i just read TUESDAYS WITH MORRIE for the second time and i think that i am going to really follow what the book says. When morrie talks about emotions and how you should cry or let all your emotions go in the morning so you can go on the day fresh and just happier if you let go of things. i started that today, execpt its a new change so, i feel ( Read more... )

i know i like him and it scares me because i think i messed things up. ill explain later and tell you what im going to say.

ok well i have some things on my mind but the biggest thing is school. i am failing 3 of my classes. the thing is i cant pass tests and thats why im failing. its absoluty insane how people cut class and dont even try get F's but the people that try get F's too if they suck at tests. if i cant pass test's now how the hell am i ever going to college ( Read more... )

oh man let me tell you about yesterday. kevin called me and he finally wanted to hang out and meet in person. ashley called me and wanted me to pic up her pictures and then we hung out with kevin and his friend. i saw him and i was like hmmm hes soo cute. then we where hanging out and he was all over me. i love when someone is intersted in me, it ( Read more... )

i talked to my new friend Tabien last night. I met him the other day. Hes very very cute and hes funny as hell on the phone. He talked about how I said chicago funny. eh who knows. I cant wait for today after school im going to cash my check, get a new jacket and get some christmas gifts. i got a big suprise starting up for someone special. so be ( Read more... )

yes everyone im back. im so happy about that. lj is so much better than xanga. today was ryans birthday (hes now sixteen!!) it was fun he like ate the whole bag of chocoate i gave him and had a big laugh at my card i got him. hes so cute. i cant belive tommarrows already thanksgiving. it came by so fast and i dont hear much about it besides ( Read more... )

ok i just watched a 9/11 movie. it never really hit me untill now its so sad. i want to cry. but yeah since noone reads this i want to say hahah brians single. hell yeah!!

im so sick of school already. its actully not that bad but i hate 10th hour. its so funnny how i have no homework on days i dont work and tons when i do. ugh my luck eh. i saw brian and kenny yesterday at wally world. tehe. i guess brian thinks im mad at him.. umm well your playing with my emotions and my heart. not cool buddy. enuff about him now ( Read more... )

i decided i miss this lj. its apart of me. lol. lots of stuff has been happening. im not going to go through it all. im just gonna start off with today. i hope the weather in flordia stops cuz my dannys down there and ugh im scared. i want him to come here with his family so he can be safe. brians being a butt fuck so other than that. im super

ok some things im about to say i know i shouldnt be saying but 'O FUCKING WELL' well actully when i come to think of it, im actully to scared to write in my livejournal and have everyone see it. im actully thinking about making this friends only. i dont kno why just cuz. hmmm. i have alot on my mind. ive been sitting here for a while thinking about ( Read more... )