soo yea i kinda overreacted...its because hes back with kim and she doesnt want me calling him..bitch..but whatev hes still calling me and sed hes going to write me from bootcamp..we will see..other news this weekend i had the wedding and saw the whole fam..and i loved it!! when u put me and lisa together it is a deadly thing..we r so dirty and we ( Read more... )

never been broken like this before..i dont think anyone knows the pain i feel at this moment..not only have ive been fooled again..i look like a complete asshole too cause i convinced everyone that hes changed..he looked me in the eye..he promised me and i gave in..he fucking promised me..i will never ever trust anyone ever again..well i guess it ( Read more... )

i hope this isnt happening again..cause if it is..i dont think ill ever trust anyone ever..and my heart will be broken and i probably wont be able to stop crying..ever

so last night i was laying in bed and thinking that i have been alive for 20 years..i mean 20 fricken years!! thats crazyy..i still feel like a teenager and still do stupid stuff..whatev i guess its ok..so im back at school after a good weekend home, it was fun i did all redneck things lol..went fishing shot a gun at a target went apple/peach ( Read more... )

soo schools good..work sucks..but whatev..birthday is in 4 dayssss :) im going to be 20!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe it..not a teenager anymore..crazyness..pure crazyness..im havin a bday party in CT on sat which will be fun! and hopefully peeps from nj can come and nina and mr tedone r coming and our neighbors and we r going to have a big dinner and ( Read more... )

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why did summer have to end?? and why is everyone else loving school?? why am i not?? why cant i just be normal?? why does it all happen to me?? ahhh i hate it alllllllllll and i hate not having a boyfriend ...!!!!!!!

Everything happens for a reason..this is crazy and insane but if it didnt happen i think i would have never known..

nina and i r bff :) and i love my friends for liking matt and it was a good weekend..thats it

why am i like this?? will it ever end?? what's wrong with me that i keep thinking about it? i just wish it was different..soooo different