Just know that when you see me cringe sometimes
I'm trying to rid the poison from my mind

imsodone,sosodone.

Im going to kill myself to this song..                        (not seriously chill)

I'm on my knees
only memories
are left for me to hold

Dont know how
but Ill get by
Slowly pull myself together

Theres no escape
So keep me safe
This feels so unreal

Nothing comes easily
Fill this empty space
Nothing is like it seems
Turn my grief to grace

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rah.
today was a suprisingly good day.
why?
cuddnt tell you.
its kind of nice though......   to feel better.

not that i can even tell you why i felt so shitty.

im just a bipolariousdisasterious. lmao.
good luck trying to sound that shit out.

idk.
idc.

i have to work today though :]
woooooooooooooooooooot

im not going to lie.. i like that place.

ha

& theres this ( Read more... )

I've been here before a few times & I'm quite aware we're dying....

Emily Needs To Get Her Ducks In A Row.

idk
what i am doing
where i am going 
what i should be doing
or how i should feel

and what i am supposed to do next

So heres a girl
    'who wears her heart on her sleeve
      who   forgives  but   never  forgets
       &&' always gives a second chance
       a girl that laughs with her friends
         ` acts  insane and  takes chances
    a girl who cries at night, but always
finds a reason to smile in the morning'

i guess at the end you really do start looking back at the beggining.

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i fear i might break
i fear i cant take it
tonight ill lye awake feeling empty
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so im reading go ask alice for my book report, and i was trying to do it... and i just cud relate to that book so much. & now im offically convinced that im going to end up like that. She ( Read more... )

so im gunna just sit here 
and watch from a far,

just everything fall.