Yeah so saturday is my birthday...i hope my sister comes home. She is just waiting on my niece's passport. Yeah. I will be 19. Nothing special about it. It's one of those filler birthdays for the "important" ones. 18 was pretty important...i registered to vote. Woohoo ( Read more... )

Hello journal. I am working...oh joy. Man I think i need to move out of town. Maybe i will go to lansing and attend LCC. That would be nice. Or maybe i will go to San Fransisco..That is where I really want to go. I just have some things trying to hold me back. And they are winning.

Ugh. I hate these split emotions...will they ever go away?

Well things have been going ok for the most part. I got to go to the New England Metal Fest. Big THANKS to marc navarro for inviting me and everyone else for being so much fun. Also big thanks to big Owen for giving me food this weekend...and then not letting me pay him back ( Read more... )

*sigh* :-(

I was thinking today...and with everything that has been going on...the eviction stuff...the relationship stuff...my spiritual pits...i've realized that no matter how hard it is..it is for my benefit.

being out of my comfort zone means being in my growth zone...

"I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything."

I hope I didn't ruin the moment...

Hahahahahha....

Let me tell you a story ( Read more... )

I am learning jiu jitsu...and oh my gosh it is so much fun....it is a lot like wrestling...but there is more practical stuff to it....heck yeah...i'm gonna turn into a machine!

hehe :-)

It still hurts inside really bad...i saw him just freaking out crying today and that was soo hard to handle...but brandon is being so supportive and i am glad that i have him...and erin (his wife)...i really haven't talked to her much about it...but from what brandon says...she is all about helping me out too...so i am starting to feel better even ( Read more... )