I HATE THIS FEELING.

these pills make my stomach sore and im dizzy and itchy.

but i still hate this feeling.. my heart hurts.

went swimming for the frist time this summer yesterday! it was good then sarah and the boys came over for tacos.. damn those were good ( Read more... )

heavy heart swing low
feel down let go

spent my day watching little pink and blue clouds twirl arround in circles as i crushed them and suffocated them, durring this time i thought alot, i think too much lately.
things are way too stressful.
had fun last nite.. well with the golf cart haha
going out with andrea tonite.
work again tomorrow. 8am

i havent updated in a while ( Read more... )

yup ( Read more... )

i hate not being able to sleep

fuck u work ( Read more... )

ive been in the stupidest mood for the past week and i cant make it go away. i hate feeling like this, i should be happy. stayed home from school today "cuz i had a sore throat" more or less cuz i wanted to sleep and not think ( Read more... )

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*smashes heart on the floor*