Comments | emo_jade419: say goodbye to your good intentions

emo_jade419

say goodbye to your good intentions

Sep 30, 2005 08:04

god it seems that everything i do is wrong. all the fucking time. first off i apparently am cold hearted and leave people out of plans when the truth is i have been trying like crazy to just feel accepted and like im not the huge burden that i feel like to the whole effing family. however my fears were realized the next day when i saw plainly that ( Read more... )

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exilemusic September 30 2005, 15:21:30 UTC

im sorry, and i love you. i really do. i hope that everything ok and you know im here to talk to if you do need me. and i hope u do need me. ive been there all the other times, and i would like to be there again. just talk to me k? and we can figure something out.. a plan.. we always figure out some kind of plan.. i wish u didnt leave early today... pep rally..... which u always usually attend.. but i understand.. alright danni.... take care.

emo_jade419 September 30 2005, 16:53:55 UTC

alex i do miss you.. and i did need you.. and i miss the old days. but i got sick of waiting for you to be the person that u used to be. uve changed and i dont like this new you. im sorry but i miss the alex that played footsy with greg and needed me back. and didnt have so many things going on in his life that it feels like even when u are around, u arent really there. i love you too and this is horrible. but i guess i just decided to stop trying to make u be who u used to be, and just wait and see if u come back on ur own. so until then.. ill c u around or sumthing

fuck it! sorrow_for_now September 30 2005, 19:18:47 UTC

ok fuck everyone fuck everything lets fucking party! lol i hope ur still going to it tomorrow night :( hmmmm danielle i think basically whats happening here is that ur not talking to anyobody about anything. this is the first fucking time that i even heard that u and aaron were having problems. im here too just like always but it seems that ur the one thats never here. :(. all u need to do is stick around and maybe u guys do need some time apart but all i can remember is u last year saying " josh, can u get aaron to go here?" or "josh can u get aaron to go there?" io thought things were good u finally got "ur rockstar" i hope u guys dont break up but if u need time alone then think long and hard about whether u just want to throw ur chance away. u finally got what u wanted. and now u dont want it ? hmmm this sounds familliar. no offense but maybe ur not the only girl like u. :(. im completely sorry for saying that but this is the third time ive seen a happy couple or almost couple just flush things down the drain and i cant just sit ( ... )

Re: fuck it! emo_jade419 September 30 2005, 22:42:21 UTC

everythings going to be fine josh. i just get frustrated and shit. everythings fine.

FUCKING RIGHT WE"RE GONNA PARTY

Re: fuck it! exilemusic October 3 2005, 12:33:51 UTC

lol u guys r cute. and i enjoyed seeing ur funny outfits at homecoming. thats wut senior year is about my friends.. hope u had fun satnight. :)