well, i've been very closet to a complete melt down, i feel so used it's not evn funny, and i still feel really shitty...like holy fuck, one of the guys that i like, now has a fucking girl friend, and she's fucking annoying i hate her so much, not because of that, just because she's such a fucking bullshitter...and the other guy that i like alot, ( Read more... )

Well, i'm here living another pathetic and lonely day that i regret to call my life ( Read more... )

(1) Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it ( Read more... )

well i'm a lonely baby with no one to love me..it's Valentines Day...G-R-E-A-T!!! i really don't like valentines day, it's such a stupid day ( Read more... )

oh yeah...about THAT...my birthday i mean...i'm going to Japan

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well, hello again!! :D i'm back with yet another pointless update:D:D:D well it's getting closer and closer to that gAd forsaking day..Valentines Day...ugh...i fucking hate valentines day with such a passion..OMGAD ( Read more... )

well as per usual, did a half ass job in school today, and as always, got away with it:D lol omgosh!! i saw the "guy of my dreams" today! lol i don't know man, but it's like i really really like him, a LOT! like what i said in my last update, i wasn't joking! he had never looked so fucking sexy when he was playing the drums before, like i mean, he ( Read more... )

HELLO! well i wasn't in big trouble in english on friday..hhehehe, i went to the show on friday and holy SHIT! "someone" cane really drum, and look really fuckable while drumming...he he he.... RayRay is such a fag, i'm going kick him the next time he looks at me. anyways i made new friends they're in grade 12 and they go to my school, in fact they ( Read more... )

oh yea, and i'm now 15....joy....

Well THAT was a waste of time! we get there, not even half an hour later, "they" show up...holyshit...30 mins later, i wanna kick their asses, they kept looking at me and natalia...i was really really close to doing something about it, but then i just left, i guess that was my "do something about it"...i dunno ( Read more... )