nick and i are talking again. we might hang out later. Ashley has a boy she wants me to meet but idk...

and when it came down to everything..... Im now officially dateless to prom. There is no way chad can get down here to take me. Im crushed.. idk wut to do. Im not even sure if i still want to go.

Well... i went out and played pool wit nick last night after class. I had a great time... thought something was blooming. ya neva kno right? He took me home and he was the perfect gentleman who walked me to my door, didn't pressure for a kiss, but woudln't leave without at least a hug. It was really cool. I get home today from school, and he' ( Read more... )

Robbie Budington died today. I don't know what i could possibly say about it. It sounds so cliche, but you hear other people talking about tragedies like "oh, it was such a small town, you never thought it would happen here." now i know how that feels. He'd just turned 18, and had a tatoo of "Carpe Diem" down his spine. He never got the ( Read more... )

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Well, last night was just chok full of bad news... :( Started off good, then i lost my toy. for good this time i think. Then i clled chad and he was pretty cranky.. sed he doens't know if he's gonna be able to make it down for prom. *dies!* then i found out ive got a frieken doctors apointment today.. that just blows. Spent most of the ( Read more... )

woooo! Prom is coming up! sorta..lol. its April 16, and im so psyched. Chad's flying down to be with me for prom. As if thats not cool enuff.. i almost fit into my dress already, and i've still got 2 months to go. I made my apointment for my hair, make-up and just for fun i decided to go in for a manicure too. The whole thing is only gonna ( Read more... )

Man.. i hate valentine's day... stupid pointless holiday and i hate it. But i mean.. i wish i had a valentine. Im sick of being single on valentine's day. *cries* Idk.. im comin anti v-day again, but i still wish someone was there for me. *sigh*

Well, lets see.. this weekend has been interesting thus far. Friday night mike and i were suppossed to go out to see a movie wit a shit load of people.. wound up we didn't see the movie, and it was just me, him, and aubrey. We walked around the mall for a little while and when nick called, he basically told me that he wasn't coming. *grr* so ( Read more... )

Well today was ok, started off boring cuz of the stupid FCAT testing this morning. I spent 1st period in the auditorium. The rest of the school day was eventless till drivers ed. turns out im a pretty damn good driver..lol. He let me move one of the cars off the parking lot and onto the range.. yay for me :-D Came home, had to babysit *bleh* ( Read more... )

Worked saterday and sunday 12-4.. that was boring..Then i went shopping too. Spent WAY too much money. After work both days i got to hang out with matt tho, so that was fun :) Almost fell asleep on his lap saterday night. We watched Varsiy blues and then Volcano(on tv) he didn't leave till around 11:30, so that was cool too. Worked my ass off ( Read more... )