so things are ok... lost my 3rd phone this month, hahaha it's kinda funny how shit unravels. I only gotta put up with this half way house bull shit for another week then I can finally have a home again ( Read more... )

So life is hard.
AA meetings are actually pretty awesome, I mean I plunged without a light to follow, but I swear that I'd follow anything if it'd just get me out of here...I'm in such ruin I can't find a solid piece to build off this rubble.. why did I let myself fuck up so bad? Why did I let this get so destroyed ( Read more... )

Hey oh hopes they leave ( Read more... )

Oh how time cut_s away,
at the pieces of life we make,
melting to the sound of passing days,
trying hard not to shake.

Moving loosely, holding tightly,steady hands go together oh so nicely,
am I someone to remember?
have I done what I meant?
I'm where I am, the only spot where I can say
I stand.Sun setting up for the lonely night,
stars_stars dancing oh so ( Read more... )

I wish I had more friends who ( Read more... )

YAY I TURN 20 TODAY!!

Lonely ( Read more... )

I may have to go to jail...

*gulp*

oh well at least I can go to cali for a little bit this weekend....
does anyone want to hang out?

Hello everybody, still alive and kicking and for once I'm happy about it ( Read more... )

im losing my mind,
i wish people wouldnt act like theyre my friend but not really be a friend
honesty is better ya kno?
but new years rocked... so chill, so drunk.
happy its 2008 i already feel happier, i may be getting sick tho :(
oh well watching superbad see ya later