fuck i am so bored and tired last night i didn't get home from miami till like 3 am. i saw my godfather and i haven't seen him in 6 years and now he want to make up for all the years he missed. he was telling me about his daughter that i used to be good friends with but now she lives with her mother(my godmother). but i think she is into ( Read more... )

well last night i want for a walk around my nieborhood. and ealier that day me and my mom got in a fight. and then i got cought sneaking out just to get away. my mom says that i am a kid and that my live has not drama but it really does and it if really hard to deal with. but i didn't cut down last night even though i really wanted to i didn't. ( Read more... )

the drama around here never seems to stop. now it is with me and my mom. then it is between jj and nikki and amanda. nikki is bullshiting jj just like melissa did but nikki can't keep her game staight. she fucks up on all part. espeicaly with her away messages she is putting "i love 54" and jj would be 66. hum. but what ever tomorrow we are haveing ( Read more... )

well i haven't balled my eyes out yet but i know later tonight i will. but right now colin is makeing me laugh so it is helping me and josh was over earlier so it was really great to see him he made me feel alot better. i am singing me and richie song right and talking to josh. amanda was freaking out today shaggy isn't talking to her and she found ( Read more... )

those of you that know today is the day that my best friend, that was also one of my boyfriend, day of his death. he died three years ago on this day. i want to just sit here and cry listening to our song but i am at work and i can't mess up my make up (thinking like amanda). i didn't want to go to work today but i have to cause i want to by my ( Read more... )

i messed up my last entry i leave 8, 9, and 10 black so here are those last three

the last three band names:
8.Sugar Exodus
9.World on Fire
10.Love, Hate, and Acholol