well yeah here is am at home alone...feeling like shit.....with a headache as well as many other ailments.....rarra and i really wanted to go to that hysteria show at blakes but no.......my mouth had to be a fuck and be all "hey bitch guess what? im gonna make you suffer!" yeah it sucks ass. and i don't want to be home....i didn't get out of bed ( Read more... )

lets just say that i hate emotion and sometimes i wish that i did not exist...ppls lives would be a hell of alot easier.fuck this whole behaving shit.

SHE LIVES!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha i looke like a fatass chipmunk! ahhhh and i really want to laugh at myself but it hurts like hell to laugh then it starts bleeding and shit and its just not worth it..... i smeel like old blood. talk about nausiating.......uhhhgg....i want thursday back...that was fun. just kickin back in a parkin lot. im glad kt and ( Read more... )

things i love:*dancing drunk*clouds*bubbles*smiles*hugs*kisses*loud music*yelling song lyrics*singing*being sung to*i love yous*feeling special*chocolate*blood*spontaneuity*challenges*seeing my friends*happy people*laughing*the rain*temperatures near 70*lucky charms*bracelets*straws*taco bell hot sauce*the group after school*late nights out* ( Read more... )

today was a wierd day. i didn't go to sleep until like 2:30 this morning and even then i couldn't really get comfortable and i was just feeling all restelss and crap and then austin called me and woke me up around 8 this morning. then at like 10 i left to go meet up with the kids that i was supposed to be doing my english project with. that was ( Read more... )

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fuck you and all your friends

well hmm it has been hella days but o well..... cold weather= rememberin cold memories=LOTS of crying... supposedly i am such a bitch that i am tearing my "family" appart..... its lame.... my mom blamed my bitchyness on my pills so she took them away.... what a whore.... then we had a little chat about why i have been ( Read more... )

hmmm dee dum dee dum..... today was an interesting day... i guess im ok with how most things went... i dunno... lunch time i wanted to fight somebody though.. nothing in particular i just wanted to destroy something beautiful... not even sure why.... rarara im working on hella homework cuz this is the last month befor quarter grades and i HAVE to ( Read more... )

why the fuck would a 15 year old guy punch a lil 9 year old boy? i don't fuckin know but my stepbrother seems to think that it is ok. i am so fuckin pissed right now you don't even know. this happened an hour ago and im still shakin. i doubt that i will be able to get any more hw finished. im gonna have to bust my ass to finish damn AP hw. this is ( Read more... )