Every Jrocker has a secret

[emmzidance]

Titel: Every Jrocker has a secret
Author: Emmzidance
Beta: Shadow_fictions
Chapter: 1
Genre: Drama Romance Smut Angst?
Rating: Ca 17
Warnings: Sex
Pairings: ReitaxRuki
Bands: The Gazette
Summary: Every Jrocker have a secret right?
Reita has one and he wants it that way, but what happen when Ruki is suspicion? 
And when Reita is staring to realize that he has feelings for the vocalist? 
Comments:This is my first Gazette fanfiction so please support me *bow*
And remember I am not responsible for what Reita is reading

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Ruki hooked his legs around Reita’s waist, the bassist had him pressed up against the wall. He leaned his head against the surface, his eyes closed while Reita kissed his neck, a few groans falling from his lips as their hips pushed closer and harder together. The vocalists’ hands were all over the others back in an attempt to get closer.

Reita placed his hands on Rukis legs to keep him more stable

They stood in Rukis hall after band practice when the lust-filled glances between the two members had turned to them being unable to keep their hands off each other. Only when they believed the other members couldn’t see them.

The hallway was dark, perfect for Reita to being trailing his kisses along Rukis face until he came to his lips. He stopped for a second, taking a deep breath before kissing the singer deeply.

The chaste touch of lips became more aggressive, heated and passionate, causing them to break only because they needed air.

"Reita I need you right now!" Ruki was moaning of pure pleasure; this was to much for him he needed the bassist, needed him right now.

The bassists’ fingers tried to undo Rukis belt, but were swiftly stopped in their tracks by warm breath and a desperate voice in the shell of their owners’ ears, causing him to shudder with desire.

"Not here… we can do it in my room," whispered Ruki.

Reita could only nod Ruki smiled and kissed Reita saliva-glossed lips.

They walked towards the bedroom and Reita closed the door behind him, pushing Ruki down onto the bed sheets. He clambered on top of him and, after a few minutes, the room was filled with gentle groans and the sound of passionate kisses.

Reitas’ hands found Rukis pants once more, and his fingers began to work at the zipper, pulling it down agonizingly slowly. Once or twice, he pressed his fingers a touch harder against the vocalists’ clothed member, gaining groans from his little lover causing Reita to smile to himself.

His lips attached themselves to Rukis neck while he pulled the fabric hiding Rukis body away from the creamy skin. As soon as they were gone, he threw them on the floor beside the bed.

Ruki pulled Reita down against him, kissing him deeply whilst his hands and fingers clumsily undid the bassists’ belt. It was actions like these that made the elder moan, pulling away from the swollen, red lips of the younger, to hastily remove his t-shirt.

Hands immediately gravitated to the new expanses of exposed flesh, Ruki delicately stroking sections with lazy movements, his breathing erratic as Reitas hand covered his own.

Reita smiled at Ruki, he was breathing heavily under him with his dark brown eyes searching and screaming for even more pleasure.

Gently, Reita brushed his hand over Rukis cheek, and across his glistening lips, slowly trailing down towards the hem of the younger mans shirt to pull it off.

They were nearly naked against each other, their underwear the final barrier between them.

Their lips were only a few millimetres apart, their breathing heavy and mixing together.

Ruki pushed his hips against Reitas, making them both groan. The vocalist flicked his tongue against the bassists’ lower lip, inviting him to go further and do more.

"Who's the impatient now?"

"You can’t say that you do not want it"

Reita rolled his eyes but could not help but smile and crash their lips together once more, the heat spilling through each other, groans and panting included.

Ruki hooked his legs around the hips of the other, and pushed up so that Reita couldn’t ignore how hard Ruki was. He could not take it anymore, so he slipped his fingers in to the slight gap between Ruki’s top and bottom lip.

"Suck"

Ruki looked up at Reita's eyes and could not help but smile a little sinisterly; he licked around his lips before he took his fingers in his mouth.

Reita felt Ruki swallow around the full length of his fingers, proving that he really did have no gag reflex.

When Ruki was sure that his fingers were wet enough, he bit cautiously at the digits, it was Rukis sign that he was finished, Reita removed his fingers from Rukis hot mouth.

Reita hooked his hands under Rukis underwear and slowly pulled them down so that Ruki gasped from the cold that suddenly hit his member.

Ruki splayed his hands against Reitas’ back, slowly moving them down to the bassists butt, so that he could remove the last piece of clothing and toss it on the floor.

Reita felt Rukis eyes looked at him, but further down much further down.

"Ruki stop it," whispered Reita, who felt he was getting red cheeks.

Ruki looked slowly up towards Reitas eyes and smiled. He took his hand and pulled gently through Reitas hair, pushing him down against him, kissing him deeply.
Their members rubbed against one another so that both of them moaned into the kiss.

Reita took it as a proposal and slipped his hand between Rukis legs, playing around his entrance in a way that made Ruki whine and start puling harder on Reita hair.

Reita pushed a finger in, causing Ruki to gasp in his ear as he adjusted to the sensation. Soon after, he eased in another finger, though Ruki moaned in pain, a sign that he needed to adjust a little more.

After a few minutes, the vocalist became fully accustomed and took the third finger that Reita offered. His hands left the soft blonde strands of the bassists head to grip the sheets on the mattress instead.

The room was filled with the panting of Ruki, who desperately tried to keep his breathing steady. It wasn’t their first time, but each time was similar to it.

Ruki opened his eyes and looked up at Reitas’, the elders half lidded eyes made Ruki smile slightly, if this was turning Reita on, having him make a face like that, he couldn’t wait to see the face when they were making love.

Reita leaned down and kissed Ruki softly on the lips, the kiss deepening even though the younger was finding it hard to breathe.

When Reita disengaged their lips, he whispered a short phrase softly in his ear, causing the singer to shudder and smile at the same time.

"I love you"
Reita could feel Ruki smile against his cheek.

He took his fingers and Ruki moaned in protest, though hooked his hands around Reita's neck and pulled him towards himself, whispering his own little horny and loving sentence at the same time.

"I love you too baka"

Reita closed the last millimetres and kissed Ruki so deeply that anyone could run out of breath.

After a few minutes of making out in the bed, the room was getting warmer and they did not know what time it was it was, though it was darker in the room then before.
It didn’t take long for Ruki to break the kiss to resurface for air.

"Reita..." Ruki whined "Please!"

"You are always so impatient"

Reita had his member press gently against Rukis entrance and with one fast and hard move he pushed himself into Ruki...

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Ruki had just entered the room and was leaning on the door opening; he looked at his friend who sat in front of the computer. It did not seem that he had noticed when Ruki opened the door to his room.

The vocalist left the door and started walking toward Reita, he wondered what it was that had the bassists eyes fixed so pointedly on the computer screen.

When Ruki was stood behind Reita he began to read the words on the top of the screen.

Fanfiction ... what the hell was that? And what did Ca 17 standing for?

Reita thought he knew that someone was behind him but it would be impossible, he had locked the door right?

Just to be sure, the bassist dragged his eyes off the screen and turned around and meeting Ruki who was standing behind.

It felt as if the air had rushed out of his lungs, he had sat and read fanfic about their own band and the worst thing was that it was hard smut. About him and their singer, no less. The singer who now stood behind him. So sometimes he had looked at Ruki when they switched clothes in the dressing room, but there was surely nothing wrong with that?

Reita turned around again, quickly closing down the window. Not too quickly, or Ruki would suspect something, but fast enough that it wouldn’t cause awkward questions should Ruki take the chance to read anything, if it wasn’t already too late.

Reita shut off the computer and thought about standing up, deciding against it as he felt that he had a hard on from reading the smut. Damn, he screamed in his mind. If he stood up, Ruki would see and that would mean questions. Not wanting to take chances, he tried to play it cool.

"What’s up, Ruki?”

Ruki raised an eyebrow at Reita and then nodded towards the computer.

"What was that?"

Reita took a deep breath and stood up and start walking toward the kitchen with his back turned to the singer.

"Just some fans letters…"

Ruki followed after Reita to the kitchen with his arms over his chest defiantly, looking like he wanted a believable answer.

"Fan mail? It looked like a hell of a long letter!"

Fuck, Reita thought while he poured some coffee for himself, hiding his lower regions behind a bench.

He too a big gulp of the quickly cooling coffee.

They all lived in the same house, work was easier that way. Everyone had their own room, but with the members walking into each others personal spaces, they had decided to place locks on the doors.

"Where are the others?" Reita asked trying to avoid the subject.

Ruki walked closer to Reita who pinned himself closer to the bench, he had to bite his tongue so that he didn’t groan at the touch. He really needed to take a shower, and quickly.

"They went to the studio and I was just going to tell you that we should go now." said Ruki and nodded towards the clock.

Reita followed his eye line. It was 9:34! Shit! He had not had time to eat breakfast and they could not tell when he would eat next… Though when he thought about it, it wasn’t such a problem right now.

"Shall we go?" asked Ruki while he went to the table and collect some paper and began to walk out to the hall.

"You can go ahead first; I have to take a shower"

Ruki turned around and looked at the bassist; it did not look like he needed a shower and did he not shower yesterday? Yeah, well, what ever. He did not have time for this, he put on his bag with the papers in and started waling to the door.

"Okay, but hurry if you're not there at 10:00 Kai will not be happy. See you then!"

Reita nodded to him and Ruki walked out the door.

He stood in the kitchen and waited until he heard the door close. Pushing up from the bench, he ran his hand through his hair and poured the coffee away in disgust.
He walked to the bathroom quickly, counting his blessings at how lucky it was that Ruki did not see he had a hard on. What would he have answered with if Ruki had asked?

"Ahh nothing special, I just read a fanfic, that is… erm… a story that our fans write about us and how we would just have sex with each other." Reita shook his head and start walking into the shower to put on cold water, he did not want to get in the shower right that moment, or did he? Reita could not help smiling to himself.

Ruki had still not left; he stood outside the door and thought: "What the heck is a fanfic?"
He muttered to himself and lit a cigarette and began to slowly walk to the studio maybe the others knew he thought to himself.

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A/N: My first Gazette fanfiction^^
I have been writing on it in a while now and I hope you like it please support me I need all I can get <3
Comments are appreciated~
In my head they look lik this:  klick