yea it happened...I FUCKED UP

[emonessconsumes]

yea it happened i've gone and done the unthinkable...i've fucked with my life yet again...i have got to be the fucking dumbest person alive...i say things i don't mean...do things i don't wanna do...and yet i continue doing them...i already know i'm going to hell...i can't do anything right...i always fuck with my relationship...you know what

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[sexyd189]

brandon, well yeh what can i say your good at alot, ur good at being you, one of the funniest persons i kno....you make me feel great about myself and happy that you are my friend....ur good at being behind me all the time and being there when i need sum1 to talk to, ur good at just kicking back and chillin with when ever, theres alot of cool things about u that make you you and u are not a screw up....yeh maybe u have some hard or tough times with your girlfriend but you have to keep you mind straight and think what you can do and make her happy, shes the one for you and if she wasnt do you think she would be wtih you throught this?......just talk to her and see stuff that she wants to do, tell her u love her and you wannan be with her for ever, brandon ur great later!

dave...dave...dave

[emonessconsumes]

dave thanks a lot and i know i lvoe her more than any person can love anything else...but i fuck up way too much and i've just gotten tired of it...i know everybody thinks that i'm a very laid back person...but i also get lost in that perception...but when it comes to melissa i get overworked...and overstressed trying to accomplish what i can't and haven't done yet...and i'm not talking about anything physical...i'm talking about emotional stuff that i need to work on and it seems so easy to fix, but i just can't seem to get anything right...i'm a nervous wreck when it comes to this...and i need to do this on my own...but i just don't think i can do it alone i need her there...and when i'm fucking up shes not there to help me through it cause i've fucked with her life...