hi

I've done something horribly wrong...

... but I just don't know what...

My insomnia is gone

I feel like I don't need a mask anymore

I feel like there's more for me to do

I feel heat, cold, pain, happiness... the whole bunch

Life feels...

It feels...

real?

Regrets:
1) Not being intimate with anyone
2) Being sober
3) Losing touch with friends
4) Applying to colleges
5) Arguing with family
6) Giving up on finding a stable job
7) Never knowing the right thing to say
8) Lying
9) Cheating
10)Manipulating people

Memories:1) Being sober for over a year ( Read more... )

I just realized I make no sense whatsoever ( Read more... )

I need some reasons not to give up. If you have any, please share them...

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it's like looking through a golden reflection: seeing what's there but in a tinted, almost haunted, light, in which the distorted colors dance, flickering to beats unkown to yourself and captivating you, trapping you, refraining you from the world to the point where a light flickers and you have to ask yourself whether or not it was you that had ( Read more... )

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please som one hlp me im dyin here infrnt of you