Dani and I are so determined that no one can stop us..Ah this summer is looking up...I am for once in a long time, Happy..yeah i know its amazing that i can actually say that i am happy..

For once everything will change..and I Am so Fucking happy about it...

I fucking love my friends, ya hurrd...and i thank you kids for everything!

Thats not how its supposed to be...I don't want to be treated like this..whether or not it means you care..i'd rather you hated me than treat me like this

Wow last night was so fun..just kicking it with the two coolest chicks around..Ya Hurrd!...

I love pimping it with Brandon

Dani and i almost cried the first time we heard "our" new song..ahhh how ( Read more... )

A note to you:I am so sick of all this immature bullshit..I can take it anymore...I am not going to try to fix things with you if you are going to be a drama queen..

I can't tell what i am feeling right now. I feel like I am an empty shell filled with empty emotions spitting out emotions words..with empty meanings..So i guess i am feeling empty..

I ( Read more... )

I can see it now...My summer is going to suck ass...I can see it to were i fall out of touch with some of my really good friends..who have recently set me to the side...I try so hard to make things better and i still get nothing...and just because you are mad doesnt mean you have to treat me like i should go kill myself...

I haven't written a poem ( Read more... )

Well school is finally over...and on Wednesday I saw mother fucking HOT HOT HEAT in concert..which was amazng..it was an awesome show...

Things are really confusing...I dont know whats going on...On the last day of school two of my best friends decided to get mad at me and then i ended up crying in 4th hour cause i was talking to one of them and ( Read more... )

Fucking eh..i am seriously so fucking fed up....I am fed up with myself..and everything..i can hardly think..i try not to let it bother me..but sometimes i think i can't even be myself..i mean sometimes i jsut dont feel like laughing or talking about dirty things..or anything..and then people think something is wrong...

I am dont want to complain.. ( Read more... )

I wait and wait and wait to talk to you and it kills me when we dont talk and i tell you this and you say...
dont do or say anything its all fine just give me some time to slow down a bit this is just gonna be a busy ass month

Its killing me..i dont want to get hurt and i tell you that to and i dont like to worry and  you tell me

so dont just let ( Read more... )

Fucking Assfaces...Holler!

wow..i am so sick of people..that say they are my friends..and then they can't tell me whats going on with them..i mean honestly..i thought friends were supposed to tell eachother everything...

All i need right now is to talk to you...to you..and thats all i need..and for some reason that will settle my nerves..UNTIL then ( Read more... )

This week has been crazy...one of the worst nights in my entire life...saturday..and i had my friends to talk to...I love you guys so much..and when i was crying and almost hyperventalating Chelsey, Casey and Tarrah were there for me..and i couldnt have been more lucky...

Finally things have made me clam down..to an extent..i mean we haven't talked ( Read more... )

I hurt so fucking bad right now..and all i want is to breathe, one time that i can tell is a real breath and not these shitty empty swallows of air..

I can tell that i am falling apart..and i hope its permanent...I hope when its final..it is painful and amazing

I wanna scream in your fucking face..rip at you with my hands..tear you up..and fall on ( Read more... )