Once Again I Am A Failure

[emoan7hem]

I don't know why I even talk anymore. All I do is fuck up and hurt people. I think I deserve what I've gotten. I've been crying for half an hour. Why don't I just fucking kill myself? I'll tell you why. I'm a fucking masochist. I'd rather experience the pain that I put myself through. I wonder if I was born without the part of your brain

Comments

[crazy_arab]

what happened with mrs veltman? btw, i think humanity on the whole is masochistic... it's like from the matrix how they made the first one a perfect happy world and everyone rejected it, so they had to add misery and suffering and shit. pain is a big part of life as much as it sucks, I guess it's just a not so helpful reminder that we are in fact still alive.

[winter_girl]

I can not tell you how familiar that sounds... I've felt the same way recently and it sucks. If you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me, even though we don't really talk a lot. Later --- Hayley.

Hehe.

[emoan7hem]

The only reason we don't talk is because when I try and talk to you, you don't say anything, silly. Maybe we can just be livejournal buddies. :-p

P.S. sorry, I accidentally posted with my sister's account. Oops!

[archaeo]

"and you're so much like me I'm sorry."

[winter_girl]

Sweet. LJ buddies!!!