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[emokidhunter]

i just realized something pretty hardcore. i've completly lost my connection with god. i used to be all christian and not say fuck and i really didn't care what other people thought of me, becuase it didn't matter to me. at all. i'm pretty sure it was becuase i had god, but somewhere along the path something happened and now im searching for

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[candycanecocain]

Amen.
God doesn't exist
It's just human nature to need something to follow, and thats not a bad thing guys.
It's not your fault
And I think that coming to that realization has its pros and cons. The bad thing is that, that means you're completely alone save friends and family. the good news is that all the talent you have and all the good things that happen to you are products of your own. Not a big man in the sky
yay!

[emokidhunter]

eh.
im not sure i completly agree with you. not completly, not at all. if thats true, then it's all a coincidence that we're alive, and being alive and having values and everything that we could ever do wouldn't matter. I think we, as humans, have the need for something to follow because God placed it there.

It doesn't make since that we could just appear here, on a planet that has everything we could ever possibly need to survive, by some matter imploding or whatever scientists say happened. It doesn't make any since at all. I probably didn't change your opinion at all, you being emily royal and all, but think about it for a while.

[candycanecocain]

Well does it make any more sense that an omnipresent and all powerful force put us here on earth to play with?

[emokidhunter]

sorry if i was rambling on there, i suck at talking.

[asummerskiss]

rofl. i just realized in your userpic you look like you have an afro.

[asummerskiss]

an incredibly large afro at that.

[emokidhunter]

...i do have an afro. an afro that you LOVE.

[asummerskiss]

.....no.

[ifallelsefails9]

dude. i know exxacctllyy what you mean. i used to be like that too.. until i switched churches. and now im all dead inside. and im like dude i knooww im a christian..bc i know for a fact that jesus died on the cross for our sins. like i truley believe it. but i just dont feel like one anymore. like i pray every day..and idk. its wierd. and then today at church the pastor was like..yeeahh some people say that they really wanna go to heaven but they dont wanna go now..they want to wait so they can like leave having a great life and stuff. and he was like THOSE PEOPLE ARE CRAZY YOU SHOULD WANT TO GO TO HEAVEN RIGHT NOW BLAHBLAHBLAH. and i was like :/.. well im kind of like that. i wanna get married and have kids first you know..like before i die. but idk. ive lost some of it too..even though im trying to get it back..by like praying every night and stuff.. its not really happening :/

[emokidhunter]

wow. usually when people say that, they don't and just say they do, but you actuially do. YOUR MY FAVORITE.

[ifallelsefails9]

WOAH! YOURE MY FAVORITE TOO

YAY