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Nov 17, 2002 13:54

the saves the day show last night was the single most disturbing experience of my life.

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shinesthrough November 17 2002, 11:42:13 UTC

whyyyyyyyy?

emodiaries November 17 2002, 16:32:14 UTC

picture the same crowd at an avril lavigne concert. then throw in the kids who frequent the local abercrombie & fitch store at the mall.

...do the celestial mind twist... anonymous November 20 2002, 14:46:14 UTC

Ok, so first of all I want to let you know that I'm wrong for every way that I reacted to everything for the past "many" months and sadly realize it...It hurts still, but I try to move on in a controlled manor...Everything I said before was sort of a pitty trip to find someone to fill that space that was taken from me (stupid, I know)...But I for once just wanted to be an adult about things and say this to you...I realize that Jordan hates me for what you possibly say about me and what I've said in the past directed toward you two which completely made me look like a self-centered prick, sure...I deserve all that has been directed towards me and would like for you and Jordan to accept my apologise...I apologize for how I treated you when we had relations, I apologize for rubbing stupid petty insecurities all over e-mails and my Journal, I apologize for not being the friend I promised to be, and most of all, Jordan...I apologize for not believing in you (you to, Anna)...I see now that happiness is better than suffering...and if you two ( ... )

Re: ...do the celestial mind twist... emodiaries November 21 2002, 09:33:25 UTC

hey brent...

i will assume you're sincere about all this cause i'm gonna go out on a limb and accept your apology. i can understand where you're coming from. i do apologize for hurting you in any way.... i guess we can call this a truce? i'll leave you alone if you do the same. but i wish you the best with everything. i hope you find happiness someday. i'm sorry i couldn't be that for you.

Re: ...do the celestial mind twist... anonymous November 21 2002, 10:47:46 UTC

brent,

sorry for being a suck friend to you and everybody. my interests just change and the same goes with my priorities. but i'm happy and that's the way i want to keep it. no matter what anyone else thinks. the comment i posted in your journal wasn't meant to hurt you it was advice so maybe you could better yourself when you find that special somebody. i guess it was to harsh, sorry. all i was trying to say was that you should learn from your mistakes from past relationships before you go out with somebody. that way it will be healthier. i'm sure you and whomever you find will be happy and i wish you luck and that somebody luck. i accept your apology with a grain of salt. we'll see what happens next time we're all in the same room and we'll see who's being modest and who's not.

but for now...truce?

p.s. you deserved pitty but don't force people to pitty you...but who want's pitty anyway? pitty sucks. =)

later,
jordan

...vapor has become of the cloud above me, not enough molecules perhaps. anonymous November 23 2002, 00:26:25 UTC

Anna and Jordan ( ... )

Re: ...vapor has become of the cloud above me, not enough molecules perhaps. anonymous November 23 2002, 12:02:15 UTC

let's put the bitterness we all once had aside and respect each other for just being who we are. if we just so happen to one day be in the same room lets just acknowledge each others presence and move on, that will show how much we have all matured. let's stop this childish game and move on with our lives. don't be afraid to approach a group of friends just because i'm around. your friends are my friends. the only way to stop the tension that we will feel at first is to first face that tension. you don't ever have to talk to me just respect me for who i am and in return i will show you the same respect.

P.S. let's just put all this baby-mama-drama to an end.

-jordan

Re: ...vapor has become of the cloud above me, not enough molecules perhaps. emodiaries November 24 2002, 13:40:59 UTC

i hope this lasts, cause i would love for us to get along...or at least be civil to eachother. i don't have any desire to be angry at you, brent, or be malicious towards you in any way anymore. i understand your feelings and how they made you say the things you did. again, i am sorry for bringing those feelings about. but like i said, i hope you will find happiness some day in whatever you do.

~ anna