Kiss will kill me part 2
WARNING : RAPE and BONDAGE
“Taecyeon, wake up. You’re gonna be late for our practice”
“Ng.. 5 min..utes.. more”
“Taec .. “, i stopped poking him, tweaking his ear and shaking his body. I went down the bunk bed instead,”Okay then. I’ll prepare your clothes”
“.. and .. my bag”,then he fell back to his sleep. I Could only sigh as i looked up for his bag. Did he think that i know where he put all his stuffs among this wrecked-ship-like room ??
A brown leather wallet fell from the heap of clothes. I kneeled down and picked it up. Inside, there was a photo of Taecyeon putting his arms on Jay's shoulders.
Why did my heart hurt ? and Why couldn’t i move my feet ?
I tried to regain my common sense. Calm down,Junsu. It's Jay,our former leader. It's normal to take a picture with your fellow member. But the try seemed to come to no avail. In fact the longer i held the photo in my hand, the more it felt hurt in my heart
“Mom, here’s my ... “
“Give me all your plates and you,Jang Wooyoung, stop calling me mommy and wake Taecyeon up”, i said while collecting my dongsaeng’s plates and all."
“WHY ME ? I’d rather wake a hibernating bear ... “
“Objection rejected. Go and do as i told or you’ll have to cook your own breakfast from tomorrow on. Chansung, go help Wooyoung”
Why in the world he still kept his photo ?
“Mommy, don’t rush the rinsing please. The plates sound as if they are about to break”
“So you’re busy with the dishes”, Taecyeon started to wrap his arms around me. Junho walked away as he saw Taecyeon.
But these are the arms that he used to hold Jay in the photo. And yet these are the arms that are wrapped around me every morning.Reflexively, i turned his arms down. He stared at me as if questioning what was happening. Why did he do wrong.
“Stop playing around, and go help young dongsaeng”
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How many days have passed since i started avoiding him ? Wooyoung and Chansung had been the ones who wake Taecyeon up in the morning, but not preparing his clothes. I went to bed earlier than everyone just so i don’t have to talk to him, even sometimes i slept in the same room with Khun. He never tried to touch me anymore since i don’t know for how many times have i been turning down his arms. Though, it would be a total lie if i told you that i don’t miss him. At all.
And so i stood here in my room all alone. Foolishly looking at his computer.
I miss looking at his back while playing on the computer. Damn.
“Hyung, we need to talk” , i turned my body in a surprise. He was there standing with a fiercing gaze. My heart clenched, especially when Taecyeon locked the door, i gulped my spit,”why have you been avoiding me ?”
“I’m .. not”, i walked backward. Not until I could feel the edge of the table on my butt. It’s the end. I couldn’t possibly go any more backward. While Taec kept on walking forward til he was just few inches away from me.
“Do you . . . ”, he stared at me angrily,”hate it so much”, then he grapped my wrist, Forcefully. With his beastly power ,”to be touched by me ?”
“Let go of my wrist”, i looked at the other way so that i didn’t have to look at him
“Then look at me in the eye”, he tightened his grip.
A shiver ran down my spine,“Taec, please ...”,
Then his right hand held my head closer to his face til our lips touched. His tongue forcing my mouth to get a permission to enter, which i tried to resist.
After several minutes of lips-crashing, he broke the kiss. I breathed irregularly as i felt the weight on my legs was gone. Taecyeon lifted me up, and pushed me down to the bed,”No,Taec, i don’t want ..”, He pinned me down while crashing our lips once again. Then with his beastly power, my dongsaeng tore up my pyjama, and the buttons were all flying, leaving my chest bare open. “Taecyeon, stop ! Or i’ll ...”
“You’ll what ? Call the other members ? FINE !”, he snapped back at me,”go call them ! IT WON’T MAKE ME STOP !”, then he gripped my cock. So tight and so hard that i jolted from the pain, absorbing all the remaining power in my body. Making me surrender to his every movement.
He continued giving butterfly kisses, nearly in every inch on my stomach, my breath became faster and faster. Until his hand reached my pants, and pulling them off my body. Spreading my legs wide open,exposing my most vital part. His head between my thighs. Giving my cock a tongue and lick it all over causing my body to twitch. I held on his head so tight that i might have teared out some of his hair. Few seconds later i came in his mouth.
What was happening ?
This wasn’t supposed to be Taecyeon. No. My Taecyeon has a bad temper, but never did he scold someone until the extend of raping him. He loves to hug me in the morning and throws jokes to each member. He wouldn’t do this to me.
Taecyeon turned my body around. I had my face facing the pillow with him pushing down my head and grabbing my hair which caused tears to flow more out of my eyes.My face was wet from my tears as i tried to control my breathing, and at the same time, my mind.
This wasn’t the sex that i want.
I could feel, two long and slicky fingers inserted through my entrance. I tighten my grip at my pillow, muffling my own voice with it or else i would let out a loud moan mixed with scream. His fingers moved relentlessly inside of me. I didn’t know for how many times have i begged him to stop, well he didn’t listen to me anyway. He didn’t stop. In fact he kept on moving his fingers while kissing my back down my spine.
Words were utterly useless. Fingers being pulled out, a hard cock being pushed in forcefully. I gasped and let out a loud moan, Taecyeon covered my mouth with his hand and whispered to me,”you’re too loud, goddamnit”
And so i bite the edge of my pillow and holding on my bedsheet with all the power i had as Taecyeon kept thrusting inside and out in a fast rhythm, not even letting me breath even for a second.I’ve given up. No more resistance done. No more saying “stop”. I let myself be held in his embrace and be thrusted in while enduring the pain from my lower body.
My nails were scarring on my own palm from holding on the sheet to tight and caused it to bleed.The peak was when he came inside of me. And that was the first time i hear him moaned. At the same time, the last thing that i remember before my vision went black and i lost my consciousness.
“Taecyeon, wake up. You’re gonna be late for our practice”
“Ng.. 5 min..utes.. more”
“Taec .. “, i stopped poking him, tweaking his ear and shaking his body. I went down the bunk bed instead,”Okay then. I’ll prepare your clothes”
“.. and .. my bag”,then he fell back to his sleep. I Could only sigh as i looked up for his bag. Did he think that i know where he put all his stuffs among this wrecked-ship-like room ??
A brown leather wallet fell from the heap of clothes. I kneeled down and picked it up. Inside, there was a photo of Taecyeon putting his arms on Jay's shoulders.
Why did my heart hurt ? and Why couldn’t i move my feet ?
I tried to regain my common sense. Calm down,Junsu. It's Jay,our former leader. It's normal to take a picture with your fellow member. But the try seemed to come to no avail. In fact the longer i held the photo in my hand, the more it felt hurt in my heart
“Mom, here’s my ... “
“Give me all your plates and you,Jang Wooyoung, stop calling me mommy and wake Taecyeon up”, i said while collecting my dongsaeng’s plates and all."
“WHY ME ? I’d rather wake a hibernating bear ... “
“Objection rejected. Go and do as i told or you’ll have to cook your own breakfast from tomorrow on. Chansung, go help Wooyoung”
Why in the world he still kept his photo ?
“Mommy, don’t rush the rinsing please. The plates sound as if they are about to break”
“So you’re busy with the dishes”, Taecyeon started to wrap his arms around me. Junho walked away as he saw Taecyeon.
But these are the arms that he used to hold Jay in the photo. And yet these are the arms that are wrapped around me every morning.Reflexively, i turned his arms down. He stared at me as if questioning what was happening. Why did he do wrong.
“Stop playing around, and go help young dongsaeng”
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How many days have passed since i started avoiding him ? Wooyoung and Chansung had been the ones who wake Taecyeon up in the morning, but not preparing his clothes. I went to bed earlier than everyone just so i don’t have to talk to him, even sometimes i slept in the same room with Khun. He never tried to touch me anymore since i don’t know for how many times have i been turning down his arms. Though, it would be a total lie if i told you that i don’t miss him. At all.
And so i stood here in my room all alone. Foolishly looking at his computer.
I miss looking at his back while playing on the computer. Damn.
“Hyung, we need to talk” , i turned my body in a surprise. He was there standing with a fiercing gaze. My heart clenched, especially when Taecyeon locked the door, i gulped my spit,”why have you been avoiding me ?”
“I’m .. not”, i walked backward. Not until I could feel the edge of the table on my butt. It’s the end. I couldn’t possibly go any more backward. While Taec kept on walking forward til he was just few inches away from me.
“Do you . . . ”, he stared at me angrily,”hate it so much”, then he grapped my wrist, Forcefully. With his beastly power ,”to be touched by me ?”
“Let go of my wrist”, i looked at the other way so that i didn’t have to look at him
“Then look at me in the eye”, he tightened his grip.
A shiver ran down my spine,“Taec, please ...”,
Then his right hand held my head closer to his face til our lips touched. His tongue forcing my mouth to get a permission to enter, which i tried to resist.
After several minutes of lips-crashing, he broke the kiss. I breathed irregularly as i felt the weight on my legs was gone. Taecyeon lifted me up, and pushed me down to the bed,”No,Taec, i don’t want ..”, He pinned me down while crashing our lips once again. Then with his beastly power, my dongsaeng tore up my pyjama, and the buttons were all flying, leaving my chest bare open. “Taecyeon, stop ! Or i’ll ...”
“You’ll what ? Call the other members ? FINE !”, he snapped back at me,”go call them ! IT WON’T MAKE ME STOP !”, then he gripped my cock. So tight and so hard that i jolted from the pain, absorbing all the remaining power in my body. Making me surrender to his every movement.
He continued giving butterfly kisses, nearly in every inch on my stomach, my breath became faster and faster. Until his hand reached my pants, and pulling them off my body. Spreading my legs wide open,exposing my most vital part. His head between my thighs. Giving my cock a tongue and lick it all over causing my body to twitch. I held on his head so tight that i might have teared out some of his hair. Few seconds later i came in his mouth.
What was happening ?
This wasn’t supposed to be Taecyeon. No. My Taecyeon has a bad temper, but never did he scold someone until the extend of raping him. He loves to hug me in the morning and throws jokes to each member. He wouldn’t do this to me.
Taecyeon turned my body around. I had my face facing the pillow with him pushing down my head and grabbing my hair which caused tears to flow more out of my eyes.My face was wet from my tears as i tried to control my breathing, and at the same time, my mind.
This wasn’t the sex that i want.
I could feel, two long and slicky fingers inserted through my entrance. I tighten my grip at my pillow, muffling my own voice with it or else i would let out a loud moan mixed with scream. His fingers moved relentlessly inside of me. I didn’t know for how many times have i begged him to stop, well he didn’t listen to me anyway. He didn’t stop. In fact he kept on moving his fingers while kissing my back down my spine.
Words were utterly useless. Fingers being pulled out, a hard cock being pushed in forcefully. I gasped and let out a loud moan, Taecyeon covered my mouth with his hand and whispered to me,”you’re too loud, goddamnit”
And so i bite the edge of my pillow and holding on my bedsheet with all the power i had as Taecyeon kept thrusting inside and out in a fast rhythm, not even letting me breath even for a second.I’ve given up. No more resistance done. No more saying “stop”. I let myself be held in his embrace and be thrusted in while enduring the pain from my lower body.
My nails were scarring on my own palm from holding on the sheet to tight and caused it to bleed.The peak was when he came inside of me. And that was the first time i hear him moaned. At the same time, the last thing that i remember before my vision went black and i lost my consciousness.