I am my own psychiatrist

[emo_robot]

Dear Nicholas Alan Kreiner

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[fifi_the_unholy]

You know Olas, you haven't ever really dropped your cynicism around me. In fact, the only things I've noticed you doing differently at all in the last few weeks, as opposed to when I met you, are cursing more often, and... well.... being a bit more *openly* derogatory towards people, just people in general. Sure you smile more, but .... ok, I'm going to put this in ** because this is only what I think, for the record. * You seem to be letting those false fronts shape the entire person you are outwardly. When I'm around you, there isn't any Olas left in the person I'm talking to, just a smile, a jibe, and a pair of sad eyes. *

You know I at least wouldn't care whether or not you were depressed or happy, I'd much rather you were just yourself. No matter how yourself is feeling.
You can talk to me, I know I'm not the most.... emotionally or mentally sound person you know, but I listen.

saRAH

[emo_robot]

Actually, the only person I can think of that I've been more derogatory towards is you. What can I say? You bring out the worst in me. I don't feel comfortable around you, I don't feel like I can be myself around you. I wish you would stop all the touching and petting, really. I'm not your cat. You're starting to bother me in the same way that you did back when we had just started talking in that class, but in a much worse way. Please stop. And, it's true that I can talk to you, but trusting you to keep anything of mine secret would be ridiculous.

[fifi_the_unholy]

Hmph, what can I say, I'm just a physical person. *shrug* Oh well.

And I guess that means that just because I'm around, you feel the need to harp on the other people we're with. *shrug* Oh well.

[incu_rocker]

You dont have to put anything fake up to make your friends feel good, or even to make yourself feel good. We love you no matter how you feel in any moment. I will listen to you if you need to yell, cry, rant, or laugh.

there is no such one as cynickalzero; you are my hero.

[a_glass_heart]

Olsa, we have had our moments, and we won't go there again. I love you very much, and I am very lucky [[maybe too lucky]] to have a great friend, one that atually calls me, that cares about me. I appreciate everything that you do for me, and I try to meet you half-way at least. You should never put up a front around me...you can't. I either make you laugh or mad. :) Nick, you see that icon? That was no front...that was a good time fun. I miss that. We are hanging out this weekend, you have no choice. Sorry for being long-winded, but I have a point to get across. (: [[you know you love it]] I am sorry I haven't got to hang out with the *new* group, that only really includes one and a half people [[kathy and .leslie kristiana]]. I need to vist you, yes indeed. I ♥ you. You should be very happy to know that you have so many friends that adore you and a little sister that admires you. If I didn't have enough siblings already...I would adopt you as the big brother I never had, but I do have you, because you have always been there for me

[anonymous]

Though we don't really know each other, but as always, you don't have to pretend to be anything you're not.

I try to be honest with you and talk about stuff with you, and I'm pretty sure you trust me, which I'm glad you do.

I swear I had a point to this when I began typing, but it seems to have been lost in translation(which I need to see) from my brain to my fingers.

Anywho, stay 1337, and much <3