Stephen and I are no more.

Why am I not more upset?

So yeah. It's been a boring day. I want to see Stephen. I really hope he remembers that he said we would hang out today. Just my stupid luck, he'll have to work. It's been a lousy few days, and I can't wait for the weekend. Already. I wanna sleep in and do nothing. Man, summer needs to get here faster. And the beginning of "Don't Mess With ( Read more... )

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I miss seeing Stephen! :( It sucks that his work schedule doesn't work out with my class schedule. Bummer. At least I still have Amanda!

Today, Ricci and I decided to become hookers. Anthony is our pimp. Because he's Asian. Don't ask...It was funny, though.

I'm gonna go hang out with Amanda now. Good times...

I just don't get what the thrill of street racing is. Especially since it's so deadly and illegal. So Stephen left me a voicemail last night that said he wanted me to call him back. I did, and he told me he was at the races. I was pretty pissed off. I told him to just go home. He promised me he wouldn't race. And he didn't. He just called ( Read more... )

Why is it that when everything seems so perfect, something has to go wrong? I found out some stuff last night which made me really confused. I really hope that it doesn't effect our relationship. But, fuck. This is some serious shit.
I'm so tired. I slept until 11:30 AM, but I wish I could've slept all day.

Man alive. I'm beat! And I've only been awake for four hours. I'm drinking Mt. Dew in an attempt to wake myself up. Help ( Read more... )

Isn't it strange how two people in your life can make everything seem okay? I feel like I'm riding some fucked up rollercoaster, and Amanda and Stephen are right beside me ( Read more... )

Stephen: the more and more i spend time with you the more and more you grow inside of my heart. you now hold a special place in my heart... i dont know why its almost like i feel this connection with you... i absolutly love spending time with you... i think we get along perfectly!.... ive never had that.... its almost frightening... but yet soo ( Read more... )

Wee! I wrote all about my trip in my Teen Open Diary, and I really don't feel like writing about it again. lol. Sorry, kids! But, in short, I had a great time! I missed Amanda and Stephen like crazy! But I get to see them this week! Yay! Amanda tomorrow and Stephen on Wednesday. Well, I'm BUSHED, so I'm gonna go to sleep! Love you all!