i'm not unfaithful but i'll stray.

i can't believe i am thinking about this.

two days off.

closing by myself.

crisp.

cold cold cold how i miss you.

those cards.
they are still there.
hidden.

smiles.
are evil.

sinking.
sink.

i think...
i did a couple of things that were a bad idea.

moving back, would be harder than moving here.

i love ace of base.

and kristie.

and ny.

and ace of base.

like a lot a lot.

also crispani.

also being amazing and good looking.

also salads during lunch with dumbasses.

also never being a cashier anymore.

also lame things.

boys!

sex is dumb.
boys are dumb.

i am so unfufilled.

i got a flat tire.
i am helpless.
i bought two new ones. and now my car doesn't screech when i turn at -2 miles an hour.

i miss...

so over it.

but so not.

but so fucking don't care.

so got lied to.
but... you know...

i need a new life.

girls are better than boys.

i've gone stupid ( Read more... )

i want to die.

why am i so dumb?

kristie and justin are coming tomorrow yayayaya ( Read more... )

"candace come to bed"

my heart is broken.
because i am dumb.
and don't think things through.

but that, that made me happy.

my life is confusing me ( Read more... )

i've forgotten all about those anniversaries and birthdays and years that have gone by.
that is refreshing.

brandon and i got into a fight.

i keep on forgetting about panera.

i am so excited to leave soon.

two years. not three.

it would have been 5 if i had my way.
but i didn't.
and i wouldn't want it.

i got payed today ( Read more... )