i'm afraid of becoming exactly what i hate

[emodiaries]

i hate making decisions...someone do it for me! i'm really scared. its all my fault that brent is slipping away from me. he was even before all this. i just think he's blowing my feelings for jordan out of proportion...but he has every right to. i would do the same. its not like i've exactly told him otherwise. i just don't wanna look back on this

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Going back to the Future

[quantemdeep]

Anna,
Don't ever think that you'll loose me...even if you wanted to rid my presents of your life...I'd still write you letters with no return address. I'd still think of you everyday (no 9 to 5 business.) but I mean every beautiful second in my day...from waking up to take a breath of air till picking up my spoon to eat my cereal...from washing that cereal bowl till calming down at work after things got tough...from getting back up when things got tough again at work till my trip to the cafe...from my last sip of coffee at the cafe till I reach my apartment off of 12th street and Berry St. South...from unlocking my deadbolt till sitting on my couch and finishing up an episode of Full House...from getting off of my couch till I go feed my cat...from the end of feeding my cat till I pass out with the controller on my belly...from entering a dream till the end of that dream and I wake up...(recycle events)<--they won't go quite like that...but either way I'll think of you always and if we aren't around eachother...I told you that