falling to pieces.

[emoerika]

in this past week, i haven't made it through a period of more than two hours without crying.

fuck, i've even been crying in my sleep.

this has been the most emotionally draining week of my life, and what do i have to look forward to?

next week's emotionally draining turmoil.

i am not ready for this.
i am not ready to be replaced.

i am not

Comments

[astroteen]

it'll get so much better, erika... my roommate last year was really homesick and like... wouldn't come out and hang out with us and pretty much deemed herself as anti-social. but she got really into it by the end of the year and was the leader of our floor and ended up being DON... and this girl wanted to go home in october and go to conestoga, which was closer to home.

and i know, erika, that you'll be completely fine because you have that personality. it's hard to adjust, but you'll be fine, i know you will. this is something that i know you want, even if you don't think you do underneath all of this homesickness.

trust me, in three months you'll be ok!!

[nationalhum]

sounds to me like you need to stop crying.

[shh_wait_listen]

Just wait, before you know it you'll be out there partying with the best of 'em... it'll just take some getting used to. you'll adjust fine, and you'll be glad you made the decision to go! Have fun out there! (remember: Go Sens Go)
Peace!