Devil's box

[emmalabebe]

I'm in this room

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Awww sweetie....

[bonita_angel]

your poem was beautiful...i write poems like that sometimes........here is my depressing poem......

I know my feelings
i try to yell them out
and explain them deeply
but does anybody hear me?
i scream from the top
of my soft lungs
but does anybody hear me?
many tiny demons hold me back;
why cant i breathe?
why cant i escape?
why must these demons keep me here?
a world of love and friendship,
where did it all go?
why am i stuck in a world,
im a world of darkness and hate?
i feel that i am being stabbed in the back;
are these demons hurting me
or is my friends?
i am only one person;
where is my gardian angel?

Re: Awww sweetie....

[emmalabebe]

that was a very good poem des....i liked it allot cause tahst how i feel *hugs* i hope things get better for yaz cause i know they arnt that good now

Hey

[brittlestix]

Hey Emily. That was a really good poem. I assumed that it was a song or something. I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. What happened? I thought that you were feeling okay? You seemed to be doing really good on that day that I picked you up from school? Anyway, I know that sometimes things get hard and sometimes it feels like the world is caving in on you- but it always works out!
Let me know if next week I can pick you up for lunch again! Oh- and did you hand in that blue card? If not make sure you get another one so that I don't have to deal with that bitch at the dean's office! See ya love ya- Bye. -Brittney

Re: Hey

[emmalabebe]

what do u mean a song or something? i wrote taht by my self....ya lately i been really depressed/pissed/stressed over so many things school, my parents, my life in general and i feel like i have no one to go to like i am trapped in this house with my parents constantly yelling at me cause im never good enough and them hardly letting me go places cause they dont think im old enough to be trusted or anything...and i feel like i have no friends to go to..no one close at least its like i ahve tons of so called "friensd" or "aqantises" but no close friends he least bit no one to talk to or anything and i really need that right now but i dont know god i odnt know what to do i will e-mail and tell u more later...