For Thanksgiving, I stuffed the turkey with tears, sliced my toes and put gravey on them. I crushed my brother's toy I got him for his birthday and poured mashed potatoes on them. I stained my mother's wedding dress with cranberry sauce. I put rat poison in pumpkin pie and fed it to stray dogs. I soiled the sweet potatoes with feces. I blamed ( Read more... )

i sometimes like to cry into a jar so one day i could clog the bathroom sink and pour the jar out, and i will want to drown myself in my tears. tonight was the worst night...ever

I WANT TO LIGHT THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD ON FIRE AND DANCE AROUND IT WHILE LISTENING TO PINKERTON. every night until it happens will be the worst night...ever!

My little brother's 11th birthday party was last night. It sucked, of course. My little brother is such a damn brat. He got everything he wanted. Everyone of my stupid family showed up. They saw me and said I was getting big, and I said thanks and that I loved them and all that, but then I put my hands in my pockets and gave them all the middle ( Read more... )

So, I looked over the journal and realized that no one could ever understand based on the comments received. You all wanted to warn me, even though I was in no violation to livejournal. When I saw the stupidity of that, I knew you people were too stupid for my journal. So, there, your wish was granted; all of you gone. To those of you who would ( Read more... )

So, I was sitting on the toilet this morning while thinking how much I am so misunderstood and loathe my father. I ripped the Anti-Flag booklet and used it as toilet paper. My brother told me he loved me, but I slapped him across the face and gave him $1 to not tell mom & dad. I hate him. What other guy goes around telling another guy he loves him ( Read more... )

I am sick of posers! They piss me off! I hate everyone who tries to ridicule. People like Specter think they understand, but they know shit. My father came to me today and said, "Son, I know you like that new music out there today. I feel as if you haven't seen me recently, so here, I bought you this CD." He got me the new Anti-Flag cd. What ( Read more... )

Specter Of Power: Hello ( Read more... )

I went trick or treating with my little brother yesterday. Damn, I wanted to die. I was hoping someone would hand me tainted candy. I also wanted others to give me candy with a razor blade in them. My fucking stupid mother made a retarded E.T. costume for me. The dumb bitch spent eight hours sewing it together. The retarded bitch! I told her ( Read more... )

elliott smith, 1969-2003...no one else can understand me. he knew me and knew we were going to meet so he put a knife in himself. no one understand my pain. no one understands me. conor and rivers, please, please don't die. we shall get together and write lifted fevers and pinkerdroit. i am a true poet. i am the best writer i know. i can ( Read more... )