Wow i cant even remember the last time i updated. Well i guess the love life is a good place to start hehe. shane and i are doing very very well <3 we're in love and happy. the distance thing gets me sumtimes, but then we see each other and it just makes it all the better. His cabaret thingy is this weekend so i get to see him play :o) Can't wait ( Read more... )

I got in a accident so i cant remember things well. i guess ill get all better in a couple weeks. but the next couple days will be kinda bad. i dun remember the day of the week and new information is hard to keep in my head. So anywayz. i DO remember that shanes dance is tomorrow and i love him and i get to see him :o) id also like to say that lil ( Read more... )

This weekend was absolutely wonderful. The snowdays were okay i guess, i was pretty much just working tho so no big deal there. But Saturday and Sunday morning were awsome :o) My rents went outta town Saturday, to portland for sum get away thing. So after work I went N* got Shane. We shopped for a while, but my hunt for a new purse seems to be ( Read more... )

This weekend was bittersweet. The plays were stressful and in the end painful lol.. but it was worth it. I bitch about it alot, but i really do love theatre N* all that it brings. I cant wait to be involved with the rock opera in a few weeks. Basically the plays and work consumed fri and sat. Sunday was the sweet part. I spent the entire day with ( Read more... )

It makes me sick to my stomach to think about it.. I dont wanna think about it. Im sorry if I had any part in this, really i am. But its important to remember that it was no ones fault, it was a personal decision. I still feel like throwing myself off of sumthing everytime i think about it tho. Most of all im sorry that anyone could think so little ( Read more... )

Alright, Friday was awsome :o) I got all caught up in anatomy and then spent the whole night with the best guy in the world. The show was really good, STRs soundin better and better everytime i see em, Colorlessmoment did very well with a drummer this time <3 and HeadStart! amazes me as always. Shane N* i were all cuddling and ah i love when he ( Read more... )

Okay havent written in a while, not really but i dunno feels like everything changes in a day lately anywayz lol sooooo this is the first time ive been to school in like a week.. literally lol i just dont enjoy waking up in the morning and then by the time i get up its time for work anywayz! My new Goal is to go to school everyday until we leave ( Read more... )

I dont have much to say, and that in its self is AMAZING haha. Ive been thinking SO much latey lol or should i say ive been NOT thinking so much lately. Life is so simple if u just take out everything u dont like. Dont like drama, dont create it. Dont like break ups, get back together or move on. I know its easier said than done but honestly, y is ( Read more... )

Well it all came out in the open last nite, finally. The truth hurts, but silence kills. I cant get into specifics becuz quite frankly i dont want to start another comment war. he tells me he still has strong feelings for me. I want him to. Maybe thats my mistake. id take him back. maybe thats my downfall. I dont beleive he is the person that hes ( Read more... )

Alright well life's been weird lately. I dun remember the last time i updated but im sure it was sum sappy emo luvy duvy im happy as all hell or depressed as all fuck entry.... o yeah that covers just about every entry ive ever written! haha wow ( Read more... )