I'll update the count eventually...
Right now, I will try to forget I hate life.
Good night... =(

How long must I wait for the inevitable?
This downfall will come sooner or later.
So how do you pretend like nothing is wrong,
thoughts never said captured in the words,
those horrid words in your favorite song baby. <33

Comment for hugs, because I could use one.
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After a whole lot of commenting... here is the TOTAL hug count... Remember guiys, you still have til Thursday to get some more hugs... so as of right now, here is the hug count :

"Comment for Hugs" Count

• Tiff (PB) - 26
  
• Jared - 23
  
• Me - 6
  
• Marissa - 5
  
• Tara - 5
  
• Ashley - 4
  
• Jenna - 3
  
• Gina - 3
  
• Kara - 2
  
• Heather - 1
  
• Nikki - 1
  
• Rose - 1
  

Had a ( Read more... )

Work was interesting, as always. Tomorrow I am working alone on the cash register... no more training. DEFINITELY come and visit me guys. I am working 5 - 9:30!! Hope to see you all there...

Updated Hug Count...

• Marissa - 5 hugs
  
• Ashley - 4 hugs
  
• Jenna - 3 hugs
  
• Tiffany (PB) - 2 hugs
  
• Heather - 1 hug
  
• Gina - 1 hug
  
• Jared - 1 hug
  
• Nikki - 1 hug
  
• ( Read more... )

Hey guys, school was short... work was long. Filled out my paperwork, and cashiered for about an hour. Working tomorrow night, Friday night, and Saturday night from 5 to 9 so anyone who is considering visiting me, DO SO! Work is pretty good, and I can't wait for a paycheck each week. I will update more tomorrow... On another note, All my ( Read more... )

Ahh, been a long day... felt great, felt like shit. Regardless, DAVE IS NO LONGER UNEMPLOYED. I am working at Pathmark on Hempstead Tpke. so come visit when you can. I start paperwork and training tomorrow at around 2:30... so it should be fun. It didn't matter to me where I worked, just so that I was making some money on my own. Now all my ( Read more... )

"My Favorite Song ( Read more... )

Ok well I thought I would post this poem because it was a time in my life where I just thought nothing would go right, and I know we all have had our share of that... it was a time where if I was shot dead in the road, ya know... it would only be another bad thing to add to the list. Sadness and anger became accustomed to me... I just wanted to get ( Read more... )

Well boys and girls, thanks to a few of my friends' constant persistence... I will be posting my own poetry in my entries now and again. In the past, I have never shown another soul my writings, but now I feel that my friends are right, why not see what others think about it? Well I am going to rely on their intuition and just go for it. So enjoy ( Read more... )

Ok, not a lot happened on this Tuesday, which both angers and saddens me. I had the whole plan laid out for tonight to spend some money and buying gifts and it fell through, so god knows when I can make the time to get this all done. No school tomorrow, however I will be at school all day tomorrow working as secretary to teachers that I need extra ( Read more... )