home is where i wanna be
*"This Must Be the Place" -Talking Heads
It makes sense that the first day would be the hardest. There's no accomplishment to look back on. I can't say, "I've made it through this far... I can make it through the rest." All that's here is this seemingly huge amount of time ahead of me. The second day should be easier, and it should get even easier from there, as there is more having gotten through behind me and less waiting ahead of me. Today will suck. Tomorrow will be a little bit easier. He told me, "There's nothing to miss. Only great things to look forward to. We've had some amazing times together and there will only be more to come." I wonder if it's really that easy for him. If it is, I'm jealous. Love, love, love, love, love.
It makes sense that the first day would be the hardest. There's no accomplishment to look back on. I can't say, "I've made it through this far... I can make it through the rest." All that's here is this seemingly huge amount of time ahead of me. The second day should be easier, and it should get even easier from there, as there is more having gotten through behind me and less waiting ahead of me. Today will suck. Tomorrow will be a little bit easier. He told me, "There's nothing to miss. Only great things to look forward to. We've had some amazing times together and there will only be more to come." I wonder if it's really that easy for him. If it is, I'm jealous. Love, love, love, love, love.