My life has gotten rediculous. Just when I thought I figured it out.

I wounder, if I were more like her would it change things?
Why can't people just accept the way I am.

Thanks goodness I can snowboard my emotions away tommorow.

So tonight a friend who I love dearly told me some bad news that shattered me. I only want the best for my friends so I was upset and in return got angry and let my mouth run. I was so wrilled up that the only thing I could do to keep myself from punching someone was work out. For hours. Then one of the best friends you could ask for, Drew, called ( Read more... )

This was such a good weekend. I havent done anything fun for a loong time ( Read more... )

I have never really understood the point of this day. I think that people should show their loved ones how much they love them every day, not just one day a week. And the fact that there is a holiday based off a guy who was part of a massacre is pretty morbid to me! oh well ( Read more... )

I have a another to add to the list ( Read more... )

Today has been a long day...I went to the doctors to get my head checked out because after falling on the rail while snowboarding I have had major headaches numbness in my arms and hands, pain in my neck, sensititvity to liht, dizziness, black outs, loss of memory, adn a few other problems turns out I have ( Read more... )

So I have been struggeling with a lot of decisions lately. One of which is about school and whether to give up and come home or transfer out or what. The other is a fairly simple one about the people in my life. I checked my horoscope today and this is what it said ( Read more... )

Today will be a good day I told myself. Who was I kidding ( Read more... )

So in order to attempt to manage my thought i am going to start writing here yet again. Pretty much what it comes down to is I am very unhappy. I hate Idaho. I hate this school. I hate the people. I hate the cold. I really honestly just want to be home where people understand me and dont judge me every second of my life. Where I can be me and not ( Read more... )

who knew that this is how my life would turn out?

Not me...