Hey ladies

[emnash17]

So it has been forever since we have hung out. Not becasue of lack of attempts though. I feel sooooo shity about not being able to go to chicago with you guys. So this is going to be the deep journal entry, just to let you know in advance. I feel soooo guilty that I am not going to chicago with you guys, but I am going to chicago with Sam and

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aghhhh

[mesmerized24601]

now i needed another one because the 2 sweet 2 be thingy got all fucked up

oh well im over it

love ya

WOW!!!!!

[emnash17]

That was like some crazy posting goin on. I didnt get mad at any of it. But honestly I cant answer any of the questions casue there were soooooo many that I cant even remember them all. So I guess we will just talk about this later. I guess I am just so use to hanging out with you guys all the time that when I dont it feels kinda werid. And the whole year thing, well I did me that jokingly but then I didnt. I am not saying I am over you guys. But I think that I have that in the back of my head when ever there maybe some sort of disagreement. I mean were not fighting or anything, so thats good. The difference with you and marisa is that we can talk things threough as apposed to just saying "fuck it". I wont let myself get into one of those ruts , but I sometimes feel liek I am leaning that way. Once agian its not liek it is you guys, casue I love hanging out with y'all. I think I have like some crazy comittment issues, were its like get out before they can hurt you type of thing. I think that I am liek that soo much now