Went to see brianne and drop off her movie...she was feelin good:( i hope shes doin better now ( Read more... )

I find myself here...writing this stupid entry...for what reason...it will fix nothing..i find myself having a empty list...and empty list of reasons why i should live. It isnt good...i am so depressed that the word depressed is an understatement. i wrote a poem on my feeling ( Read more... )

I stayed home today ( Read more... )

im saying goodbye to love ( Read more... )

My My...how moods can change so fast ( Read more... )

im tired, depressed u name it
weird how your mood changes so fast
i dunno anymore
im confused
me and brianne
blah
i love her
she doesnt know whts wrong
why cant it be easier
im so upset about everything
i dont wanna be here anymore
really i dont
but im goin to bed

Lastnight was odd
i was cranky until i got with her
work was so boring
but lastnight i realized i couldnt stop looking at brianne
i couldnt stop saying to myself how beautiful she was
thats when i realized exactly how much i miss her
im hoping something will happen
that would be great
i just wanna be happy
i want her happy to

I am ( Read more... )

Not much else to it than that, i told brianne how i feel ( Read more... )

Sitting here in botany in the lab...doin work, well trying but i cant while im thinking ( Read more... )