oi i got my hair cut! its like 3 inches shorter and i feel all light headed and flouffy...no other way to describe it really....hmmmm well yeah i guess i like it...as long as it doesnt attack me......lol...my hair tends to do that....woot for minimum days.....yeah still tryin to figure out my schedule for next year since the school completely ( Read more... )

wow im in a n extraordinarily mellow mood..i love that word...mellow...muahaha anyways somebody wanna save me from myself?guess not..ill just continue with spill canvas ( Read more... )

hmmm well yeah its official..im a complete fuckin dumbass.yeah im askin for alot of hurt and effort and such....dont bother anyone im not worth it.

well today was cool i guess..ive been wanting a picnic soooo bad for hella days now so this mornin i had adam meet me at the park and we had a lil picnic:) then i came home and his mom picked me up and we all went out and saw Robots then we went out and he taught me how to play pool:) he was in a really good moood which was really nice cuz so was i ( Read more... )

well yeah it looks like everyone but me was entertained on friday...me and adam just sat in my room and watched sappy movies:) that was ok with me but i would have rather been stoned offf my ass with him...

yesterday was ok i guess....hung with daniel mike tom and chris....my brother tagged along......came home and got bitched at on multiple levels ( Read more... )

well yeah im not sure what i want to do lately......one minute i want to run in a million direstions at once then other times i want to be invisible and hold still......i dunno.... whatevs.....today was ok...field trip sucked...adderall rocked......yeah so im gonna go be awake by myself and stare at a wall or sumthin....

well yeah i got my lincense and all that good stuff and its fun to be able to go when you wanna.....its legal.... anyways just been kickin back lately and tryin to raise my math grade cuz as of yestereday i am restricted even though report cards came out hella days ago....yeah mon-thurs i can inly go out 1 night.weekends are free and clear still so ( Read more... )

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oi its sunday and here i am......waiting for my grandma to come get me. my fuckin reprot card came last night and so yeah.....luckily jeff was on my side and slipped my mom a few drinks befor i got home so she wasnt all that hard to deal with.....basically i cant drive until my grades get up and i have to show her my math hw every night so yeah... ( Read more... )

i wanna sing...i wanna dance...i wanna see the rain and hear it and smell it and concentrate only on that.i want to laugh and smile and see smiles and bubbles and balloons.i want to have a bunch of balloons and watch them fly throught the sky.i want to notice nothing but the obvious.i want to be able to get out of my head.i want to be able to cry.i ( Read more... )