Just thoughts

[emmarie]

I keep going back and forth between being extremely terrified/paranoid, really angry, and really confident/strong, the terrified and confident are in the same category, the angry is their opposite. Whoever says its easy (or feels good) to show love to people who do bad to you is an idiot

Comments

[grease_1978]

All I'm saying is watch out when you start asking God to give you or teach you patience.

lol.

Love you lots.
Chrissy

PS - I'm proud of you...where you've been, where you're going, where you'll be. Keep plugging away.

[oythegreat]

"Im trying to find a middle ground between standing up for myself, and turning the other cheek. are they really opposites? Mostly with friends, I could care less about standing up for myself with people i dont know, they dont mean anything to me. Its so easy to snap back, its hard to hold back. am i alwasy supposed to hold back? i dont think so. i dont know, it all confuses me. I love snapping back, but i know that its not a good idea, but i know that that doesnt mean then that the opposite (keeping silent) is true