasure… him like Yabu did? Hikaru felt that sense of insecurity he hadn’t felt since his junior days. He remembered watching Yabu step out of the showers in the hotels when they stayed together. He would worry whether or not…. He could compare…… Around the time that he and Yabu were getting close… they would… talk… and “get to know” each other. He certainly felt Yabu was longer… but the other boy insisted Hikaru was bigger… Somehow that had made him feel better…. But now…. He worried still that he was going to be a disappointment for Kei if they were ever to….
“Ah!” Hikaru slapped himself to stop from thinking too much.
‘He’s dating Yabu, you’ve got to get over it! So what if you’re too inexperienced for him?’ He thought to himself as he climbed in and almost yelped from how cold the water was.
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The whole half of dinner, Hikaru couldn’t bring himself to look Kei or Yabu in the eyes. Thankfully, since he had come to the table to late, he only had to spend a few minutes with the crowd around the table before it ended up being him alone, finishing the meal that Kei had so lovingly prepared.
“So? What were you doing?” Hikaru looked up from his plate to see Kei smiling at him and pulling the chair beside him out.
“U-Uh… nothing..”
“Hikaru?”
“What?” The boy looked at his plate, suddenly a lot more interested in the eggs that sat at the corner.
“Nothing…. It just seems like you haven’t looked at me the whole night…. Did I do something wrong?” Kei asked worriedly
“No! I mean.. no…. it’s… it’s not that…” Hikaru forced his head to turn and look, and in that moment, he knew he was flushed a deep red.
“Oh… okay…” Inoo nodded, settling himself in the chair.
“Y-You don't have to keep me company while I eat…”
“I know… but I want to… I don't want you to be alone at this giant table..” Kei grinned as he sat back and watched.
Minutes later, Yabu appeared in the doorway between the dining room and living room. He smiled as he approached the table and asked if he could borrow Kei for a minute. The two boys walked through the kitchen to the back door of the house that opened to the great backyard just behind the dining room. While Hikaru pretended not to be looking, he focused his attention on the mirror that reflected the yard’s events to him. He cursed the translucent curtains that shaded his view of the yard. All he could make out were the two figures that sat down on the small bench in the center of the yard, and one put his arm around the other. He stuffed down his meal and sat in silence as he tried his best to listen to what was going on outside, but he heard nothing. A few minutes passed, and Hikaru saw one of the figures stand up and leave, coming back into the house. Picking up his plates, he pretended to be dropping them off into the kitchen. Just in time for…
“Yabu?”
“H-hey Hikaru…” Yabu looked a little uncomfortable and he bowed slightly before walking off into the other room and up to his room. A short while later, the door of the house opened and Hikaru heard Yabu’s car drive away.
Setting his plates in the kitchen sink, he looked out of the small window above the sink to the backyard to see Kei sitting there, his head down and shivering. Hikaru put his hand on the doorknob to the backyard and took a deep breath.
“Hey.. Kei-chan..” Hikaru tried to sound casual, pulling his shirt’s sleeves down until they covered his hands. It really was a bit windy and chilly tonight.
“H-Hey Hikaru.” The other boy looked up from his lap and smiled awkwardly, quickly wiping something off his face.
As Hikaru walked closer, he noticed the gleaming trails down Inoo’s cheeks, he wasn’t shivering, rather he was crying….
“Kei-Chan…. What happened? Are you okay?”
“Hikaru….”
“Kei?” Hikaru put his arm around Inoo, he only realized what he had done after he felt the firmness of Kei’s back against him. His impulses had gotten the better of him and he blushed, hoping the other boy wouldn’t notice.
“Y-Yabu.. and I….” Kei sniffled lightly, and Hikaru could tell he was using all his effort to keep from bawling, and he held Inoo tightly, feeling his cool body against his.
“It’ll be okay… it’ll be okay…” Hikaru repeated over and over again, though not entirely sure what he could do for Inoo. All he could do was hold him… and just like that they stayed there for the next hour, and somewhere along the way, Kei had ended up resting his head on Hikaru’s shoulder, the latter’s arm still around the former’s back. They sat listening to the night’s sounds, a rustling of the flowers and bushes as the winds swept through them, the small chirps of bugs and birds alike..;.
“Are you going… to be okay? I mean… uh…”
“Thanks… Hikaru…” Inoo said quietly, finding the strength to sit up on his own now, and in that moment, Hikaru felt a bit sad…. It was nice to be needed… even if it was for such a terrible reason.
Kei quietly and solemnly walked back to the house, it wasn’t until he heard the door shut that Hikaru had fully realized what happened. Yabu and Inoo…. had actually broken up… they had actually broken up!
‘Hikaru you’re terrible…’ a part of himself censured, as he sat back down on the bench again.
‘Go see if Kei needs anything instead of just sitting here on your butt’ the same part said sternly.
Somewhat shamefully, but somewhat relieved, Hikaru returned to the house. He opened the door and saw Inoo standing in front of the sink, he had put on his apron and was now washing the dishes that Hikaru had left behind.
“Kei-chan.. don’t do the dishes now… just… go up and rest.. okay?”
“I-It’s okay… I have to, I-I don't want them to sit here and the dirt to crust on them” Inoo assured him as he wiped his eyes with his hand.
“Kei…” Hikaru frowned
“I’ll be… okay… it’s probably my fault… I was just happy… that he wanted to stay with me for so long… it’s good… it’s good…” Kei nodded, and Hikaru could see the signs that he was about to cry again. The soft smile that Kei wore just minutes before returned, and Hikaru new he was forcing himself to be happy.
“It’s okay…” Kei repeated and he gasped as he accidentally cut his finger on the edge of one of the knives in the sink. He dropped the sponge and the knife, hearing it clatter in the sink. Hikaru dashed over, grabbing Kei’s hand.
“I-I’m fine, it’s just a small cut, nothing serious.” Kei sniffled.
“Come here let me…” Hikaru pulled the boy over to the drawer they kept a small first-aid kit in. He applied some ointment to sanitize the cut and help it heal, then he gently applied a bandaid, making sure to wrap it around Kei’s finger.
“Thanks… Hikaru..” Kei said, turning away and walking back towards the sink.
“Wait!”
Kei froze as he felt a strong pair of arms wrap around him and the feeling of Hikaru’s head on his shoulders.
“H-H-Hikaru…”
“Kei…I’m sorry about everything… I’m sorry that Yabu broke up with you, I’m sorry that I’m doing this now… I’m sorry that…. that I didn’t do it sooner…. I don't know. I’m just sorry…” Hikaru babbled on and on and Kei stood still.
Noticing the way Inoo was frozen still, Hikaru let go, maybe… he didn't feel the same way… Bowing his head, Hikaru apologized…
“I’m sorry!”
He saw the boy turn around and look at him.
“Hikaru…”
“I’m sorry!”
“Hikaru….”
This time, Hikaru looked up and found Kei only a few centimeters away from him. Gently the other boy leaned forward, joining their lips together into a gentle kiss that grew deeper and deeper.
Somehow the two boys ended up upstairs, the door to Kei’s room burst open and the two fell in, landing on the floor, just far in the room enough for Hikaru to kick the door shut. When he looked back into the room, Kei had already stripped himself of his shirt and his pants followed soon after. Hikaru dove into the situation headfirst, tossing his own clothes all over as he sped to his desire, pushing him onto the bed and unbuckling his own belt…
The two naked boys landed on the bed, Hikaru looked down to see his heart’s own desire staring back at him. He could hardly believe it…
“Hikaru…” Kei whispered his name breathlessly and it drove him mad.
He hungrily attacked Kei’s neck, kissing him up and down, while his hands ran down the boy’s slender sides, the way he had seen in the video. He knew that it drove Inoo crazy whenever it was done to him. Kei quivered in his arms a bit as he felt the soft caresses of Hikaru’s fingers. He gasped when Hikaru’s slight of hands made him tremble in anticipation. Inoo could feel the warmth of the other boy’s body against his own, and despite all he felt, there was a sense of comfort, of warmth.
“H-Hikaru…” Kei whimpered.
“Shh…” A single finger pressed up to Kei’s lips and he fell silent.
“B-“
“Let me… take care of you… okay?” Hikaru asked, and there was such sincerity about his voice, it stunned Kei.
A gentle brush against his thigh awoke Inoo again to his situation, and it seemed now, it was one he was ready to give in to. His legs moved according to their own desires, his thigh now brushed against Hikaru’s hips and he gave the boy above him, a look of want, and hoped his message came across. Gently the face before him disappeared downwards again, crawling slowly, Kei felt the traces of phantom kisses trail down his body, and closer… and closer…
“Unhh...” The boy moaned as Hikaru engulfed him so completely. In that instant his entire being flared to life with sensations of warmth he hadn’t felt before. It was nothing like Yabu… where was Yabu teased him, Hikaru caressed him. Shivers ran up and down his frame and he felt a rush of fabric over his body. The warm blanket that had rested at the foot of the bed ran across his body and Hikaru hid beneath, his attention never wavering. Kei reached with his arms up and stretched, trying to cope with Hikaru’s vicious attacks. He had such zeal and Kei was bearing the brunt of his attention. Then suddenly he felt a finger join his throbbing member and in an instant it was gone.
“Onnh!” Kei arched himself again, thrusting his entire cock into Hikaru’s mouth. In that moment Inoo’s eyes slammed shut and his mouth flew open as a single digit entered him. He could feel the firmness of Hikaru’s hand and the single finger dug deep into him, pressing hard on all the right places. It took all the self-control he had not to scream out, only allowing his mouth to make the motions but no air to flow through.
The shapeless figure moved now underneath the blanket, and the rising bump drew closer to him. Just as the head of a very cute, and very messy-haired Hikaru appeared from under the blanket, Kei’s eyes locked onto his. Just then another finger entered him, and another…
“Unnnh… Nnhhh!” Kei whimpered, his entire body tingled, and he wanted to thrash about, but his needs, his desires kept him still to let Hikaru continue.
“Kei…” Hikaru whispered again, this time removing his fingers and letting his entire body press onto the silky white skinned boy beneath him.
“I love you Kei… I always have…I needed you… for the longest time…” Hikaru said as he bucked his hips, rubbing his, what seemed to Inoo, monstrously thick cock against his the other’s. The small dribbling liquid that leaked from the tip slid between, coating it in conjunction with the leftovers of Hikaru’s “attention”.
“Y-Yes… please…” Inoo breathed. He felt gentle hands reaching underneath him now, encouraging to turn over. Kei lay now on his stomach, his entire backside exposed to Hikaru.
Naturally, Hikaru was a bit nervous, but when he sat up on his knees, removing the blanket that fell down to his feet, he froze. Inoo lay in front of him, his pure and soft back to him, and two perfectly round and firm cheeks that welcomed him. Kei’s eyes looked back at him out of the corner of his eyes while his hands grabbed hold of the pillow he was resting on. He was bracing himself….
Hikaru surged forward now, pulling the blanket again over him and Inoo, his chest pressed against Kei’s back and gently he guided his member to the waiting entrance.
“G-Gentle…. Please…” Kei whimpered, a habit he had picked up with Yabu, who almost always dove in mercilessly and hungrily. He still couldn’t get over how different things were. With Yabu, there was such heat, such passion, yet with Hikaru, there was a gentleness, such love.
“Kei~” Hikaru sang, as he moved his hips upward and felt the first openings of Kei’s body. A little more, and Inoo’s eyes slammed shut again and his mouth hung open, the fists he made clenched the fabric tighter while he felt the biggest cock he had ever taken slowly and gently enter him. His body tensed at the huge length, massaging its length in an effort to close itself again, and Hikaru moaned as he drove himself in the last few inches. Kei was his now, and every movement he made now, would bring Inoo to trembles. A small push made Kei cry out as he felt Hikaru’s hips against his own now and he panted, trying to deal with the pain that followed. He was not as long as Yabu, but more than made up for it in thickness. The throbbing cock that ached within him made him crazy with desire, but he held himself still, any movement he made, gave him a good dash of pain to follow.
“Shh… just… take a little to get used to it…” Hikaru said slowly, moving his hips only slightly.
“Unnh… Unnh… it’s it’s so big…” Kei whimpered, but when Hikaru made to pull out, he stopped him.
“B-But… I’ll… get used to it…. I’m ready…” Hikaru looked surprised.
“Kei… are you-“
“Now!... P-please… Hikaru…” Kei begged.
Slowly, sensually, the hips hidden beneath the soft crimson red blanket rose and fell, the two boys underneath moaned in unison. Small quivers in Inoo’s body made Hikaru pull the blanket up as he laid down on the bed now, turning Kei onto his side. He thrust up and out now, throwing his ministrations in different angles, making the boy before him moan and mewl. With two firm arms Hikaru wrapped himself around Kei and pulled him close, warming him.
“H-Hikaru…”
“Shh… it’s okay…”
The thrusts grew slower but longer, and Kei felt the boy behind him gently press his lips against the small of his neck and he cried softly to himself as the feelings he had held back grew in intensity. He was so sorry to Hikaru, he knew his feelings for him, but he still chose Yabu, and now… it felt like a mistake…
“Hikaru… I’m sorry….” Kei whispered
“It’s okay…. It’ll all be okay….” Hikaru cooed.
Even slower now Hikaru moved his hips and Kei closed his eyes again, he felt the tide rushing within him, ebbing and flowing with the movements he felt deep in his core. Each thrust drove it closer and closer to the edge, and soon Kei’s body tensed and he winced as his be tightened around the huge member inside him and his body fell into Hikaru’s as the two boys moaned in unison. Kei almost screamed as he felt the most intense surge of power through his limbs and in just those few seconds, he felt strong pulses of his own as jet after jet of his creamy white essence shot onto the bed, covering it and smearing it against his torso. At the same time, he could feel Hikaru straining inside him, his cock harder than ever and still more liquid filled him.
“Unh… uNhh!” Hikaru groaned as he pushed himself all the way in one final time, straining against Inoo’s protesting hole and the last few dribbles of his seed planted itself deep inside Kei’s body.
“It’s going to hurt… a lot… when I pull out okay?” Hikaru whispered as Inoo drifted in and out of consciousness.
“N-No…s-stay… p-pl…” Inoo had only the strength to stretch his hand back and keep Hikaru’s hips from moving. He wanted to feel like this, warm and embraced, joined in the most intimate way possible…. For as long as he could….
“Kei..?” Hikaru was confused, but he stopped his attempt, wanting to comply with the boy’s wishes.
Slowly he laid down, trying hard not to move within the boy again and hurt him. He pulled the blankets up tighter and hugged the boy he loved. Turning out the small light that lit the room, Hikaru turned to smell the soft citrus smell of Kei’s hair and the soft lullaby of his breathing set him to sleep…
Somewhere in the middle of the night, Kei felt himself wince in pain as movements came from behind him. Out of his slumber he woke to feel himself empty and slightly warm from the blanket that had been so carefully wrapped around him.
“H-Hikaru…?” He called into the dark room, his eyes were squinting, trying to adjust to the bright moonlight that shone in now. Against the pale white light he saw the naked outline of the boy who had brought him such comfort and he crawled to the edge of the bed now, his body ached in protest, but he pressed on.
“Hikaru…?”
“Kei-Chan…” The figured turned and Kei sat back on his legs again, kneeling as his arms refused to hold him up anymore.
Hikaru walked back to the bed and sat down, putting his hands on Kei’s bare shoulders again.
“You should rest… you looked so tired…”
“Hikaru… what’s wrong?” Kei worried at the serious tone in the other boy’s voice.
“Kei… I’m sorry… I’m so sorry… I’m really… really sorry…”
Inoo was confused, he saw the gleam of Hikaru’s watery eyes and he grew even more worried still.
“Hikaru… what’s going on?”
“Just… rest… please Kei-Chan?”
“You cant just tell me you’re sorry and expect me not to worry.”
“I’ll… tell you tomorrow morning okay? Just… rest…”
“Then… come lay down with me…”
“I cant… that’s part of the problem….”
“Problem? What problem? Hikaru, what are you talking about?”
“I’m sorry Kei.. I’m so sorry… I took advantage of you…. I hurt you… and… and all because I couldn’t control myself…”
“Advantage…?”
“You’d just broken up with Yabu, and you were vulnerable, and weren’t thinking straight and I… and we… “ Hikaru sniffled. In truth, he had been up the last few minutes thinking it over, telling himself he had committed some unspeakable crime.
“Hikaru…”
“I’m really sorry…” Hikaru said again and again
“Hikaru…. Stop….. you didn’t take advantage of me… I wanted it to happen… I wanted to be with you, I made this decision and I’m liable for it just as much as you are, maybe more even.”
“But-“
“Hikaru…Hika-Chan… If anyone should be sorry…. It’s me… I knew a while ago how you felt about me, I knew before Yabu and I started dating. I knew from when you were about to give me valentine chocolates, because Ryutaro had to help you and he ended up telling me.
“Inoo-Chan…”
“I knew about your feelings, but I went after Yabu, and now… I think it was all a mistake! I chose him… and I ended up hurting you… and… and Im just… a terrible person…” Kei felt helpless now, unable to find the words to express himself.
“Kei… It’s okay.. .it’s okay… that's in the past…. It’s in the past…. I was perfectly happy to watch you from a distance, and if you were happy…. I would bear anything to see you smile, even if I had to bear it all by myself... I just… this time… I felt like I took advantage of you, I kissed you when you were vulnerable, and now… we’ve done this…. something like this…..” Hikaru said softly, patting the bed.
“Hikaru?”
“Kei-Chan…. This isn’t how I wanted it to be with you… I didn't want it to be like this for us…..I wanted to court you, I wanted to use some crappy pickup lines on you, I wanted to give you flowers and chocolates… but now…”
“You can still do all those things… all of them…. I want to hear them, I want us to have those memories….” Kei insisted, holding on tightly to Hikaru’s arm.
“Starting from tomorrow… lets start…. Fresh?” Kei asked, and Hikaru, who felt so relieved that Kei had “forgiven” him, smiled and nodded.
“Tomorrow…”
“Then for…. Tonight, would you stay with me….?” Kei asked softly, pulling the blanket over towards them again, and Hikaru nodded again.
Settling into the bed again, Hikaru rested his arm around Kei’s body and closed his eyes, for that night, everything seemed right in the world.
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The next morning Hikaru sat down at the small table that JUMP had placed in the backyard, he smiled as the gentle breezes curled between the bushes and brought the smell of flowers and nature to his nose. Then Yabu sat down beside him, and he tensed a little.
“H-Here are your breakfasts…” Inoo stuttered a little as he brought out two plates food and set them in front of each boy before going back into the kitchen.
“So everyone is still asleep eh?” Hikaru chuckled, trying to make idle conversation.
“So… you slept with him didn't you?” Yabu said bluntly, almost making the other boy choke.
“W-What?”
“I know…. You slept with him…”
“A-Are you… mad?” Hikaru asked cautiously.
“No… In a way… I’m glad…”
“What?”
“I knew… how you felt about him…. I knew how he felt about you… and I always wondered why he chose me? Maybe it was a fluke… maybe he was scared, I don't know. But I was….. and I still am, a bit to selfish to have someone like Kei… someone who would do so much to make me happy. I think… I took too much advantage of that… and became a type of boyfriend that I hate. So… I had to end it… if not to save him…”
“Yabu… I-I didn't know you felt that way…”
“Haha I’m working on it… He must be happy…. I haven’t seen that kind of smile on his face since…. Well… since we started dating….”
“Take care of him Hikaru…. I know I couldn't.”
Before Hikaru could speak another word, Yabu stood up and gulped down the last of his orange juice before setting the glass down and walking back towards the house.
“Finish your breakfast, take a little time with Kei, and when everyone wakes up… let’s go to the studio…. We have rehearsal you know..” Yabu grinned and walked into the house again.
“What did he say….?” Inoo asked as he saw Yabu leave the house and get into his car.
“He said… to take care of you….” Hikaru replied, playfully pulling Kei’s arm so the boy fell into his lap, his legs hung over the chair’s armrest.
“Hikaru!” Kei laughed as he wrapped his arms around the other boy’s neck and held on tightly. He leaned in and the two kissed as another breeze swept over them.
“Ewwww….. not what I wanted to wake up to…. “ Ryosuke’s voice came from the door.
“Haha…. Shush, you were like this too you know… how did you think we felt seeing you hang all over Dai-Chan when you guys were first dating….?” Inoo teased as he stood up again and walked back to the house, giving Yamada and a still groggy Yuto a push out onto the back yard.
“Go sit down, and I’ll make your breakfasts.” He said and gave Hikaru a last smile before disappearing back into the kitchen.
“Yep… things are right with the world now….” Hikaru sighed, leaning back in chair
“What?” Yuto mumbled sleepily
“Nothing….” Hikaru grinned now, a small smile that only he knew the meaning of. Looking at Kei through the small window into the kitchen, he smiled as imagined Kei cooking breakfast for him from now on…
“Now Everything’s right……”
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Uwa! Minna! Sorry I think this fic…. I might have overdone it…. I don't know… the idea came and I just had to get it out before I forgot it… again, sorry it’s been a while since I last wrote, but I promise I’m getting back into it! Now Im going to work between my requests and my Legends of the Gods series. Hope you all read it!
Once again, comments are VERY appreciated <3
~Emmie
Requested by: No One
Title: Now Everything's Right...
Rating: NC-17
Genre: SMUT, with a bit of fluff and romance
Pairing: Primarily Hikanoo, but some early Inoobu
Summary: Hikaru's been watching Inoo lately, he couldn't get over his feelings and one night... and opportunity comes for him to act out his dreams.
Notes: I'm so nervous about this one... it's been such a long time since i've written anything so this one is a test of my skills!
It was a shameful secret… but it was something he couldn’t control!
Hikaru dug his way deeper into his blanket. Until he sorted this all out, he refused to get out of bed. With the blankets wrapped firmly around him, he stared into his self-made cocoon. The soft blue blanket filtered out the light, and what little had managed to piece through, tinted his face blue.
It was a shameful secret… but he couldn’t stop thinking about it!
“Mou! Stop!” Hikaru threw a small tantrum in his bed while at the same time trying to smack the images out of his head. Sighing as he tossed his blanket to the bottom of his bed and laid there, eyes staring up at the ceiling. He hated it.
“Inoo! Get me a drink please!” Yabu called out somewhere in the house, and Hikaru heard the shuffle of feet and what sounded like a glass of water being set upon the small desk in Yabu’s room.
He knew that lately, Inoo and Yabu had gotten pretty serious, they were going out almost every other night, and coming home at all hours of the night. Something else that he noticed though, was that Yabu was growing complacent. He was getting rougher with Inoo, commanding the boy around and telling him to do this or do that. Some night’s he’d hear their “activities” through the wall between his and Yabu’s room. He could hear the pain in Kei’s voice as he… imagined Yabu….
“Aghh!” Hikaru shook his head again, trying to shake the image out of his head.
“Hikaru… are you okay?” A voice came from the doorway, and Hikaru bolted upright.
“U-Un!” He nodded
“O-Okay… I’m going to make dinner now okay? Is there anything you want to eat?” Kei asked
“N-No! Anything you make is fine.” Hikaru nodded eagerly.
Confusedly, Inoo left the room, trying to think of dishes to make. Normally he and Yamada would be in charge of dinner, but with Ryosuke in New York for his PV shooting, he would have to handle JUMP’s dinner menu all by himself.
The moment Hikaru’s door shut, the boy slammed himself onto the bed again as he whimpered to himself. It wasn’t fair. Why did he have to love Kei the way he did? How could he get in between Yabu, his best friend, and his boyfriend, who just happened to be his love interest.
It pained him to watch Yabu abuse Inoo the way he did, whenever Hikaru was around him, he could see the way the oldest boy bossed Kei around and the younger boy merely accepted it.
In all honesty, maybe things wouldn’t be so bad, if he hadn’t found…. that. Maybe he would have been better able to control himself, if he hadn’t found… that.
Hikaru cringed as he thought about it.
It was only a few days ago that he found it, surfing on Yabu’s computer.. He took a glance and in an instant he ran to his room, slamming shut the door and standing there dumbfounded. To this day, Hikaru couldn’t stop thinking about it. Now, after having thought about it for so long, he decided. With Yabu downstairs for dinner…
“Yabu! I need to use your computer for a second! Mine is uh.. downloading a bunch of things and being slow!” Hikaru called and heard a faint “Okaay!”
Quickly, Hikaru dashed over to Yabu’s room, and clicked around the small icon for the folders. He dug in deep until he found the file he was looking for. He plugged in a small flash drive and quickly copied the file over. He finished and quickly closed the windows just as Yabu walked into the room.
“Hey, Kei-Chan said dinner is ready….”
“I-I’ll eat later, I’m not really all that hungry right now..” Hikaru stuttered, yanking the memory key out and running back to his room.
Hkaru shut the door tightly, making sure to lock it, he closed the windows and drew closed the curtains. He put on his headphones and connected the key and his headset to his laptop.
The small file popped up and Hikaru hovered his mouse over it. Heavily he pressed enter and his screen flashed as it opened the video player and Kei appeared on the screen. He was laying in bed, with Yabu who was filming standing over him. Upon closer inspection, you could have seen that Kei was tied up on the bed, his wrists were bound together and his hair was messy.
“Kei-Chan… what do you want me to do to you?” Yabu asked in the tape
“A-A-Anythi-thing…” Kei trembled.
Hikaru gulped as the camera zoomed out and Inoo’s naked body came into view. He recognized Yabu’s hand as it reached out and gently stroked Inoo’s leg, his hand wrapped around the beautiful boy’s long… hard… member and Kei gasped, making Hikaru jump.
“Do you like that?”
“Y-Yes…” Kei squirmed, his arms wouldn’t move,
“Your entire body… is mine…” Yabu repeated as he set the camera on something and joined Kei in the scene.
Hikaru’s eyes glued to the screen as he watched his best friend swarm all over Kei’s body. Yabu’s tongue ran its way down Kei’s chest, gently nibbling upon the boy’s two budding nipples. It curled its way around Kei’s firm but silky white abs and finally..
“A-Anh! Y-Yabuu!” Video Kei moaned loudly, his beautiful torso arched and twisted when the older boy’s mouth finally made contact with Kei’s most vulnerable part.
Hikaru gulped as he watched every small flicker of movement on the screen. He imagined himself doing… those things to Kei, he imagined himself…doing worse things….
“Little Kei-Chan… don’t you want to make me happy?” Yabu asked
“Y-Yes…” Inoo whimpered as he felt Yabu’s warmth leave him
“Show me how much you want me to be happy…” Yabu teased as he straddled the beautiful boy’s chest, letting his own member touch Kei’s lips. For a moment he hesitated as he saw the way Kei was trembling, but in due time, the younger boy’s lips opened to welcome him, and he needed no further coaxing.
“K-Kei…” Hikaru whispered, his eyes grew wider as he watched the sheer look of lust on Inoo’s face. He heard Yabu’s groans and moans as he thrust himself into Kei’s care and slowly pulled himself out. All the while he noticed the way Yabu’s hands ran their way up and down Kei’s arms, and even the small devilish grin he had when he reached the knot that tied them together with the bed.
“Kei-Chan… I can’t wait to be in you…” Yabu said sternly as he picked up some of Inoo’s leaking essence and gently leaned back, curling his hand between Kei’s legs…
With Inoo’s gasp, Hikaru himself jumped as his mind came to terms with what had happened.
“Y-Yabu… p-please… n-not…so rough…”
“But you like it rough… don't you remember?”
“Y-Yes…ahhh!” Kei’s body arched again as Yabu positioned himself now to better devote his attention.
“If you want this to be easier… I think you’re going to need more…” Yabu traced his finger around Kei’s sensitive cockhead, gathering what little liquid was left and ran his finger into the boy’s welcoming body.
Over the course of the next 30 minutes, Hikaru watched in awe, as Yabu brought Inoo to the brink of pleasure so many times, and yet each time, let him drift down to rest. He watched as Yabu teased him with his tongue, with his hands, with his own body. And by the time he was done, the last few minutes, Inoo was crying and begging for release. Hikaru could only imagine the pent up pressure fuming within the boy’s body.
“Yabu! PLEASE! Please.. let me… just let me… please…” Kei cried
And Hikaru wondered what would happen… and in that instant he almost slammed his head into the screen as he watched Yabu pull up Kei’s legs and he positioned his long thick member against the tired and twitching hole. With a single thrust, he shot forward, impaling Kei onto himself and the bound boy screamed his name.
“Y-Yes… please… faster…” Inoo begged, feeling that sensation again, he felt it get closer and closer… but then Yabu began to slow again and he squirmed around in his bounds again as he begged him not to stop.
“Okay… since my little Kei-chan wants it so bad….” The older boy thrust forward again, this time faster, with more determination and in just a few seconds, Kei’s body contorted itself upwards in an arc Hikaru wouldn’t have believed. Shot after shot of Kei’s silvery white seed jumped into the air as Kei cried and screamed Yabu’s name.
Hikaru’s eyes were so glued on the sweat the glistened over Kei’s body, he missed Yabu in the video, only realizing the boy’s presence again when a suddenly very tender Yabu appeared. The same motions repeated, Yabu’s hands ran their way up Kei’s body slowly tracing the delicate curves of his frame up to the rope that tied his hands together. Gently Yabu undid them as Kei’s arms fell to the soft pillows, his entire body exhausted.
“Kei…” Yabu whispered as he curled his arms around the panting boy’s body.
Pulling Inoo closer he held the boy tightly and held him gently as Hikaru saw Kei’s eyes flutter close and his entire body fell into a deep, well-deserved sleep. Yabu had picked up what looked to be a small remote and aimed it at the screen, pressing a button… and the screen went black.
Hikaru’s eyes blinked as he looked down to see a massive stain in his own pants and his own throbbing member strained against the fabric of his shorts. Gulping, he closed the laptop screen and closed his own eyes as he let himself fall back onto his bed and his hands wandered down his body, imagining all the things he had seen… and just as his hands were about to grasp his own….
“Hikaru!?”
Hikaru bolted up, quickly pulling his pants back to his hips.
“Y-Yeah?” He tried to sound casual.
“I made dinner! Didn’t Yabu tell you? Are you coming down?” Kei asked through the door, even now, hearing his voice made Hikaru blush.
“U-uh! I’ll be t-there in a few minutes… I have to…fi-finish something first…”
He heard the footsteps trail away from his room and breathed a sigh of relief. Deciding on taking a cold shower instead, he stripped off his clothes and jumped into his own bathroom, meaning to clean himself and put on a clean pair of…… everything. Hikaru caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror and he stopped to look, would he… be able to do something like that to Inoo? Could he even… pleasure… him like Yabu did? Hikaru felt that sense of insecurity he hadn’t felt since his junior days. He remembered watching Yabu step out of the showers in the hotels when they stayed together. He would worry whether or not…. He could compare…… Around the time that he and Yabu were getting close… they would… talk… and “get to know” each other. He certainly felt Yabu was longer… but the other boy insisted Hikaru was bigger… Somehow that had made him feel better…. But now…. He worried still that he was going to be a disappointment for Kei if they were ever to….
“Ah!” Hikaru slapped himself to stop from thinking too much.
‘He’s dating Yabu, you’ve got to get over it! So what if you’re too inexperienced for him?’ He thought to himself as he climbed in and almost yelped from how cold the water was.
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The whole half of dinner, Hikaru couldn’t bring himself to look Kei or Yabu in the eyes. Thankfully, since he had come to the table to late, he only had to spend a few minutes with the crowd around the table before it ended up being him alone, finishing the meal that Kei had so lovingly prepared.
“So? What were you doing?” Hikaru looked up from his plate to see Kei smiling at him and pulling the chair beside him out.
“U-Uh… nothing..”
“Hikaru?”
“What?” The boy looked at his plate, suddenly a lot more interested in the eggs that sat at the corner.
“Nothing…. It just seems like you haven’t looked at me the whole night…. Did I do something wrong?” Kei asked worriedly
“No! I mean.. no…. it’s… it’s not that…” Hikaru forced his head to turn and look, and in that moment, he knew he was flushed a deep red.
“Oh… okay…” Inoo nodded, settling himself in the chair.
“Y-You don't have to keep me company while I eat…”
“I know… but I want to… I don't want you to be alone at this giant table..” Kei grinned as he sat back and watched.
Minutes later, Yabu appeared in the doorway between the dining room and living room. He smiled as he approached the table and asked if he could borrow Kei for a minute. The two boys walked through the kitchen to the back door of the house that opened to the great backyard just behind the dining room. While Hikaru pretended not to be looking, he focused his attention on the mirror that reflected the yard’s events to him. He cursed the translucent curtains that shaded his view of the yard. All he could make out were the two figures that sat down on the small bench in the center of the yard, and one put his arm around the other. He stuffed down his meal and sat in silence as he tried his best to listen to what was going on outside, but he heard nothing. A few minutes passed, and Hikaru saw one of the figures stand up and leave, coming back into the house. Picking up his plates, he pretended to be dropping them off into the kitchen. Just in time for…
“Yabu?”
“H-hey Hikaru…” Yabu looked a little uncomfortable and he bowed slightly before walking off into the other room and up to his room. A short while later, the door of the house opened and Hikaru heard Yabu’s car drive away.
Setting his plates in the kitchen sink, he looked out of the small window above the sink to the backyard to see Kei sitting there, his head down and shivering. Hikaru put his hand on the doorknob to the backyard and took a deep breath.
“Hey.. Kei-chan..” Hikaru tried to sound casual, pulling his shirt’s sleeves down until they covered his hands. It really was a bit windy and chilly tonight.
“H-Hey Hikaru.” The other boy looked up from his lap and smiled awkwardly, quickly wiping something off his face.
As Hikaru walked closer, he noticed the gleaming trails down Inoo’s cheeks, he wasn’t shivering, rather he was crying….
“Kei-Chan…. What happened? Are you okay?”
“Hikaru….”
“Kei?” Hikaru put his arm around Inoo, he only realized what he had done after he felt the firmness of Kei’s back against him. His impulses had gotten the better of him and he blushed, hoping the other boy wouldn’t notice.
“Y-Yabu.. and I….” Kei sniffled lightly, and Hikaru could tell he was using all his effort to keep from bawling, and he held Inoo tightly, feeling his cool body against his.
“It’ll be okay… it’ll be okay…” Hikaru repeated over and over again, though not entirely sure what he could do for Inoo. All he could do was hold him… and just like that they stayed there for the next hour, and somewhere along the way, Kei had ended up resting his head on Hikaru’s shoulder, the latter’s arm still around the former’s back. They sat listening to the night’s sounds, a rustling of the flowers and bushes as the winds swept through them, the small chirps of bugs and birds alike..;.
“Are you going… to be okay? I mean… uh…”
“Thanks… Hikaru…” Inoo said quietly, finding the strength to sit up on his own now, and in that moment, Hikaru felt a bit sad…. It was nice to be needed… even if it was for such a terrible reason.
Kei quietly and solemnly walked back to the house, it wasn’t until he heard the door shut that Hikaru had fully realized what happened. Yabu and Inoo…. had actually broken up… they had actually broken up!
‘Hikaru you’re terrible…’ a part of himself censured, as he sat back down on the bench again.
‘Go see if Kei needs anything instead of just sitting here on your butt’ the same part said sternly.
Somewhat shamefully, but somewhat relieved, Hikaru returned to the house. He opened the door and saw Inoo standing in front of the sink, he had put on his apron and was now washing the dishes that Hikaru had left behind.
“Kei-chan.. don’t do the dishes now… just… go up and rest.. okay?”
“I-It’s okay… I have to, I-I don't want them to sit here and the dirt to crust on them” Inoo assured him as he wiped his eyes with his hand.
“Kei…” Hikaru frowned
“I’ll be… okay… it’s probably my fault… I was just happy… that he wanted to stay with me for so long… it’s good… it’s good…” Kei nodded, and Hikaru could see the signs that he was about to cry again. The soft smile that Kei wore just minutes before returned, and Hikaru new he was forcing himself to be happy.
“It’s okay…” Kei repeated and he gasped as he accidentally cut his finger on the edge of one of the knives in the sink. He dropped the sponge and the knife, hearing it clatter in the sink. Hikaru dashed over, grabbing Kei’s hand.
“I-I’m fine, it’s just a small cut, nothing serious.” Kei sniffled.
“Come here let me…” Hikaru pulled the boy over to the drawer they kept a small first-aid kit in. He applied some ointment to sanitize the cut and help it heal, then he gently applied a bandaid, making sure to wrap it around Kei’s finger.
“Thanks… Hikaru..” Kei said, turning away and walking back towards the sink.
“Wait!”
Kei froze as he felt a strong pair of arms wrap around him and the feeling of Hikaru’s head on his shoulders.
“H-H-Hikaru…”
“Kei…I’m sorry about everything… I’m sorry that Yabu broke up with you, I’m sorry that I’m doing this now… I’m sorry that…. that I didn’t do it sooner…. I don't know. I’m just sorry…” Hikaru babbled on and on and Kei stood still.
Noticing the way Inoo was frozen still, Hikaru let go, maybe… he didn't feel the same way… Bowing his head, Hikaru apologized…
“I’m sorry!”
He saw the boy turn around and look at him.
“Hikaru…”
“I’m sorry!”
“Hikaru….”
This time, Hikaru looked up and found Kei only a few centimeters away from him. Gently the other boy leaned forward, joining their lips together into a gentle kiss that grew deeper and deeper.
Somehow the two boys ended up upstairs, the door to Kei’s room burst open and the two fell in, landing on the floor, just far in the room enough for Hikaru to kick the door shut. When he looked back into the room, Kei had already stripped himself of his shirt and his pants followed soon after. Hikaru dove into the situation headfirst, tossing his own clothes all over as he sped to his desire, pushing him onto the bed and unbuckling his own belt…
The two naked boys landed on the bed, Hikaru looked down to see his heart’s own desire staring back at him. He could hardly believe it…
“Hikaru…” Kei whispered his name breathlessly and it drove him mad.
He hungrily attacked Kei’s neck, kissing him up and down, while his hands ran down the boy’s slender sides, the way he had seen in the video. He knew that it drove Inoo crazy whenever it was done to him. Kei quivered in his arms a bit as he felt the soft caresses of Hikaru’s fingers. He gasped when Hikaru’s slight of hands made him tremble in anticipation. Inoo could feel the warmth of the other boy’s body against his own, and despite all he felt, there was a sense of comfort, of warmth.
“H-Hikaru…” Kei whimpered.
“Shh…” A single finger pressed up to Kei’s lips and he fell silent.
“B-“
“Let me… take care of you… okay?” Hikaru asked, and there was such sincerity about his voice, it stunned Kei.
A gentle brush against his thigh awoke Inoo again to his situation, and it seemed now, it was one he was ready to give in to. His legs moved according to their own desires, his thigh now brushed against Hikaru’s hips and he gave the boy above him, a look of want, and hoped his message came across. Gently the face before him disappeared downwards again, crawling slowly, Kei felt the traces of phantom kisses trail down his body, and closer… and closer…
“Unhh...” The boy moaned as Hikaru engulfed him so completely. In that instant his entire being flared to life with sensations of warmth he hadn’t felt before. It was nothing like Yabu… where was Yabu teased him, Hikaru caressed him. Shivers ran up and down his frame and he felt a rush of fabric over his body. The warm blanket that had rested at the foot of the bed ran across his body and Hikaru hid beneath, his attention never wavering. Kei reached with his arms up and stretched, trying to cope with Hikaru’s vicious attacks. He had such zeal and Kei was bearing the brunt of his attention. Then suddenly he felt a finger join his throbbing member and in an instant it was gone.
“Onnh!” Kei arched himself again, thrusting his entire cock into Hikaru’s mouth. In that moment Inoo’s eyes slammed shut and his mouth flew open as a single digit entered him. He could feel the firmness of Hikaru’s hand and the single finger dug deep into him, pressing hard on all the right places. It took all the self-control he had not to scream out, only allowing his mouth to make the motions but no air to flow through.
The shapeless figure moved now underneath the blanket, and the rising bump drew closer to him. Just as the head of a very cute, and very messy-haired Hikaru appeared from under the blanket, Kei’s eyes locked onto his. Just then another finger entered him, and another…
“Unnnh… Nnhhh!” Kei whimpered, his entire body tingled, and he wanted to thrash about, but his needs, his desires kept him still to let Hikaru continue.
“Kei…” Hikaru whispered again, this time removing his fingers and letting his entire body press onto the silky white skinned boy beneath him.
“I love you Kei… I always have…I needed you… for the longest time…” Hikaru said as he bucked his hips, rubbing his, what seemed to Inoo, monstrously thick cock against his the other’s. The small dribbling liquid that leaked from the tip slid between, coating it in conjunction with the leftovers of Hikaru’s “attention”.
“Y-Yes… please…” Inoo breathed. He felt gentle hands reaching underneath him now, encouraging to turn over. Kei lay now on his stomach, his entire backside exposed to Hikaru.
Naturally, Hikaru was a bit nervous, but when he sat up on his knees, removing the blanket that fell down to his feet, he froze. Inoo lay in front of him, his pure and soft back to him, and two perfectly round and firm cheeks that welcomed him. Kei’s eyes looked back at him out of the corner of his eyes while his hands grabbed hold of the pillow he was resting on. He was bracing himself….
Hikaru surged forward now, pulling the blanket again over him and Inoo, his chest pressed against Kei’s back and gently he guided his member to the waiting entrance.
“G-Gentle…. Please…” Kei whimpered, a habit he had picked up with Yabu, who almost always dove in mercilessly and hungrily. He still couldn’t get over how different things were. With Yabu, there was such heat, such passion, yet with Hikaru, there was a gentleness, such love.
“Kei~” Hikaru sang, as he moved his hips upward and felt the first openings of Kei’s body. A little more, and Inoo’s eyes slammed shut again and his mouth hung open, the fists he made clenched the fabric tighter while he felt the biggest cock he had ever taken slowly and gently enter him. His body tensed at the huge length, massaging its length in an effort to close itself again, and Hikaru moaned as he drove himself in the last few inches. Kei was his now, and every movement he made now, would bring Inoo to trembles. A small push made Kei cry out as he felt Hikaru’s hips against his own now and he panted, trying to deal with the pain that followed. He was not as long as Yabu, but more than made up for it in thickness. The throbbing cock that ached within him made him crazy with desire, but he held himself still, any movement he made, gave him a good dash of pain to follow.
“Shh… just… take a little to get used to it…” Hikaru said slowly, moving his hips only slightly.
“Unnh… Unnh… it’s it’s so big…” Kei whimpered, but when Hikaru made to pull out, he stopped him.
“B-But… I’ll… get used to it…. I’m ready…” Hikaru looked surprised.
“Kei… are you-“
“Now!... P-please… Hikaru…” Kei begged.
Slowly, sensually, the hips hidden beneath the soft crimson red blanket rose and fell, the two boys underneath moaned in unison. Small quivers in Inoo’s body made Hikaru pull the blanket up as he laid down on the bed now, turning Kei onto his side. He thrust up and out now, throwing his ministrations in different angles, making the boy before him moan and mewl. With two firm arms Hikaru wrapped himself around Kei and pulled him close, warming him.
“H-Hikaru…”
“Shh… it’s okay…”
The thrusts grew slower but longer, and Kei felt the boy behind him gently press his lips against the small of his neck and he cried softly to himself as the feelings he had held back grew in intensity. He was so sorry to Hikaru, he knew his feelings for him, but he still chose Yabu, and now… it felt like a mistake…
“Hikaru… I’m sorry….” Kei whispered
“It’s okay…. It’ll all be okay….” Hikaru cooed.
Even slower now Hikaru moved his hips and Kei closed his eyes again, he felt the tide rushing within him, ebbing and flowing with the movements he felt deep in his core. Each thrust drove it closer and closer to the edge, and soon Kei’s body tensed and he winced as his be tightened around the huge member inside him and his body fell into Hikaru’s as the two boys moaned in unison. Kei almost screamed as he felt the most intense surge of power through his limbs and in just those few seconds, he felt strong pulses of his own as jet after jet of his creamy white essence shot onto the bed, covering it and smearing it against his torso. At the same time, he could feel Hikaru straining inside him, his cock harder than ever and still more liquid filled him.
“Unh… uNhh!” Hikaru groaned as he pushed himself all the way in one final time, straining against Inoo’s protesting hole and the last few dribbles of his seed planted itself deep inside Kei’s body.
“It’s going to hurt… a lot… when I pull out okay?” Hikaru whispered as Inoo drifted in and out of consciousness.
“N-No…s-stay… p-pl…” Inoo had only the strength to stretch his hand back and keep Hikaru’s hips from moving. He wanted to feel like this, warm and embraced, joined in the most intimate way possible…. For as long as he could….
“Kei..?” Hikaru was confused, but he stopped his attempt, wanting to comply with the boy’s wishes.
Slowly he laid down, trying hard not to move within the boy again and hurt him. He pulled the blankets up tighter and hugged the boy he loved. Turning out the small light that lit the room, Hikaru turned to smell the soft citrus smell of Kei’s hair and the soft lullaby of his breathing set him to sleep…
Somewhere in the middle of the night, Kei felt himself wince in pain as movements came from behind him. Out of his slumber he woke to feel himself empty and slightly warm from the blanket that had been so carefully wrapped around him.
“H-Hikaru…?” He called into the dark room, his eyes were squinting, trying to adjust to the bright moonlight that shone in now. Against the pale white light he saw the naked outline of the boy who had brought him such comfort and he crawled to the edge of the bed now, his body ached in protest, but he pressed on.
“Hikaru…?”
“Kei-Chan…” The figured turned and Kei sat back on his legs again, kneeling as his arms refused to hold him up anymore.
Hikaru walked back to the bed and sat down, putting his hands on Kei’s bare shoulders again.
“You should rest… you looked so tired…”
“Hikaru… what’s wrong?” Kei worried at the serious tone in the other boy’s voice.
“Kei… I’m sorry… I’m so sorry… I’m really… really sorry…”
Inoo was confused, he saw the gleam of Hikaru’s watery eyes and he grew even more worried still.
“Hikaru… what’s going on?”
“Just… rest… please Kei-Chan?”
“You cant just tell me you’re sorry and expect me not to worry.”
“I’ll… tell you tomorrow morning okay? Just… rest…”
“Then… come lay down with me…”
“I cant… that’s part of the problem….”
“Problem? What problem? Hikaru, what are you talking about?”
“I’m sorry Kei.. I’m so sorry… I took advantage of you…. I hurt you… and… and all because I couldn’t control myself…”
“Advantage…?”
“You’d just broken up with Yabu, and you were vulnerable, and weren’t thinking straight and I… and we… “ Hikaru sniffled. In truth, he had been up the last few minutes thinking it over, telling himself he had committed some unspeakable crime.
“Hikaru…”
“I’m really sorry…” Hikaru said again and again
“Hikaru…. Stop….. you didn’t take advantage of me… I wanted it to happen… I wanted to be with you, I made this decision and I’m liable for it just as much as you are, maybe more even.”
“But-“
“Hikaru…Hika-Chan… If anyone should be sorry…. It’s me… I knew a while ago how you felt about me, I knew before Yabu and I started dating. I knew from when you were about to give me valentine chocolates, because Ryutaro had to help you and he ended up telling me.
“Inoo-Chan…”
“I knew about your feelings, but I went after Yabu, and now… I think it was all a mistake! I chose him… and I ended up hurting you… and… and Im just… a terrible person…” Kei felt helpless now, unable to find the words to express himself.
“Kei… It’s okay.. .it’s okay… that's in the past…. It’s in the past…. I was perfectly happy to watch you from a distance, and if you were happy…. I would bear anything to see you smile, even if I had to bear it all by myself... I just… this time… I felt like I took advantage of you, I kissed you when you were vulnerable, and now… we’ve done this…. something like this…..” Hikaru said softly, patting the bed.
“Hikaru?”
“Kei-Chan…. This isn’t how I wanted it to be with you… I didn't want it to be like this for us…..I wanted to court you, I wanted to use some crappy pickup lines on you, I wanted to give you flowers and chocolates… but now…”
“You can still do all those things… all of them…. I want to hear them, I want us to have those memories….” Kei insisted, holding on tightly to Hikaru’s arm.
“Starting from tomorrow… lets start…. Fresh?” Kei asked, and Hikaru, who felt so relieved that Kei had “forgiven” him, smiled and nodded.
“Tomorrow…”
“Then for…. Tonight, would you stay with me….?” Kei asked softly, pulling the blanket over towards them again, and Hikaru nodded again.
Settling into the bed again, Hikaru rested his arm around Kei’s body and closed his eyes, for that night, everything seemed right in the world.
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The next morning Hikaru sat down at the small table that JUMP had placed in the backyard, he smiled as the gentle breezes curled between the bushes and brought the smell of flowers and nature to his nose. Then Yabu sat down beside him, and he tensed a little.
“H-Here are your breakfasts…” Inoo stuttered a little as he brought out two plates food and set them in front of each boy before going back into the kitchen.
“So everyone is still asleep eh?” Hikaru chuckled, trying to make idle conversation.
“So… you slept with him didn't you?” Yabu said bluntly, almost making the other boy choke.
“W-What?”
“I know…. You slept with him…”
“A-Are you… mad?” Hikaru asked cautiously.
“No… In a way… I’m glad…”
“What?”
“I knew… how you felt about him…. I knew how he felt about you… and I always wondered why he chose me? Maybe it was a fluke… maybe he was scared, I don't know. But I was….. and I still am, a bit to selfish to have someone like Kei… someone who would do so much to make me happy. I think… I took too much advantage of that… and became a type of boyfriend that I hate. So… I had to end it… if not to save him…”
“Yabu… I-I didn't know you felt that way…”
“Haha I’m working on it… He must be happy…. I haven’t seen that kind of smile on his face since…. Well… since we started dating….”
“Take care of him Hikaru…. I know I couldn't.”
Before Hikaru could speak another word, Yabu stood up and gulped down the last of his orange juice before setting the glass down and walking back towards the house.
“Finish your breakfast, take a little time with Kei, and when everyone wakes up… let’s go to the studio…. We have rehearsal you know..” Yabu grinned and walked into the house again.
“What did he say….?” Inoo asked as he saw Yabu leave the house and get into his car.
“He said… to take care of you….” Hikaru replied, playfully pulling Kei’s arm so the boy fell into his lap, his legs hung over the chair’s armrest.
“Hikaru!” Kei laughed as he wrapped his arms around the other boy’s neck and held on tightly. He leaned in and the two kissed as another breeze swept over them.
“Ewwww….. not what I wanted to wake up to…. “ Ryosuke’s voice came from the door.
“Haha…. Shush, you were like this too you know… how did you think we felt seeing you hang all over Dai-Chan when you guys were first dating….?” Inoo teased as he stood up again and walked back to the house, giving Yamada and a still groggy Yuto a push out onto the back yard.
“Go sit down, and I’ll make your breakfasts.” He said and gave Hikaru a last smile before disappearing back into the kitchen.
“Yep… things are right with the world now….” Hikaru sighed, leaning back in chair
“What?” Yuto mumbled sleepily
“Nothing….” Hikaru grinned now, a small smile that only he knew the meaning of. Looking at Kei through the small window into the kitchen, he smiled as imagined Kei cooking breakfast for him from now on…
“Now Everything’s right……”
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Uwa! Minna! Sorry I think this fic…. I might have overdone it…. I don't know… the idea came and I just had to get it out before I forgot it… again, sorry it’s been a while since I last wrote, but I promise I’m getting back into it! Now Im going to work between my requests and my Legends of the Gods series. Hope you all read it!
Once again, comments are VERY appreciated <3
~Emmie