...I know I was a victim of my own device, and I want to live to see a brand new life.

[emolio]

So the epic year is coming to a very mighty close. For one of the first times I can collect from my memory, I feel as if I am beginning to understand what growing up means. After years of collapsing beneath the weight of comfort and stagnancy, my eyes are spreading to the true colors and true nature of the people we encounter in life. As an

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[ziegeen_kwaad]

In the new scene I was introduced to, I found people who were teaching me. They did not know, and may never have the slightest clue. These are people I thank so dearly from the deepest trenches of my heart, people I respect. I say people because I am referring to some individuals who are no longer a part of my life. Be it death, spite, or because of simple separation to grow (i.e. University, Military, Travel, etc.)...some people are gone. It happens. Sometimes for good, sometimes for bad, but often for progression.
I can really relate to that.

I wish I could say I relate to the fact that this was a "mighty" year for you but unfortunately I more or less predicted how this year was going to be from the way my last New Years Eve was. Blah.