*smiles*
so last night lance and i are cuddling and i'm pretty much asleep and lance is snoring beside me and all of a sudden theres a little hand pulling on my arm and a small voice saying "mommy" ... "mommy" ... "mommy mommy mommy" and finally i opened my eyes and i looked up and theres rylan with tear stains on his cheeks, more tears ready to be cried and so i pulled him up on the bed and i asked him what was wrong and he said he'd had a bad dream... so i told him to tell me about it and i did and he said that there was wolves running after him, just like in little red riding hood... so i said well you can sleep in our bed if it makes you feel better and he said yes... so... i kissed him good night and hugged him close to me, lance still cuddling close to me as the three of us tried to go back to sleep... rylan was already asleep when i felt the end of the bed move.. someone crawling up it to get inbetween lance and i looked and theres abie... and this time lance woke up and asked what was wrong... she'd heard a noise in her bedroom so lance picked her up and they went to inspect and turned up empty handed... but she too wanted to sleep in our bed... so the four of us.. trying to sleep in the same bed... but i knew i wasn't gonna be getting much sleep with a kid on either side of us.. within long i could hear snores from both of my children but i knew lance was still awake.. he kept doing this little sigh thing he does when he can't get to sleep and hes frustrated of trying... i guess hannah felt a bit left out because all of a sudden we hear this scream come from her room and she starts crying... how she knew we were all together i wouldn't know but i went to get up and lance pushed me back down saying he'd get her, and he came back with her, drying her tears off, crawling into bed with her... i turned slightly to watch him he looked so cute, hannah lying on top of his chest like that... she's getting way to big to do that though.. i love them all... they're my pride and joy... so did i get any sleep last night? not much... just a little bit... i had too much fun watching my children sleep... staring into my husbands eyes... *smiles*