friends have codes. everyone knows about the codes. they are pretty much the same for guys and girls and they keep peoples feelings from getting hurt. exam. you never date a friends ex. chicks before dicks. bros before hoes. another example of this would be that you don't make out with a friends ex when your friend is standing 5 feet away. and i ( Read more... )

have you ever tried calling someone and you find that their phone is either turned off or not working, but you feel the need to talk to them so bad that you call them back shortly after, knowing that you won't get through? i've been doing that for two effin days ( Read more... )

this weekend has worn me out. i haven't stopped since thursday. 2 vodka nites and a lot of driving. i love working at the store in murfreesboro besides the fact that they've been raping me as far as hours are concerned. but i just look at that as being stupid on their part because i had the highest sales the first week i was there. so whatever. i ( Read more... )

i've been in a strange mood the past week or two. i miss kevin sooooo much. i think i'm going to go see him in the next week or two. i have 7 other people living in my house. i live in a three bedroom for those of you who didn't know. its been pure hell. i've been working which is cool because i love my job. and today i found out that i will ( Read more... )

This place is a prison ( Read more... )

i'm begining to think that i am a complete idiot. why must i push people away? and then for some reason when i realize what a mistake i've made it's too late to undo the damage. i just don't get myself at all. so now i'm stuck waiting for the phone to ring, hoping that its a call from memphis. this is what i get for being absolutly insane. but even ( Read more... )

well today i got a new job. i am now the new sales associate at pacsun in rivergate. shitty pay. not very many hours. but one kick ass discount. i also have an interview at september's cafe but whitney has advised me not to work there. i'm going to go to the interview anyways just to see about the money and whatnot. it won't hurt anything just to ( Read more... )

my moods have begun to even out quite a bit. i'm a little bit easier to be around. i'm begining to understand why some people think i might be a bit codependent. and this pissed me off at first but then i realized that its just a part of who i am. if this wasnb't a part of my personality then i wouldn't be a caring a person and it gives me the ( Read more... )

i thought i would update while i'm waiting for jason. he said he got off work at 4+30 and he had to take a shower and then he would be over here so i can dye his hair. its now 7+30 and no sign of the kid. oh well. i'm going to murfreesboro for the nite which is great. anytime i can get out of the house is good. right now i'm really hot even though ( Read more... )

i need a job. i'm bored all the time and i have no money. i've borrowed more money from my mom in the past two months than i have my entire life. i hate that. i'm on a downloading rampage and i need new bands...so let me know. now. today i was on a mission to get the new bright eyes albums and after putting up with my piece of shit computer for ( Read more... )